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Bella POV
We decide to stay a few nights in a hotel on the outskirts of Phoenix as I was nervous about meeting two unfamiliar Vampires. I was also not looking forward to seeing Jasper again. How was I meant to face him when I was the reason he is not allowed with hi mate? His coven? I mean, yes I don't think him and Alice are really meant for eachother but obviously he loves her. Maybe I should just ask Rose to change me and then go away and find a life of my own. That seems like a good plan. Pluss I can just Rip Edward apart if I ever see him again. I will ask when her and emmet get back, they are having Their first "human" hunt. It was funny how excited they were, when I said I was perfectly fine with them hunting humans. It was like kids on Christmas, Emmett's grin almost splitting his face and Rosalie's smirk. I knew Rose was changed after she was raped by her fianc e, so hunting down the scum of humanity would be particularly fulfilling for her. I heard the door open then lots of loud laughter filled the hotel room. Emmett. The couple came down the small hallway that led to the main bedroom/living room area. Not only where their eyes a beautiful scarlet, but they looked happy and healthy. Rosalie's bright red eyes complemented her platinum blond hair well and Emmett just looked like he was having the time of his life, his laughter still filling the small room at full volume
"hey izzy! Oh my Lord that was amazing icant believe how full I feel ! All these years I have been walking around, still thirsty after even a weekends hunt. Now I feel alive, rejuvenated..." Rose beamed at me and came running to hug me and spin me around. I giggled liking the new her.
"Great! I can't wait to hunt with you guys" I say happily thinking it is best to just get it out there and see how they would react. I knew that Emmet wouldn't care, but Rose will probably wonder why I would throw my life away just like. That. So like I expected she froze up and placed me down on the floor standing away to face me, I just stared her in the eyes to show how serious I was.
"i- Izzy how do you expect to join us? We could kill you ! I hope you don't mean for one of us to change you because that would probably end in your death too."
" I trust you Rose, I know you can do it. I need this, I want to be ablle to defend myself, I want to have Emmy as my big brother and you as my best friend. I have thought ths through Rose" OK so maybe that wasn't the whole truth but I didn't want to tell her I might go off and leave. How would that help me?
"what about Charlie? Children?" She said in a quiet voice I almost missed it
"Charlie will be fine, he thinks I have gone away and I can just phone him once in a while. As for children, I have never wanted them, and even if I do want a child,, I am willing to give it up for freedom. Do you honestly think that Edward will leave me alone? My mind is silent and I am his singer. He will hunt me down." with that last statement she nodded and looked to Emmet for his opinion and advice on the matter. "If that's what you really want, Bella Bean, then I won't deny you. I just want to make sure you know what you are asking for." Emmett said. The amusement he first came in with was all but forgotten, and his face was serious.
"I know what I want, Emmy. I never wanted children very much in the first place, and any human experience you think I would be missing, is not worth waiting in fear for Him to come." I said,
looking him in the eye.
"Now, the only question is, before or after we go meet with Pete, Char, and Jazz?" Emmett said, smiling at me .
"I say after. With all their experience with newborns, they would be a lot of help after you wake up." Rose said, her tone held resignation but also excitement and hope.
"But what about Psych Pixie. Wont she already have seen this? I mean, I made the decision a while ago to ask you. They might be on their way right now to stop to you guys from 'damning my soul'." I rolled my eyes.
"Well, that's true, but if we stay here that gives them more time to catch up."
Emmett pointed out.
"Well then don't stay here. Sure, you can bite me here, but then you can travel to rest of the way to Jasper's and, that way,
it'll take less time." I said smiling broadly, glad that I was going to finally become a Vampire, join the world of immortal beings and be able to basically kick ass.
After we had talked Rose said she wanted to watch Chic Flicks and Veg out Forr the night before she bites me. So I rang room service and orded salt and pepper chickken and chips with poppcorn and a chocolate cake. Film night and a big munch sounded really good right now. So while I waited for the food I decided to to change into my super comfy cat onesie. At about 2:30 am I fell asleep, only to have Rose wake me at 6.
"Bella, wake up. We have to get going." I nodded and went to get ready. If I was going to die I might as well look good doing it. Once I was showered and dressed, I went out to main room where Rose and Emmett where standing with the few bag we had. It was silent as we got down to the car and got in. Rosalie sat in the back with me, while Emmett sat in the front by himself.
"I'm sorry for this." Rose said as she lifted my wrist to her mouth and bit down.
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