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Chapter 5: Things I Didn't Know
Author's Notes: Feedbacks, feedbacks feedbacks! plz Im doing something wrong on this fictions and i cant put my hand on it, plz any one tell me whats wrong!
FPOV
What the fuck is all this shit, who give a damn to what Freud said a hundred years ago, who is this man anyway "BUFFY, STOP FIDGETING AND CONCENTRATE WITH ME" fuck you red "What's wrong with you, your extra dump today?" cuz I'm not Buffy and I skipped two years from high school, and hello eight months in comma "Sorry Willow, it's just this stuff is hard" please go away and leave me "Buffy we have test and you must study" FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, I want my life back "Ok, I'll go for a quick patrol and then we study" please say yes "No Buffy, patrol can wait but the test is tomorrow" damn you red "So, tell me what's Freud theory of the unconscious?" oh fuck.
This is very strange, I think I did well in that test, hell I think I may get B or something, man this is great, but I wish I could be me again, god I didn't have sex since I was in a coma! WOW that's like...mmmm... almost 10 months. No way I must get laid.
BPOV
I can't sleep, things are going from bad to worse, and my photo is showed on the TV every half hour. I can't go out cuz as expected a lot of people don't love Faith and Jason told me that when I step out of that door hundred percent I will be caught, cuz this is Faith's neighborhood and she's very famous here and those three people are the only one who cares about her. They are really very nice, they are treating me like a little sister and every time I offer to do anything they refuse saying that it's the least thing they could do for me. I insist on taking care of Danny in the morning, I regret it sometimes when I have to chase him every where trying to dress him or make him eat, thank god he loves cartoon, it's the only thing that make him stay on one place for a while, god you should hear him laughing when he watch Tom and Jerry or when he start hugging me with joy after superman rescue someone, rambling about good and evil. He's a very cute kid.
"Do you mind if I set with you for a while" I could use some company "Jason, you're awake? Don't you have work early" he wakeup every day very early at six "Don't worry, I didn't find you on your bed" he means his bed "So, why are you up that late?" "Nothing, by the way I never thanked you for leaving your bed to me" what make a decent guy like him hang out with a bitch like Faith "Believe me that's the least thing I can do for you?" again with this comment "Why do you all keep saying that?" this is really my time to revel all Faith's mystery's "Cuz you changed our life, well me and Carol mostly, JD will never change" yes I don't like this JD guy "and how is that exactly?"
"Well it's a long story" man! Why do they keep saying that "Ok, let me ask you another thing?" that's right I wont give up this time "Were we ever...like together or something?" he's blushing, that's really cute "Yes, we were" mmm nice "What happened between us?" who am I kidding of course Faith used him "Short version, I was an idiot" wow I wasn't expecting that "Ok, tell me anything about my self" GOD! They are driving me crazy "What do you wanna know?" did I say they are driving me crazy, I never thought there could be someone dumber than Faith "like...my family, where is my family?" please answer with something other than the 'long story' comment
"Ok, your mom didn't know who your father was" of course like mother like daughter "She was a real bitch" yea she did a real good job on Faith "She was always drunk and man! This woman changed men like changing bed sheets" again like mother like daughter "Any way you ran away when you were thirteen, that's when we meet"
"Why did I ran away?" he has the 'I will say something that will break your heart' look "You can tell me anything, I really need to know" that's good he will tell me "Most of your mom's boyfriends were always hitting on you" oh! "But you was always strong and sneaky, you did your best to keep them away, but the last one had another plans for you" Oh my god "He raped me?"
"Not from the start, he played you very good, after only two months from dating your mom you were calling him dad" Wow he was that good "You were disparate for love and affection and he was sure to give you all you need" ok the worse is coming "He start touching you in a bad way like it was something normal, he even did it sometimes in front of your mom" but she was so drunk to take care of her own daughter "Then he start to kiss you and make you do things to him, he told you that this is a special relation, he played with your emotion and confusion, at the end you refused to have sex with him, so he...he forced you" bastard!
"You couldn't do anything" of course I couldn't, I was only thirteen "And I found you at night sitting on a dark alley, your cloths were torn and you was bleeding but you wasn't crying" yea that's me stupid tough girl who never asked for help when I need it "So, I took you with us" How sweet "You took me to your house" why is he laughing at me now, what did I say "Yea sure, if that's what they call the streets this days" streets! "We were homeless!" please say no "Aha" oh god "For how long?" "mmm for almost two years and a half" WHAT! "You're kidding, right?" he must be kidding "No, I'm not" "Where did we sleep? How did we get food? What about the bathroom? We didn't do it on the street, did we?" TWO AND A HALF YEARS!
We stayed up till the morning, he told me about how they lived on the streets and how Faith was always looking for the future, she even tried to stay at school but of course this was very hard when you live completely on the street. They had to steal sometimes when they couldn't find jobs to do; I wonder now if that the way she paid for things back in SunnyDale. I'm still mad at her, but I think I do understand her now. How could she fool us all this time! She never showed anything, she was always laughing and having fun, but she was always angry even without a reason, there was always rage inside her.
He told me how she was always stubborn and no one ever succeed on forcing her to do something she didn't want to do. He told me how Faith was always saying that she will make it one day and she will be a better person.
Jason made breakfast for us and excused to get ready for work, I feel bad for not letting him sleep. I have an idea playing on my mind but I don't know if it will work or not.
"I'm going now, do you need anything before I go?" I think he is still in love with Faith
"No thanks, mmm...Jason?" ok I will try my idea now "Can I ask you a favor?"
"Sure, anything for you princess" I told you he is in love
"I need to go to LA, I need to meet a friend there" please say that you will take me
"Is it that important?" yes "Yes it is" it's very important
"Ok, I will take you there, we will find a way" thank you god "Faith?"
"Is he..is he a boyfriend?" man he's really whipped, I smile at him "No, he's not"