The Life Of A Pretty Liar

by Bella-Sakkaku

Is it really better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all? Even if you weren't in love? And is it better to have regret of having done something or regret not doing it? Your life isn't always how you wish so why not spice yourself up a bit? Even if its wrong its not lying its just making yourself more interesting Ino's Journal

11. Chapter 11

I don't own anything just the plot

The life of a pretty liar

March 8, 2011

This is just the day I want to remember for a very long time! Or for the rest of my life, he did it Kakashi is the first man who's lips have been over mine!

He convinced me to sneak out to spend some time with him, which got the blood going to begin with and I did not get caught! :)

We spend some time at Kiba's and while the owner of the house had stepped out of the room Kakashi had snuck a kiss on me. Somehow I kept my cool like it was nothing new, and then time went on and when he dropped me off at home he asked for a hug and then asked me if he could get a good night kiss… on that one I kept my cool as much as I could, but I didn't think he would try to French me. I tried my best to act like I knew what I was doing but I pulled away and I was slightly shocked and just said a quick good night and went to get back to my room.

And as any could imagine he must have sensed a bit of my discomfort and I managed to say that it was because I didn't want to cheat on my 'boyfriend' and he bought it, I think? And as the conversation went on I asked if he would be okay if I didn't leave my supposed bf I wanted to read that he wouldn't be, but it actually excited him to be the one on the side… who would have thought that he would be cool with it.

But it's not what I wanted to hear, but its something right? But do I like him? Or I'm I just not being picky about this? But this could back fire on me, he could just be playing me… especially since he knows I'm still pure.

Should I just go with it? I am 18 and I was just kissed and I haven't ever had sex, is it time that I experience it? But what if I'm not what he expected, I don't have a perfect body… not even close to it. I don't have the big boobs or the nice ass, but I don't have the muffin top either so…?

Even if Kakashi isn't the one to deflower me someone else will have to see me in my birthday outfit, should I start to work out? I really don't want to thou :/ not my thing.

So what should I do? Someone help! I need it seriously.

~Ino