As The Blackness Came, It took Edward Away

by Lonewritersclub

Bella was lost during labor, the life after it, was difficult. Especially for Edward. The guilt... The loss... The sadness... He started loosing himself But soon he realized it could be for the better.

3. Chapter 3

I was back home now. Well, it felt only like house now. I wanted Renesmee back home. I worried for her so much. I was afraid that something or someone would hurt her even though Alice was with her. But what if I would hurt her some day? Of course, yes, but aimlessly, after all it would be unavoidable.

I needed her with me. Sorrow suffused me again and I felt like drowning.

Please, Bella, please, please, please. Come back. You can't leave me, no! I love you...

The old echo ran through my head again.