Hi hi,
Just a note of caution: There IS a lemon in this chapter…somewhere in the middle…
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Through the streets and alleys, Sesshoumaru searched for the one he loved, the one he had hurt, the one he could lose forever. And no matter how hard he tried to think straight, to think of all the possible places Rin could be, he found himself drawing a complete blank. The only thoughts that kept hounding him, haunting him was what Kagura had said to him that night, just before he had met Inuyasha and Kagome.
After dinner, he had attended a little farewell gathering organized by his closest friends.
Flashback (This bit of the story is specially written for Hinata-chan at her request)
"Oh Sesshy…" Naraku sobbed as he tugged on the boy's sleeves, pulling him into a over dramatic hug, rubbing and half depositing his mucus on his own shoulder. "How could you be so heartless? How could you leave me just like this? We've been together for so long." He waved his hands as if doing a Shakespearian play. "I've given you all my love, my heart and now, with just a word, you're leaving. What's going to happen to me?"
Beside, the heinous girl was growing intensely disgusted with all her boyfriend's whining. She rolled her eyes in a half sigh, smacking her lips and twisting it impatiently. Then, reaching the peak of her tolerance and with one last loud exhalation, she shook her head, went forward and gave the leeching boy version of a koala one hard yank, sending Naraku toppling to her side.
"Oh please Nak, cut the shit out! You're making me puke!" She shook him up violently as he adorned her with the watery puppy dog eyes. "You're acting like a complete sissy! Stop it!"
But with that, Kagura fell silent for a moment, seeming to have recalled something of importance. She turned to Sesshoumaru with a genuinely solemn expression on her face. "Prince, not that I wish to interfere with your matters, but, I think, if I were Rin, I'd really ask you the exact same question. I'd demand an explanation from you. Have you told her why you've decided to go?"
End of flashback
Sesshoumaru cursed himself bitterly. That night when he spoke to Rin, he had so carelessly let things blow out of proportion. He should have insisted that she listened to his explanation. His reason for going, to pick up courage to heal himself…He had done it all…for her, for them, for their future together. He should have made sure he'd gain her approval, her understanding. How did he let it get so out of hand? If only he could find her, if only he was given a chance to make amends…
HOONNNKKKK! SCREECHHHHHHH!
From afar, a few sharp blasting horns broke the stillness of the night, followed by the ear piercing friction of a fast stopping vehicle. Sesshoumaru turned, his ambers squinting to their max as he spotted the all too familiar lithe figure in the middle of a crossing about two blocks down the street. He gasped, feeling the blood in his veins froze.
Rin! It was Rin! His heart pounded almost out of his very mouth as he dashed toward her direction.
"HEY LADY! WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING! You almost gave me a heart attack!" The fuming van driver wound down his windows, pointing his fingers and was swearing at the tip of his voice. His expressions softened only when he noted how the girl was struggling to get up from where she had fallen due to the shock. "A-Are you alright, Miss? Do you need to go to the hospital or something?"
Staggering a little as she brushed her clothes briefly, Rin looked up, still unable to regain her composure. "Erm… It's okay. I-I'm okay, uncle. I'm sorry. I'll be more careful next time." She limped to the road edge, stumbling her way to the nearest stone bench.
There, the girl tried to stabilize her own breathing as she rubbed on her temple vigorously. The alcohol was starting to kick in its full impact. She shook her head trying to clear it with no avail. Even if she knew she couldn't make it home at the moment, at least, there was peace and quiet all around… at long last. She had needed that, needed time to be alone with herself, a breathing space.
Rin closed her eyes, taking her time enjoying the stillness about her. To her surprise and relief, her heart was not hurting like before. She hadn't the urge to cry. She wasn't even thinking about Sesshoumaru. In fact, nothing was on her mind. She felt for once…quietness.
Rin's narration
Sitting out here in the middle of the night…staring at a sky full of stars made me realize how small I am in this vast universe.
Stars are lights of hundreds of thousands of years ago. They may not even be existing now, though I still see them. Hundreds of thousands of years from now, who would have remembered that I, Rin, was once here at this very spot, being all silly and heart-broken because of a person, a love that perhaps, was never meant to be from the beginning.
At that thought, a wave of heated sensation clouded her eyes once again, moistening it. Even if no one would remember, she would….because she loved him. Instinctively, she took out a key from her pockets, shifted next to a tree bark and starting engraving tiny letters on it. When she was done, she brushed the dust away, sitting back and running her fingers through the uneven indentation: R loves S forever 2006
As a sudden rush of dizziness cruised through her, the girl held onto her temple, falling back into her seat. Just when she was attempting a soothing massage, a scurried shuffling of footsteps was heard coming her way, halting just in front of her. The dark figure before her was panting heavily as if fighting for air.
The girl looked up and gasped. Sessh…
But before she could even mouth a word, Sesshoumaru had collapsed to her feet inspecting and checking her out for signs of discomfort, his expression was one of great anxiety. He was even having difficulty speaking. "Rin, are you alright? Are you hurt?" He spotted her scraped knee and instantly went about the task of cleaning it and carefully wrapping the wound with a handkerchief he pulled out of his coat.
Rin watched him in silence, noting how his hands were trembling and fumbling on the job. Sesshoumaru didn't seem like himself that night. Plus… what's he doing here? The girl tried to shake those thoughts away as she hardened her heart.
"Rin, can you walk?" The boy gave her a pull up to her feet and Rin instantly felt the sting. Her knee gave way but her fall was prevented by a pair of strong muscled hand that had rounded her shoulder, supporting her firmly.
As his fingers circled round her arm, she felt the tenderness of his warmth and she writhed. The pain… it was all coming back again …to her dismay. She closed her eyes, pushing and freeing herself from him.
Taken aback slightly by how the girl was obviously seeming so repulsed just by his mere his touch, Sesshoumaru only watched on as Rin sat down on the bench once again, not speaking a word to him and looking away purposefully. His heart clenched, a little discouraged but he knew, he had it coming by how he had treated her for the past week. Keeping his cool, the boy moved to settle next to her. "Rin…."
She ignored it. Taking a deepen breath, Sesshoumaru put his hands on her shoulders, forced shifted her slightly so that she was looking straight at him. The girl frowned, dipped her head to avoid him. "Rin… I-I…" He started with great difficulty due to the immense guilt weighting his heart. "Kagome said… you…you could be pregnant."
Hearing that one sensitive word, Rin's widened eyes shot at him, a little lost for words. "Rin, can you tell me, please, if it's true. Tell me the truth. No matter what it is, we'll find a way out. Y-You don't have to deal with this alone."
Somehow, though spoken with so much gentleness and concern, Sesshoumaru's words did not achieve its intended effect on the girl.
Images like movie clip replayed in the girl's mind instantly, how she had spent many cold nights cuddling into his warmth…how he had peeled off her robe between whispered endearments and passionately made love to her, the feel of his skin constantly sliding heatedly over her own. How wonderful it could have been, to conceive a baby in that manner. But now…
Rin closed her eyes again, her heart aching as her feminine pride kicked in. Is that why he's here? Because he'd heard about it from Kags? Because he felt…responsible? Obligated? He isn't here because he still had feelings for me. He isn't here because he still …loves me.
With a soft squeal, she pushed free from him again, directing her glance away.
"Sessh…T-There's no longer 'we'..." She shifted herself so that a safe distance was kept between them.
As much as that statement had pained the boy, it had equally pained Rin. Suppressing her rapidly stirring emotions, she quickly tried a chuckle, then turning to him, seemingly giggling and slapping him on the shoulder. "Don't be silly. Kags' just too paranoid if that's what you're concerned about…coz… I'm NOT pregnant." She laughed as she purposefully emphasized the word. "You have forgotten? I was on the pill." She breathed in, holding it for a moment before letting go. "So… you can really set your mind at ease and go to Italy. We're both adults anyway…These things…" She choked on that a little. "I mean, it's all free and easy. Y-You don't have to feel obligated or anything…"
Rin stole a glance at the boy, noting how fiercely intense his gaze was on her. His fingers were balled tightly into a fist though he wasn't speaking. A little too uncomfortable with the atmosphere surrounding them, she got up from her seat. "Erm… I'm going home first. Erm… You can sit as long as you wish. T-The air's nice and cool tonight."
That was all Sesshoumaru could take. He jumped up after Rin, grabbing her by the hand and pulling her back to meet her eyes. "Rin, why are you doing this? Why are you doing this to yourself?"
The girl tried to maintain her cool, pushing his hand off but this time, he wouldn't let her. His grip was deathly. "W-What are you talking about Sessh? I-I…Let me go. You're hurting my hand." She struggled but he did not relent.
Sesshoumaru found himself suddenly blinded by fury and pain. "Is this what you meant when you said you're going to be fine without me? Wandering off in the middle of the night on the streets drunk and nearly got yourself killed out there on the road just now? Look at yourself! I can't even trust you to get home safely!"
Angered and agitated by his outburst, the girl shot a heinous look at him, forcing back her tears. She found it getting immensely difficult to keep the heavily pent up feelings trapped in her heart any further. "What do you care? To your own liking, you came into my life and then, when you felt like it, you said you're leaving." Her first stream of tears rolled down her cheek before she could prevent it and she brushed it away stubbornly. "Does breaking up come so easily for you? Well, it doesn't for me! It hurts! A lot! I'm not even sure I could forget all these and now, you're making demands on how I should live my life? I'll live my life MY WAY! I'll deal with this my way, as I see fit!"
And with all her strength, the girl freed herself from his grip, wanting to get away as quickly as she could. Not looking back, she ran and ran, leaving the boy dumbfounded.
Standing there as his ambers followed the direction the girl had left, Sesshoumaru took only a moment to gather himself. He wasn't going to let her go like that again, not anymore. With an elegant sweep, he picked up the girl's belongings from the bench and bulleted off after her.
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At the playground
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The familiar sceneries of her favorite spot alerted the girl that she had once again brought herself so reflectively there. Since young, whenever something was bothering her, whenever she felt sad, she would automatically stroll till she found herself here.
Still panting slightly from the run, Rin sat herself on the swing, her feet moving it gently as she let her head rest on one side of the its chains. When she looked up again, Sesshoumaru had arrived, standing before and gently placing her sweater on her lap. Brushing away that tender gesture, Rin looked away when she saw he had knelt down beside her.
"Rin, when I made the decision to go to my mother, I-I was no less afraid than you." He knew, if he had to speak his heart, it would be now…or he might never get the chance again. Carefully, he placed his hand on hers, noting with slight elation that at least, she wasn't pushing him away. Rin was seemingly listening intently to him, though she was still refusing to meet his eyes. "I didn't know when I could return, and I'm not sure how you'd take it, whether you'd still want to be with me…whether you'll think of me, whether you'd miss me everyday that I'm not with you, whether …you'd wait for me. I wish to know your heart, how you really feel… and so, I selfishly made a gamble."
The girl turned to finally face him, seeming a little taken aback. "A gamble? You were testing me out all this time?"
Sesshoumaru met her hazels with his most tender gaze. "And since you said that breaking up with me doesn't come easy for you, that it is unacceptable to you, can I say that I've won?"
The girl's brows furrowed as frustration took over her. The truth of the confusion and tension surrounding them the past week was finally coming to light. "Just because you didn't have the confidence, just because you wish to know how I'd react, you've so cruelly tested me." She shook her head with disappointment. "After all that we've been through together, you should have known what my answer would be even without asking. And what about mine, what I wish to hear from you? Why haven't you said anything about that? What did you mean by you don't know when you'll be back, you can't say for me to wait for you? So if someone better comes along when you're gone and asks me out, I could say yes? I could even fall in love with him and even… marry him?" Indeed, Sesshoumaru had been too cruelly vague it was impossible not to be mad with him.
Impatiently, Rin eyed him as she waited for his reply, finding that the boy had remained silent and stoic. It was simply getting on her nerves. With an exasperated gasp, she stood up, releasing her hand from his. "Forget it! You'll never change. I've had enough!"
As he watched her leave again, pacing further and further from him with every step, multiple emotions began flooding him, manifesting within him. "If you truly decide to fall in love with someone else, then…let me be the one who'll always be loving you." He was feeling firmer with every word he spoke. "Even if you choose to marry another, even if I could only stand at a corner watching you… I'll always love you…only you…till the day I breathe my last."
Rin stopped dead in her tracks feeling her heart rate coming to a stand still. What was that she just heard? She turned, feeling instantly a wave of heat swarming up her cheeks. "W-What did you just say?" She couldn't believe her ears.
Sesshoumaru took in a lengthen breath. "I said … I love you." He swallowed hard, knowing that he had caught her attention. With great care, he slowly paced toward her, taking her very gently into his embrace. Though Rin wasn't hugging him back, neither was she showing signs of retaliation. That was a good start, he thought with relief. "I love you." The three words flowed a little smoother, easier with every time he said it to her.
Feeling her shiver, Sesshoumaru pulled back enough to see Rin's face, noting that tears were drenching her reddened cheeks. She tried to stifle her sobs as if wishing to speak.
"I-In my dreams Sessh, I must have heard you saying this to me like hundred times. That was the answer I wanted all this while. That was what I was waiting for you to say to me…"
Sesshoumaru's internal elation grew. Rin, she is touched? Does it mean…
But to his dismay, she gently moved his hands from her, taking a few steps backward, making a distance between them once again. The boy's frowned, not the least knowing what to expect. Whatever it was, from the way Rin was looking, it wouldn't be good. He had never seen her like this before. She seemed… that she had set her heart on something, a decision….one which he couldn't live with.
"Sessh…you know…we're both aware that we've really come a long way in this relationship." She met his eyes with a slight smile. "Though it had never been easy, no matter how many times I wanted to give up, it was always because… I didn't wish that you or the Inu-family be affected by a scandal. I'd never once doubted my feelings for you, or yours for me. And I always kept the trust that you feel the same….until now."
"Rin…I know... I was a coward, I was afraid…and I faltered…" I was too afraid of losing you… He finished only in his mind that last bit.
Knowing fully well what the girl had meant, Sesshoumaru tried with desperation to move forward to coax her but she gestured him to stop. He felt strangled with immense unease, his hand cruising to his pocket feeling the ring he had intended for her, the ring he had so instinctively kept with him everyday now.
"Sesshoumaru, a relationship between two people is built on trust, especially after we've been so close…" She blushed, shunning away a little as the subject fell on their past intimacy. "When I knew about your mother's condition, I was sad…because I knew you had to go. It was the only way that you could break free from that bondage that had held you for so long. I know…with my strength, my love alone, it can't mend what you have lost. I can't replace what your mother could have given you." She cleared away a tear drop that had fallen, swallowing to release a lump gathered in her throat. "But I knew… we could be parted for a long time...it really hurts me a lot…because I found that I could no longer remember a day without you, without loving you. I was lost for a while, really hoping that at least you'd assure me that …you'll come back for me. Then, no matter how long that'll be, five years, even ten years, I'd wait."
Even as he listened to every word she'd said, Sesshoumaru's own tears had glistened at the corner of his eyes, threatening to fall. He'd thought that she might not fully comprehend but…Rin, she had known his heart all along. She had understood him, his situation, his fears, his needs so thoroughly. She was…his girl…his Rin. How could he not have guessed? How could he have been so blind, so blinded by his own insecurities?
"Rin, we still can…" His hand reached out to her but he was afraid to move close, afraid that it might agitate her further. "Give me a chance to make amends, give us both a chance, please…."
The girl shook her head violently, her eyes closed tightly. "Too late, Sessh…too late…can't you tell… I-I'm afraid…of you… afraid …of loving you again…" She began to step further backward little by little. "I-I'm sorry…"
With that last agonizing apology, Rin forced herself for the finally time to harden her heart. Yes, she told herself again and again, this is the right decision. Scrunching her fingers into a fist, she picked up all the courage she could summon, raising her head to give one last look at the one she had loved without regrets. She could see so clearly how crestfallen he looked, how powerless he seemed with the situation. Unlike his usual inscrutable face, for once, his emotions were naked, written all over his chiseled features. Telling herself not to feel anything for that, she turned and started walking away.
Rin was leaving. She was not forgiving him. She was leaving him… for good. Terrifying thoughts blurred Sesshoumaru's sanity as he shuddered violently. With every step that he watched his girl took, he felt a part of himself die. No, it can't be… He can't …let this happen… He can't just let her go like this…
The girl shrieked out aloud as she felt a pair of strong arms circling her from behind, turning her around and pressing her to a hard muscled chest. She struggled to break free but Sesshoumaru's grip was as always, one of steel.
"Sesshoumaru! What are you doing? Let me go!" She squealed, tugged and thrashing about but in vain.
"Rin, please listen to me… don't go just like this. I know this is not what you truly want…don't make a mistake… like me…" He pulled her even closer to himself.
"Let me go!" The girl became more desperate as she felt her resolve soften at his touch. She knew that the longer she stayed, the lesser she'd want to leave. "Did you hear me? I said let me go!" She began punching on his chest with all her might. "You big bully!"
Still, the boy refused to budge. In fact, he was even trying to suppress the urge to smile finding her futile struggling quite adorable and amusing. And the more Rin was reacting so violently to his embrace, the more he was sure he could change her mind. "Yes, I admit I'm a bully. Since the first day we met, you'd known I'm one…Yet you still loved me."
Stunned by that sudden comment, Rin's eyes shot up in confusion mixed fury. "Sesshoumaru, you're impossible! You…" Before she could say another word, she felt his lips pressing forcefully on hers, kissing her thoroughly, urgently and with desperate desire. Shocked and already feeling slightly aroused, the girl tried powerlessly to push away, her defensive walls already crumbling about her.
Even when Rin was using all her strength trying to free herself, Sesshoumaru held onto her, crushing his mouth to hers, feeling the gnashing of their teeth by the sheer force of his kiss. Slowly, to his secret glee, her struggles were getting weaker, her punches losing their impact and malice. He continued on, sinking his mouth to hers, till she had completely stopped moving, her hands just dropping to her sides as if in surrender. And still he persisted, feeling that even when she wasn't kissing him back, she was not rejecting him any further. He softened his kiss into light brushings across her seams and feathery caresses till he felt she was completely relaxed in his arms.
Finally, he pulled back, watching and waiting till Rin slowly flickered open her eyes. Her face had turned a deepen red, her lips slightly swollen from his attack. She looked …simply alluring. Sesshoumaru moved down wanting to feel her lips again but Rin shrunk away. "You big bully…" She mumbled weakly. "I-I …hate you…"
This time, Sesshoumaru could no longer suppress his smile. He could tell she wasn't telling the truth. Rin was a terrible liar from the first day he met her. "I love you…" He whispered into her ears, feeling her instant shivers.
A long silence followed as the two stood where they had been, Sesshoumaru never once letting go of the one he wished to keep by his side. Rin was seemingly pondering and the boy waited in slight anxiety. He let his grip loosen a little at a time, testing to see if he'd push him away but she didn't. Gently, he began stroking little circles at her back, bringing her head to rest lightly on his shoulder.
Then, he felt her let off a muted sigh.
"Sessh… I-I thought I said already… I-I'm afraid of loving you again…You… hurt me…" She managed that with the last but of what's left of her resolve, noting already how unconvincing she herself was sounding.
"All I ask is a chance, Rin, just a chance." He brought her flush to him. "We've come so far. Is it really that difficult for you to forgive me…this once?"
No, in the girl's mind, the answer had long been ringing in her own ears. She had never seen Sesshoumaru so unmasked, so shaken and saying so many times in one night that he loved her. She had never heard him plead her like this and frankly, she was touched ….especially when she knew more than anything that she still loved him dearly, and that she'd loved him forever even if she left him.
"Y-You're still as terrible as ever, Sessh…"
Sesshoumaru's heart skipped a beat as he felt her hands rounding his waist. He couldn't help but gasped. Rin was hugging him back? Does it mean…she had forgiven him? He placed a gentle kiss on her head, testing her out. And Rin was not avoiding him anymore. He raised a finger, lifting her chin with great care, giving her all the time to reject it if she wished…but she didn't. Words alone could not describe how exhilarated he felt when he saw her eyes. It wasn't cold, unforgiving any longer. She was merely…waiting…
At an achingly slow pace, he dipped his head, letting first his lips gently touching hers and then sealing her with a firmer, surer kiss. He felt her shiver slightly at first, but as their kiss deepened, Rin leaned herself to his chest, letting him guide her, letting him take over…just like before.
When they finally broke free for air, Rin snuggled her cheek over the softness of Sesshoumaru's sweat shirt. She felt so blissful lying there in his tenderness that all that had happened in the past week, all the unhappiness, just seemed to disappear into thin air.
"Rin…I-I have something I wish to tell you…"
The girl looked up, her eyes beseeching, waiting.
"Some of it you've already said …but I want you to know… why I've decided to go to Italy." Sesshoumaru's tone was earnest, sincere. "I'm going also because of you… because of us."
"Me?" Rin was slightly baffled.
"I wish to find an answer…to complete myself…so that I could give you what you truly deserve…because you deserve the best." He finished with his head slightly dipped as if in shyness.
Sessh, he's telling me how he feels, what's on his mind… The girl was elated. It was something she'd wish for a long time, for Sesshoumaru to open his heart to her freely. Letting out a soft giggle, she snuggled in even closer to him. "To me…you're already the best."
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Rin's hazels blew wide open when she found herself led not back home, but to … a hotel. And this time, it wasn't just any ordinary hotel. It was the Taisho Grande International. Well, she was of course aware of Inu-no-Taisho's vast diversity of businesses. However, she'd never actually been to every one of them. That was technically impossible. But to be here, in one of the Taisho's famous hotels…and with his son!
"Erm…Sessh… What're we doing here? A-Aren't we going home?" She asked nervously as they entered the lobby. She gasped dumbfounded for a moment, taking in the magnificent grandeur surrounding her.
The boy did not answer, just passing her a silent grin, heading straight for the counter instead.
The receptionist stumbled up from her seat, slightly shaken by the person now standing before her. She wasn't informed that the bosses' only son was to pay them a visit that evening. With much haste, she brushed her hair tidying up a little and quickly offered a deep bow. "Err… Master Sesshoumaru, what an honor. H-How can I be of service to you this evening?"
The boy's expressions were cool, dispassionate as he had always been. "I will be residing here for the next couple of days…" He coughed, gesturing her to the one beside him. "…erm… with my fiancée. Can you make the necessary arrangements?"
"Fi- Fiancée?" The lady's vision was immediately directed to the girl. She offered another respectful bow. "Miss, it's an honor to have you here with us." With a slight awkward smile, Rin quickly returned the greeting. Already, behind, the girl could see a small gathering of perfumed cum thick make-up gals whispering and chattering, their eyes occasionally focusing in their direction. No doubt, Sesshoumaru and her…they had just become the talk of the night.
The receptionist turned to the young heir. "Would you like to have the presidential suite? It's available for the entire week. The ambassador of Spain would not be arriving until next Friday."
The boy nodded, seemingly pleased with what he heard, totally ignoring the exploding stare from the girl next to him. "That would be perfect."
We'll be staying here for the next couple of days? In the Presidential suite? Rin gulped as wild thoughts flew, suddenly remembering a phrase she vaguely heard Sesshoumaru said.
His fiancée? She hid a shy gleeful smile.
"Yes. I will have the room ready for your stay here immediately. I-It's really an honor to have you here. Please do let or counter staff if there is anything you need." Right after she finished, a porter was beckoned and through some whispers, he hurried off with a few other staff.
"Erm… as the matter of fact, there is something you can assist me with." Sesshoumaru cleared his throat, momentarily turning to Rin. "Sweetheart… could you wait while I speak to the lady? I'll be done in a while." He placed a light kiss on her forehead and Rin blushed, instantly hearing little muted squeals coming from a hidden corner behind the reception counter.
She gulped. "Err… S-Sure…" As fast as she would hope to be but still maintaining her grace and cool, the girl paced toward the nearest couch and seated herself there. Multiple guesses were still hoarding her mind. Why did Sessh bring me here?
A seeming battle of conversation alerted Rin, rousing her from her own musings. Listening a little more intently, she was shocked to find that it was gossip…about her!
"Ooooo…isn't that the young master? Oh, I can't believe he's here! I'm going to faint…"
"Yes…. He's so cute. Check out those eyes, the hair and oh…that tight sexy butt…"
"Oh stop being such bimbos, you two! He's with his fiancée… so he said…"
"Fiancée? NOoooo! That just ruin my life aspiration of being the mistress of this hotel! Damn!"
"Stop that whining. You're too loud…"
"Is that her…the girl sitting there?"
Rin held her breath, not daring to even turn or make a sign of a movement.
"Well, she does have beautiful eyes …and she' sweet…"
"Oh please…It's not like she's some hot babe super model or something. I didn't know Sesshoumaru likes these dainty innocent looking type."
"Ew…She's not even wearing makeup…What does he see in her anyways?"
"Ah, I should have known. Master Sesshy likes simplicity…He has been flocked by too many of those dolled up gals…"
"Yes, you two. He doesn't like bimbos with makeup thick as cement, get it?"
"Hey! Be nice!"
"I heard they'll be staying in the presidential suite for the next few days…"
"Really? Together?"
"Having dirty thoughts already, my dears? Have you forgotten? There are three bedrooms in the Presidential suite…"
"Yeah… but that doesn't mean they're not…you know… sleeping together…She's his fiancée, isn't she?"
"Ooo… I'll have a one-night stand with him… any day…if he wants me…"
"He doesn't look like the kind who'll let his girlfriend stay a virgin till their wedding night…"
"Yep…No harm testing the product before buying it…"
"I don't mind being tested out…"
"I bet he's really…aggressive in bed…"
"Maybe that's why they're here…having their pre-honeymoon…"
"Ooo…that's so romantic…Only if I were her…"
By now, Rin felt like her cheeks were about to burst into flames. Indeed, when three girls gather, you'd have no idea how awfully distorted a simple thing can become…though… They weren't exactly wrong…
Suddenly, a warm hand landed on her shoulder, almost causing her to scream out in shock.
"Baby, come… we can go up now." A deep voice intoned softly as a hand assisted her up from her seat. "You must be very tired."
She heaved a sigh of relief. It was just Sesshoumaru.
She followed him quietly till they entered the lift and as the door closed, Rin found she couldn't suppress her pent-up curiosity any further.
"Sessh…" She tugged on his hand and Sesshoumaru finally turned toward her with that same grin he was wearing just a moment back. Ooo, how she hated him for these egotistical moments he so enjoyed… mostly out of her… "Erm… Isn't this one of uncle's hotels? Are you out of your mind? Practically everyone knows you here."
He simply chuckled. "I want them to know…" He bent forward, breathing into her ears and causing her spine to tingle. "Also, I intend for us to spend some time alone, away from dad and aunty. They're turning the house upside down with their wedding preparation it's making me go nuts."
Rin shifted, a little uncomfortable still with the idea. "But we don't have to stay here, right? There're so many places…plus…Kaede-ba-san…She'll find out…"
"I'm a poor man. Food and lodging is free here."
Rin's eyes narrowed at that witty sense of humor, not wanting to even look up at the one next to her. She knew he was definitely having that overly smug smile again, the one perpetually clung to his face when he noted that he had completely tire her out after you-know-what.
"I've already instructed the receptionist to have our luggage brought to us tomorrow from home. I'll also give dad a call later." He brought her facing him as he offered a tender smile. "Relax. Let's just enjoy our stay here, okay?"
The girl sighed and nodded. They'd spent more than a week apart and she really missed his company…plus he'll be leaving soon again. Perhaps, Sesshoumaru was right. They should just enjoy their time together.
The lift tinged as it reached the top storey with its doors sliding open. By the time they arrived, the hotel staff were already lining up along the pathway to the suite awaiting them. Rin shyly acknowledged their greetings and bows as she was led ahead. As she entered the suite, she had to stifle her gasp.
The entire area was richly carpeted and its deco mostly in the style of a cross between neo-classics and Victorian. Every piece of furniture, every ornament and every detail were nothing less than extravagant. Rin covered her mouth in awe when she noticed that at the farthest end beyond the living and dining area was a sort of balcony or a roof terrace with something rippling and sparkling in the dark.
"Master Sesshoumaru, our staff have brought up some snacks…" She gestured to a side coffee table by the study filled with a vast assortment of cookies, cakes and pralines. "Do let us know if you need anything else. Have a wonderful evening."
Sesshoumaru nodded in acknowledgement as the horde of ladies made their exit. His vision fell on the girl beside him, who was seemingly wanting to walk toward to the balcony area. He tapped on her shoulder, beckoning her back and gesturing her to the direction of the master bedroom. "Do you want to take a shower first?"
Though she had wanted to do some exploration of the suite on her own, Rin quickly turned to face him, smiling and nodding. Yes, she agreed she desperately needed a bath, a really long one if possible. Perhaps, adventure time could be rescheduled for later.
After the girl took her time indulging herself in a very extendedly lengthened hot shower, she exited the bathroom, rubbing on her still damp hair. She peered around. Sesshoumaru was nowhere in sight. However, the soft sounds of running water from the adjacent bathroom had indicated that he was having his shower there.
To her surprise though she had half expected him to, Sesshoumaru, he had not joined her during her bath, as he always did before. He had seemed so thoroughly enjoying her shocked expression every time he suddenly catches her unawares. But that night, he had apparently chosen not to intrude. Perhaps, he had wanted her to have that time alone…since they had just reconciled.
That's sweet of him… the girl grinned to herself.
Throwing the damp towel over the dresser chair, Rin strolled into the living area, heading straight to the outdoor roof terrace. Carefully, she slid the glass door open, stepping outside into the cool night breeze. She took a brief look around. Though not an exceptionally huge area, it was definitely exquisitely landscaped and looking over a backdrop of the entire Tokyo city night lights. Soft lightings were adorning the edges of the railings, setting a rather romantic mood and also a lighted path to the mini pool-cum-jacuzzi. Eyeing the tempting bubbling waters, the girl skipped over, dipping her foot into it playfully, stirring gentle circles and enjoying its simple therapeutic effects.
She shrieked when a pair of hands circled her waist from behind, almost causing her to lose her balance and fall into the pool. But Sesshoumaru's hold on her was firm enough to prevent that. "Sessh, you scared me!" She hit his hand with slight annoyance.
He moved away a little of her bathrobe, just enough to place a kiss on her bare shoulder, tightening his embrace and chuckled. "Do you like the place?"
The girl nodded, finding herself being turned gently to face the one she loved. But Sesshoumaru's smile had disappeared. In fact, he had turned quite serious, as if pondering over a solemn matter.
"Rin…" He finally met her eyes and she could tell. He only looked like this when he was genuinely concern about something. "I-I really need you to be honest with me. Are you pregnant?" Earlier during that night, they had been having such tensions. No wonder the boy was doubtful that he was told the truth.
Hearing that sensitive sentence again, Rin's grin was instantly taken from her face. She dipped her head, becoming too uncomfortably silent even for Sesshoumaru. "Rin?" He pressed on, shaking her gently. The suspense and doubt were killing him.
"Sessh… what will you do if I'm really pregnant?" The girl matched his eyes again, this time, her own expression solemn as well. It wasn't so much that she had wished to test him out, she wanted more to know his opinion. "Will you…ask me to not have it?"
"Don't be ridiculous!" Sesshoumaru's ambers flared red instantly. "Is that what you think? That I'll ask you to go for an abortion? I can't believe this." He pulled up his fringe, flipping it to the back, as though trying to calm down. Then, he finally held her firmly in his arms. "I'll never do that. No matter how difficult it'll be, we'll keep our child. I don't care what it takes or who is against it."
"B-But you're leaving, aren't you?" She was still doubtful. Truly, it might be a tough choice for Sesshoumaru, to be torn between his mother and herself.
That last question had made the boy more indignant. "Rin, do you truly think I'll leave you here alone if you're pregnant? I'll never do that." His voice was sounding a little hurt, as though he had been misunderstood.
Finally, a tiny smile lit Rin's fair features. Sessh would stay for me? If I'm really pregnant? She was greatly moved. But still, there was news for the boy she had to disclose. "No, I'm not, Sessh. I-I…I'm not pregnant."
Sesshoumaru's brows lifted, a little taken aback. "Really? Are you sure? Did you test?"
"I did, twice. But the results are negative." She scrutinized his bemused expression with amusement, then passed him a sheepish grin. "Are you disappointed?"
His eyes narrowed at her as if not the least finding her attempt of a jibe funny. "But you are late? Still?" He took a moment, recalling her cycles, being already familiar with the dates.
"Well, yeah, a little…but the tests are negative. And you know, it happens sometimes…" She said plainly, making the boy quite certain that she was telling him the truth.
"But you were unwell this evening…" He recalled how she was at dinner.
"I don't know. Maybe, I was just…stressed out. My schedule had been crazy." She tried a cheery face at him but it didn't soothe him. He was still genuinely worried. "Inuyasha must have told you I've been working part time at a burger joint."
Yes, Sesshoumaru blamed himself internally. He was informed news of his girl while they were having that awful cold war and he was fully aware how she had tried to tire herself out by filling up her time. Perhaps then, he was the ultimate cause for her illness. She had been suffering from too much pain, stress and depression. It was all because of him she had lost so much weight. Her healthy glow was gone and her cheeks were pale, her eyes swollen from probably lack of sleep and perhaps, extensive crying.
He heaved a long remorseful sigh. "Rin, you'll call the burger joint tomorrow and tell them you're no longer working there."
The girl was taken aback. "But why? I just started work for a week and they're really nice to me and…"
"Nice? You mean the boys?" Sesshoumaru eyed her with a frown that looked somewhat risen out of pure jealousy. "Do they all flock to you like leeches, tending to your every need and requests? Do they go all out to assist you in every possible ridiculous way?"
Not really comprehending his underlying meaning, Rin merely paused to think through what he was saying, rather subjectively. "Well, they did help me out a lot. Some of the customers are nice too. They're regulars there."
That did little to soothe the boy. In fact, it only made him feel more sour. "Regulars eh? Did they ask for your number? Did you give it? Have you already started dating them?" Unknowingly, he was gripping on Rin's arms so hard that the girl was beginning to realize what was truly bothering him.
"Sessh…hey…" She broke free, reaching out her hands to stroke gently on his cheeks. "I didn't date them… Yes they asked for my number but I didn't give it…It's really nothing…they mean no harm…"
Sesshoumaru smacked his lips. He had calmed down substantially, though definitely not exceptionally pleased. For a lengthen time, he merely stood there in silent brood. Rin beheld all that and finally, she decided to give in.
"Alright. I'll quit the job. I'll cal them first thing tomorrow, okay?" She rubbed on his chin, giggling. "Stop puffing up your lips like that. You look horrible."
At last satisfied with her answer, Sesshoumaru's mind drifted back to the initial issue. He took in a deep breath, weighing out the possibilities. "We should see the family doctor tomorrow, just to be sure."
The girl nodded as she did a slight stretch, suppressing a yawn.
"Come… you should get to bed. It's late." He intoned, lacing his fingers with hers and pulling her along with him to the bedroom.
After making sure Rin was securely tugged in, Sesshoumaru paced to the other side and settled down beside her. They moved and adjusted themselves till the girl lay comfortably with his arms wrapped round her frame.
Rin sighed, closing her eyes and taking in the familiar scent of the one she loved. She had missed it, missed him badly. Sesshoumaru was making gentle strokes down her hair and back and slowly, she drifted off to sleep.
Detecting the steady breathing of the girl, he knew she was in deep slumber. He reached to dim the lights to the minimum, leaving only a glow, enough for him to retrieve an item out of his pocket. Silently, he brought the ring to his eyes, examining it for a while and briefly rubbed it on his robe, polishing it.
This past week he'd spent alone, abstaining himself from her and only watching her at a distant corner, had taught him something about himself. He was… unable to be without her. And to have her back now and to feel her in his embrace once again, his heart had lightened so much…He felt so relieved, so at peace…he knew… he'll not let her leave his side again. Tomorrow, he'll pop the question, he'd ask her…to marry him…to ask her…to come with him. His fingers cruised to the silken strains of her hair, playing with it as he smiled to himself. She'd be elated with what he had prepared for her, he hoped, recalling his brief conversation with the receptionist earlier on.
Flashback
Looking slightly over his shoulder just to make sure the girl was not within close range, Sesshoumaru cleared his throat. "I'd like to make arrangements for…some flowers…to be brought to the suite first thing tomorrow morning. Could you assist me with that?"
The lady appeared surprised, then with a knowing smile and a peek at Rin, she nodded. "Sure. What type of flowers are you in favor of?"
Her question made the boy's brows furrowed as he drummed his fingers on the counter top. He didn't know what Rin preferred. What should he do?
Wittily, he came up with the best solution. With a soft chuckle as he covered his mouth, he flashed a shy grin. "Erm… I do not know what my fiancée prefers. I must make a terrible partner. D-Do you have any ideas what girls like?"
The receptionist hid her giggle. Truly, it wasn't that funny. She was asked her opinion and if anything goes wrong after that, she sincerely feared for her job. "Erm… well, I-I think you should get a variety, just in case. That's really best."
A variety? The boy pondered on it. That sounded like the better alternative. "That…would be perfect."
End of flashback
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Rubbing her eyes as she stretched herself, Rin squinted at the incoming morning light. She peered around drowsily, a little disoriented. It took her a while before she recalled where she was.
"Good morning…" A rich voice echoed. She turned to her side. Sesshoumaru had already awakened. He was leaning against the headrest, one hand holding the morning papers and the other, a cup of hot beverage. "Did you sleep well?" He offered a smile, putting down his cup and leaning over to give her a soft morning kiss.
Rin returned his smile as she nodded, at the same time attempting to get up to a sitting position. "What's that you're drinking?"
"Hot chocolate. It's their specialty here. Want some?" He poured some into a fresh cup, then passing it over to her.
The girl sipped on it, her eyes gleamed. "Hmm.. It's good." She leant over to see what he was reading on the papers. "Is this going to be our breakfast?" She asked with a wink and the boy turned to her looking rather entertained.
"I should say lunch is more appropriate for the meal we'll be having."
Rin tipped her head toward the table clock and jumped. "What? It's already twelve? I've overslept!"
"Yes dear…but I guess that's because we slept in late last night." He was sounding exceptionally calm. "Why don't you go take a shower while I call in room service?"
"Okie…" Not suspecting anything, the girl hopped out of bed heading straight to the bathroom. Sesshoumaru's eyes trailed her intently as he quickly tossed the papers aside, quietly getting out after her.
When she slid open the door, Rin's heart rate came to a stand still at the sight before her. The entire bathroom, the counter top, the tub and all over the floor was filled with dozens and dozens of flowers of all assortments, roses of all colors, lilies, daisies, tulips. She blinked, making sure it wasn't a dream. She didn't recall that they were there last night during her shower, no matter how drunk she could have been. So, who could have placed them here?
Hearing a soft chuckling, she turned back seeing Sesshoumaru standing by the doorway behind her. He was seemingly absolutely pleased with her reaction. "D-Do you like them?"
"Y-Yes… y-you got all these…for me?" Rin's elation grew as she tried to conceal her smile. And before she could further ponder over the sudden surprise, he had pulled her closer to him.
Rin's brows furrowed. Sesshoumaru was looking rather nervous. It was so unlike him to be so unsettling. What's he up to? Then, her breath caught as she watched him slowly pulled out a tiny velvet box from his robe pocket. He brought her palm up and placed it carefully in her hand.
"What's this?" She eyed the case. No doubt, it was a jewel box. What did it contain? No! It can't be! She gulped silently, a blush surfacing from her cheeks.
The boy's head was still dipped. "Rin, let's get married." He intoned so mutedly the girl thought she had heard wrongly.
"What did you just say?" She still couldn't believe her ears.
"I said…let's get married." This time, he met her eyes and she could see the genuine sincerity filling his ambers. He was dead serious, not at all teasing. "I love you and I can no longer see myself without you. W-Will you… marry me? And…also…will you come with me…to Italy?"
All at once, Rin was overwhelmed with joy, feeling that her tears were about to betray her once again. Biting her lips to suppress herself from crying out, she slowly opened the lid. Inside the box were two rings, both identical and cast in silver. One had a diamond on it, which was presumably hers and the other, just plain, for him.
She gasped, a single drop of tear rolled down her eye.
Not wishing to wait further, Sesshoumaru removed the ring from its case, singling out her finger, slowly slipping it in. Rin did not look up, merely watching him quietly as he went about the task. When he was done, he lifted her chin gently so that their eyes met. He flashed a smile. "Aren't you going to help me with mine? You do want the other gals to know that I'm no longer available right?"
The girl let off a stifled giggle as she eyed him with a pretended accusing glare. "Don't you dare take this off." She slipped the ring into his finger and before she could retract herself, he had caught her hand, his eyes twinkling wryly.
"You haven't answered my question…" He implored while rubbing and kneading her hand and Rin couldn't help but laugh as she engaged in a little tug of war with him.
Finally, she stopped, shyly lowering her head once more. "Yes." Her voice was soft, almost inaudible. "My answer is yes."
The moment she finished, she was pulled into his chest for a long hug. Feeling completely in bliss encompassed in all his warmth, the girl suddenly remembered something. She broke a little away from him, her expression earnest. "Sessh… Kaede-ba-san… Will she…I mean…We are still students…"
As though already confident of the answer, Sesshoumaru merely smiled stroking her cheek. "I already called her this morning. She has agreed to us getting engaged first…on the same day as dad and aunty's wedding. She'll allow us to be officially married once we graduate from college."
Rin's eyes widened. "She said that? She agreed without conditions?" Indeed, the girl was surprised. Kaede-be-san had always been meticulous and cautious. She just didn't seem like the type who'd give in without a fight or a good bargain.
"Well, there was something she'd asked for in return." Sesshoumaru added finally with a slight hint of reluctance as though he didn't wish her to know. Still, Rin noted from his expressions, he had somewhat made a sacrifice of some sort and she knew as long as Kaede was concern, it wouldn't be anything of lesser significance.
"What was it?" She asked anxiously, tugging on his sleeves. "What did she want from you?" She was worried what the boy had agreed to.
"After we are married, I have to take over dad's businesses …and also, I'll have to instate myself as the new head of the Inu-clan."
Instantly, Rin frowned, her hands reflectively reached out to cup the side of his cheek. "B-But that's not what you wanted, isn't it? You've always wanted to become an architect." Her heart ached. Sesshoumaru had given up his dream, his freedom, he had given in to his grandmother in exchange for… being with her. She had come to learn how much he had hated this burden that had been hurled over his shoulder since birth. He had always fought against it, fought to be freed from it. But now…"Y-You did that…for me?"
The boy peered up, forcing a smile, his finger reaching out to caress the bottom of her chin. "From the beginning, it was already not my choice. I am the first born and thus the next Inu-family heir. Taking over dad's businesses and his position in the clan is something I can't avoid. Moreover, I may not need to give up my dream. I can do both." Then, falling silently thoughtful, he held her hand, played with it. "Perhaps, when we have our first son, I'll have that rule changed, since by then, I'd have the say. My wish is that …our child would have a choice…"
"Sessh…" She squeezed hugged him. "I'm so sorry….I'm so sorry that you had to do this."
Sesshoumaru chuckled. "Don't be. It's not a big deal for me. I'll do anything…give anything…to have you."
Agitate and touched, Rin crushed her lips with Sesshoumaru's, kissing him and he received her in full enthusiasm, slipping his hand around her waist grabbing her tightly to him. Guiding her carefully, he backed her till they were just beside the bed, their lips still engaging, mingling, bruising each other's fiercely and agressively.
With a smack, he pulled away from her, panting slightly. Rin's face had turned to a heated red from the kiss and she was a tempting sight with her eyes partially open and her mouth heaving short laden breaths. And he knew, she was ready for him, and his to take for whatever he wished. Not wanting to restrain himself any further, Sesshoumaru pulled on the ties of her bathrobe, loosening it and letting it fall to her feet. The robe went along shortly after as he slid it off her shoulders, his eyes not once leaving her, glued along the lines of her curves and her sensuous bulges.
He was about to undress when the girl stopped him. She brushed his hand off, offered him a grin before proceeding to assist him with the task instead. "Just doing a wife's duty…" She whispered, half giggling.
Soon, they found themselves in the warmth among the sheets, re-exploring each other and drowned in one passionate kiss after another.
In between her stifled whimpers, Rin struggled to breathe while being pressed deviously under the skin of the one she loved. Sesshoumaru's hands and lips were everywhere, doing the most incredibly distracting things to her. She instinctively wrapped her arms round his back, then held on to his muscled shoulder firmly, feeling his tongue like a branding iron on her throat and then down her body, sliding pass her breasts to her belly and up. "Beloved….mine …my wife…" His voice was huskily upon her ears as he deeply inhaled her scent, recognizing it and reveling in it, his thighs moving hungrily to nudge hers open.
Rin's eyes drifting closed as she spread herself for him, anticipating him.
"Rin, open your eyes…look at me…" He intoned, his own words spilling out disjointedly as the tension to just thrust into her and take her grew. He was withholding it with his last restrain.
She obeyed, lifting her chin so that she was looking straight at him, deeply, lovingly.
"I love you Rin…"
"I love you too…"
He sank down, his mouth covering over hers entirely in a deepen kiss as he pushed into her body slowly. He felt her shudder as he entered but he did not stop…till he was completely inside her.
Then, he began to move with gentle but firm long strokes, taking each thrust deeper and more completely into her than the last. He was relishing in how she felt under him and how she was moving along with him in unison. "I missed you…missed you so much…every night…." He breathed kissed along her neck as he continued to impale her. "You…are so beautiful…so beautiful…"
Rin swallowed breathlessly. Sesshoumaru's tender endearments were having the most erotic effects on her. She felt herself wanting, reaching. "Ses..shou..maru…." His name was becoming a chant beneath her breaths as she angled her legs to his thigh, riding on his powerful movements. She winced, letting out a soft cry at his last hard thrust, instantly feeling him shudder. She embraced him tightly as she reached her peak shortly after.
Though still convulsing blearily, she felt his soft kisses on her cheeks and neck, then lightly on her lips. Slowly, she opened her eyes and offered him a dazed smile. Sesshoumaru was still panting slightly as he rolled off her and to his side, bringing her with him so that she was lying on his chest, hearing his heart beat pounding against her ears.
"My wife…finally…my wife…" Half playing with the ring on Rin's finger, Sesshoumaru took a peek down at the one now weak in his arms, his brows furrowed slightly. "Are you alright? You looked exhausted."
"I-I'm fine…really." She languidly snuggled closer, her eyes closing. "I'm just getting comfortable, that's all."
"You need to build up your stamina again…" His tone was naughty, amorous. "We'll work on that today…the entire day…over and over again…"
Rin giggled. Sesshoumaru was back to his old self. And he kept calling her his wife, she just couldn't help but laugh. "You know Sessh, we're only getting engaged. I'm not exactly your wife yet. I'm just your fiancée."
Instantly, the boy's smile ceased, his lips tightened. "But since you're engaged to me, you're to marry me…only. So, you may as well tell everyone you're my wife." He argued back wittily.
"But technically and legally, I'm not." She climbed up to his level, wanting eagerly to carry on with this amusing debate. "Are you asking me to lie?" She winked at him sweetly, finding almost immediately she wasn't getting the same entertained reactions in return.
Sesshoumaru's eyes had narrowed menacingly at her. "Are you playing some game with me?' He held her to him with both hands, pressing her onto him till their lips were just an inch away from each other. He paused pondering for only a moment, then putting her aside and picking up his mobile. "I'm calling my grandmother now. I'm telling her…we're not getting engaged anymore." He intoned rather coolly still.
This time, it was Rin's turn to be shocked. "W-We're not?" Her heart sank.
"No, we're getting married..." He turned back flashing her a stern glare. "…technically…and legally…" He mimicked her words with such sarcasm the girl didn't know whether to gulp or laugh. Oops, he's pissed…
"Sessh…come on… You know I was just kidding…" She crawled over as quickly as she could, snatching the phone from his hand. "Kaede-ba-san has already given her consent. I don't want her to get mad…" But she saw, he wasn't still particularly pleased. Quickly, she leaned over, pulled him back to a kiss.
Taking the chance, Sesshoumaru pounced on her till she was flush in the sheets. He pressed his lips to hers, his kisses powerful, possessive, devouring. When he was quite certain his girl had gotten his message and that he had gained his due satisfaction, he broke away, watching her desperately catching her breath. "So…." He hissed between his own pants. "My wife?"
The girl swallowed, trying her best to calm down till she could speak. "Yes…yes…I surrender… your wife…" She said finally, closing her eyes for a moment. "Now…can we call in room service? I'm starved."
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In the bath
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As she sighed contentedly in the luxury of hot waters of the gigantic tub in the bathroom, Rin peeled open one eye peeking at the one also in the water with her. Sesshoumaru's eyes were closed, his breathing steady and calm. Gradually, she sank into the waters again, just enjoying completely this quiet soaking session with the one she loved.
Suddenly, a piercing ring broke the peace they were sharing, Sesshoumaru instantly turned toward the source of disruption. The phone in the bathroom was ringing. Coolly, he stood up, sitting himself on the ledge of the tub and reached out for the loud speaker button.
"Yes?"
"Oh good morning, Master Sesshoumaru, I'd like to inform you that your lunch is ready. Would you like the attendants to have the table set up for you now?"
"Yes, that would be excellent." He peered at the girl with a half grin, seeing how she was nodding eagerly but keeping her silence. "Tell the attendants to let themselves in. I'm in the bath."
"Yes sir. Also, we'll be bringing up an assortment of cakes and pastries, specially prepared by the French chef we've just flown in for the month…."
Watching how seriously Sesshoumaru was taking the call, a playful idea instantly dawned upon the girl. Stealthily, she crawled to him, lightly reaching out her hands to caress his inner thighs and then, pushing them open so that she could settle in between.
Sesshoumaru's eyes shot wide at her, his expressions showing that he was totally stunned by this unexpected gesture. Now what was his girl doing?
"…we hope you would let us know of your opinion…well on Mr Taisho's behalf…"
He swallowed, his ambers fixed on the girl as she slid her tongue gently round his tip, making smooth circles. "Erm…sure… i-is there anything else?" He was beginning to urgently want to finish the call.
Noting how his body had stiffened up at her mere touch, Rin sank her mouth into his soft member, gliding along its length and feeling how it was growing rapidly in size and girth. She half giggled to herself, seeing how Sesshoumaru was biting on his lips and staring down at her heinously.
"Yes. Would you like to have your lunch indoors at the dining or outdoors at the roof garden?"
The boy found it almost impossible to think of an answer in the state he was in, much less mouth a reply. Rin was speeding up, her hands had curled up tickling at his balls and massaging it.
"The weather is very fine today, sir…" The caller continued…thankfully. "So, may I suggest…"
Sesshoumaru immediately intercepted him most impatiently, though he could speak through breathless heaves. "Outdoors …would…be perfect…"
Hearing that, the girl wittily stopped. She knew his call was coming to an end and thus…she feared her own end was near. Quickly, she attempted to climb out of the tub but Sesshoumaru did not let her get far. She just managed to get out and reached for the towel before his hand grabbed hers tightly, not the least intending to let her go out of reach.
"Is that all?" He implored with a wry smirk, feeling how Rin was desperately trying to free herself from him. He held onto her firmly as he moved to her side, gesturing that she dry off for him as well. Gulping silently, she obeyed.
"Yes sir… enjoy your lunch and your day…"
Seemingly calmly, Sesshoumaru clicked on the button to end the call, letting out a heave of relief. Then like the speed of lightning, he circled his arms round her waist. Rin let off a yelp as she felt herself being lifted up, his proud erection making itself fully felt at against her back. "Sessh…let me go…ahh…I was just playing…."
"You…my dear…" He licked the corner of her ears, enjoying her squeals and futile struggles. "…are dead meat…."
"Ahh…stop..I surrender…I'm sorry…" Rin kicked and thrashed helplessly as she was carried and then thrown on the bed, Sesshoumaru following, crashing down on top of her aggressively with his full weight.
"Sessh… No…Not now…didn't you say the attendants are coming? They'll hear us…"
His lips curved into a naughty smirk as he remained firm in what he wanted from her. "Well… This is what happens...when you tease like that…you'll just have to be more quiet…"
"No…..wait…"
"You'll be lucky if you could still walk after this…"
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After dinner, Sesshoumaru had gone indoors to make a few phone calls and appointments with the bridal boutique for their individual gown fittings. Being totally content to leave the entire matter in the hand of the one she loved, Rin strolled along the railing of the roof terrace, admiring the bustling evening traffic of people and vehicles down below. She had never felt so complete, so at ease. She had found love, and had accepted a marriage proposal, and soon, she was going to belong to someone, to become someone's fiancée and wife. Somewhat, she still could not comprehend how destiny had brought her this far.
Rin's narration
True enough, after the doctor's visit this afternoon, call it lucky or not, I'm not pregnant.
Just merely in 24 hours, I felt my entire life had changed. I've made up with Sessh and is to become engaged to him on the same day as mom's to marry uncle.
The fact that Sessh had the rings with him all this while proves that he had prepared them some time ago. All along, he had the intention to propose…and yet, I've misunderstood him. I guess, I was partly at fault too.
Sessh also asked me to go with him to Italy, that uncle would make the necessary arrangements for us to finish our college there. But somehow, in my heart, though I've not said a word of this to Sesshoumaru, I'm not sure …if I should go. But if I said no, will he be disappointed? Will he be mad? Am I a fool to not follow him?
I have my reasons… but will he understand?
A gentle hand touched her shoulder from behind, causing her to jump in shock. "Rin… what's on your mind?" Sesshoumaru dropped his chin on her shoulder, then rounding his arms about her waist.
The girl did not speak, her heart still weighing the last bits leading to her final decision. Still, she was afraid how he would react to the news. She bit her lips, not yet ready to reply him.
Noting all this, the boy frowned both in curiosity and concern. He turned her around till he could clearly see her eyes. Rin wasn't looking up at him like she normally would. Something was definitely wrong. "Rin…baby… what is it… I hate to see you so troubled…"
"Sesshoumaru….." She started with only his full name and the boy already picked up the seriousness behind the issue she was to touch on. Rin seldom called him so formally…unless it was something that ready weighted her significantly. He waited anxiously for her to continue. "I-I…" The girl found that she still couldn't mouth the words.
"What is it, Rin? What's troubling you?" He implored, fervently awaiting her reply.
"Sessh… w-what if… I say… I've decided not to go to Italy with you…" She looked up, her eyes tingled with the same uncertainty and worry. "Will you be mad with me?"
"W-What?" Sesshoumaru's ambers darkened instantly. He wasn't sure he had heard wrongly. "What did you just say?"
Rin gulped, pained. "I-I said… I've decided not to go to Italy with you."
"B-But…why?" He found he was just as baffled as he felt his composure crashed.
"Because… our family needs me. Mom needs me…for uncle…" Rin held onto his hand, earnestly beseeching that he listened to her explanation. "She's about to have a baby and I know, even when you're leaving, you're worried about uncle. He's all alone here. If we both leave, they'll be devastated. They've never been without us for all these years. I know it'll be difficult that we're separated for such a long time…But…" She flashed a forced grin. "We can always meet up during the breaks. Summer break's in only a month's time….and we can always communicate through chat lines and the internet web cam… and…" She stopped, seeing how the boy was silent and shuddering. "Sessh…"
Sesshoumaru's eyes shut tightly as he shook his head. "Rin, you don't have to do this. You don't have to make this sacrifice…."
Rin's tears welled. "But I'm you fiancée, remember, your wife? Uncle's also my father…plus mom and the new baby…Sessh…go look for what you've lost. I'll be here taking care of our family...people who are dearest to our hearts." She brought him to her in a hug but Sesshoumaru agitatedly pulled her in closer into his strong arms.
"I-I thought we're not going to be apart anymore…." His voice was choked, almost unrecognizable and the girl knew, he was also crying.
"No, we'll not be. Our hearts…will always be together…always…"
"Always…Rin…Always…"
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Rin's narration
Time flies when you're with the one you love.
The days seemed to just whisk pass…I finally knew why Sesshoumaru had brought me with him away from home. Even if we're separated forever, even if I'll never see him again, I'll never forget the week we spent at the suite. We did everything together, saw no one but each other from the time we woke till the time we slept.
It made me feel …like we're already married. And at many moments, it even made me re-think…if I could really live without him. But still, since that night, we never spoke about our decision any further. We've kept our silence, holding onto nothing but our trust, confidence in our love.
Soon, the day of our engagement came and went.
At the reception, I was formally introduced for the first time as the future daughter-in-law of Inu-no-Taisho and lady-to-be for the Inu-clan to all Sesshoumaru's uncles, aunts, cousins, in short, the entire Inu-family. I thought my head was going to fall off from all the bowing but for once, I felt so open, so in the light and…recognized. Everyone now knows about Sesshoumaru and I, that we're siblings as well as a couple.
To my surprise, we received nothing but blessings and well wishes. No one was against it. I guess, the reason for that could be that Kaede-be-san had first announced Sesshoumaru's acceptance as the Inu-heir.
Sesshoumaru held onto my hand throughout the entire engagement-cum-wedding dinner. Even when he had kept his smile to all the guests and the elders of the clan, I could tell from his eyes, he was sad, somewhat listless. He was going to leave the next morning.
The time had finally arrived…for us to be separated…
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In Sesshoumaru's room
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Carefully, Sesshoumaru arranged the covers over the one in his arms, in his bed with him. This was their last night together for a long time. He peered down at the girl, listening to her gentle breathing. Rin was not speaking, just quietly putting her arms round him.
"Are you tired?" He rubbed his hand on the length of her arm, imploring.
The girl shook her head, snuggling into him further. "Nope. Are you?"
He reached down to trace the small of her palm, briefly playing with the ring now a permanent ornament on her finger, reveling in its significance. "Yes a little…but I'm barely in the mood for sleep tonight. I can always do that tomorrow morning on the plane." He paused a moment, watching her and noting her silence again. "I-I'll give you a call once I got settled."
Rin nodded. Then a long pause followed, either spoke.
"Sessh…" The girl finally started.
"Hmmm…" He cuddled her, stroking the length of her tresses.
"When I miss you…c-can I sleep here…in your room?" She asked in a soft whisper.
The boy forced a chuckle. "Sure. You can move in permanently if you wish. Moreover, I've got the internet web cam set up in my computer. We can communicate through that in the future."
Suddenly, Rin lurched up to his level, meeting his eyes with a grin. "So…Is that a form of curfew for me, that I have to report to you at certain time of the night?"
Sesshoumaru's eyes narrowed on her. "My dear…" He let off a wry smirk. "You'll have more than a curfew." And he started his long list of rules. "Firstly, you are NOT to touch any form of alcohol while I'm away. And no part-timing in any burger joints…"
The girl puffed her lips.
"And if you meet any obnoxious male who thinks they have a chance with you, I'll be the first to know. You are not to keep it from me."
Rin's hazels blew wide open, blinking disbelievingly. "A-Anything else, Sesshoumaru-sama?"
Ignoring her hint of sarcasm, he continued. "As the matter of fact, yes… you're not to…."
But before he could mouth another word, Rin had pushed herself up and kissed him firmly on his lips.
Rin's narration
For the entire night, Sesshoumaru and I stayed awake. We talked though everything we could think of, just mindless chatters… and we made love.
He was really gentle…and taking everything at an achingly slow pace. It felt as if…he was trying to remember me, remember us the way we were.
In my own heart, I too tried to remember his touch, how his skin felt flush to mine, how his lips always possessed mine with such power and yet, filled with so much tenderness and ….love, how the most dominant part of him felt when it took its place inside me, making me feel so complete and full.
Soon, morning came and it was time to go. At the airport, uncle said his usual dramatic goodbye and clung onto Sesshoumaru till mom had to pull him aside, winking at him and hinting him to leave us alone. Reluctantly, he did… still with teary eyes. I could tell, behind all his acts, he was…genuinely sad.
As for me, I had promised myself not to shed a tear…and I didn't. Because we had faith and because we trusted each other, I was able to bid Sesshoumaru goodbye with a smile….and a really really long and tight embrace….and a really long kiss…in front of everyone at the airport.
I'd always remember his last words before he let go of my hand and headed for the gantry.
He said…I love you….
And that…was all I ever wanted…
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Well folks, I've brought you thus far and far enough I think…this is the final chapter….but the good news is…there'll be a really long epilogue, just that you'll have to be patient and wait a while more. And since, we ended the last chapter with a farewell, the epilogue should be …a reunion…yippee…
Just a hint of what's in it…
The epilogue: The wedding
Believe it or not, Sesshoumaru's trip took him four long years to return to Japan again. How have our two young lovers changed? How did they manage this long distance relationship and still keep their faith? Yep…their wedding is close…but someone's pretty upset about the fact that Rin was going to be snatched from him…What will Sesshoumaru do?
Now to answer some reviews from all you whom I adore…
Lillady: I hope you've received my message regarding your questions
Hinata-chan: I know how you felt. Sesshoumaru was mean but I guess he learnt his lesson and Rin still forgave him… Like I always say, no matter in what fic, Sesshoumaru's the lucky one to have Rin.
Mysterious advisor: Sorry about the cliffie.. heh heh. I admit I did it on purpose… Sorry no sequel.. at least not right after…Thanks for liking the story so much you wished for one… I'm touched
Irivel: You're right! No baby! They're really too young. Lots of time for that later… my sediments exactly.
Tammy: I'm sorry you were sad. It was quite a painful chapter and also a very painful separation. That was the reason why I fell in love with the original manga in the first place, the fact that even after everything, they had to still endure such a long break from each other.
Also everyone else, fubuplayer2005, redskittlez101, riceball909, TurtleHugs, DragongirlCV, kagome2004, starrygirl, Wolf-Inu-Yasha38, thanks for sharing how you felt about the story…you guys are really the best! I'll really miss this site…