A/N: Hello again everyone! Time for another chapter of 'Forever Changed'! Before we get started, I'd like to give a huge thank you to those that reviewed the first chapter!
suitelifeforever9: Thanks alot for the review! What happened between Kendall and James will be revealed pretty soon since that's one of the obstacles that they have to overcome
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Again, thank you all so much for reviewing and supporting my first solo story! I would also like to thank those that have read, followed and favorited this story so far! This chapter gives you a little insight on James so I hope you all enjoy!
Chapter 1
I couldn't help but sneak a couple of glances at James as the class went on.
He seemed so focused and was diligently taking notes on anything important that Miss Collin's might have said, but I could tell with just one good look at him that he wanted to be anywhere but here.
I was so distracted with analyzing James that I didn't even notice the bell ring, with James quickly grabbing his stuff and heading for the door.
"Come on." I said to Logan and Carlos, who seemingly read my mind since they were already trailing after James.
"James! Wait up!" I yelled, finally catching up with Carlos and Logan. I could tell that we wouldn't be able to catch him when he suddenly sped up, with the guys and I losing him in the crowd of students getting out of class.
I let out a groan of frustration, accepting that I wouldn't get to talk to him just yet as I leaned against the lockers.
"Maybe he didn't recognize us?" Carlos said, although I could tell that even he didn't really believe the words that just left his mouth.
"Sure, that's it." I said bitterly, knowing that this was probably going to be harder than I thought.
"What happened between you two?" Logan asked, giving me a look that I couldn't quite place. I stared at him for a few seconds, debating on whether I should tell him or not. But quickly deciding against it. At least for now.
"It's a long story that I promise to tell you eventually." I said, hoping that my words would satisfy him for now.
"Fine." He sighed, dropping the subject for now. But I could tell by the tone in his voice that he was a little disappointed.
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I was a little disappointed that I haven't had any more classes with Carlos or Logan yet. Granted I had only been to two classes since I last saw them.
But as I walked into my fourth class of the day, my music class, I was surprised to find see James there. I immediately made my way over to him, suddenly happy that I had decided to come to class a little early since there was a free spot right next to him.
But as I got closer to him, I suddenly found myself becoming a little nervous. Even though it had been years since I had seen him, I was sure that he still had temper problems like me. I didn't want to think about how he would react, but I knew it would best to do it now when there were other people around.
"Hey." I said nervously when I finally made it over to him, instantly regretting it when he looked up at me, anger written all over his face.
"Leave me alone." He said in a threatening tone which almost made me call this plan off, but I knew that I had to do this.
"No. We need to talk James. And you can't ignore me for an entire year." I said, knowing that it was true.
"There's nothing to talk about. You broke your promise. It's done. We're done." He said, finality in his voice.
I couldn't deny the fact that his words hurt, but I wasn't going to let that stop me from fixing things.
"I know. And you have no idea how sorry I am." I said, already feeling guilt starting to eat away at me.
"Yeah? Well sorry doesn't change anything." He muttered.
I was starting to lose my temper again, but before I could say anything Mr. Roland, walked in.
"Alright everyone, please find a seat. We'll be starting class in a minute." He said as he starting to check the instruments.
I let out a sigh and sat down in the seat next to James, who immediately got up and moved to a different spot.
Yep, definitely going to be harder than I thought.
James P.O.V
To say that I was having a bad day would be an understatement.
I was actually glad that I decided to walk to school this morning instead of taking my car. At least now I can get some fresh air and take my mind off things. More specifically, Kendall.
I don't know what he was thinking trying to pick up where we left off like nothing ever happened. Well, he did try to apologize. Maybe I was a little hard on him…
No. It's going to take alot more than an apology for me to forgive him. He really let me down. I'm not even sure if I'll ever be able to trust him again.
Time went by too quickly as I walked onto my porch, already hearing the arguing coming from inside the house. I shook my head as I unlocked the door and walked in, my mom and dad immediately shutting up when they see me. But I'm sure they could tell by the look on my face that I knew they were fighting again.
"James-" My dad tried, but I wasn;t having any of it. Not this time.
"Save it." I snapped before heading up to my room, slamming the door behind me and throwing myself down onto my bed as soon as I walked in. I reached over onto my dresser, looking for my iPod when I heard a light knock on the door.
I didn't say anything, hoping that they would take a hint but of course they didn't. The door opened seconds later, my mom walking in with a look of guilt on her face.
"Don't even bother apologizing mom. It's fine." I lied, knowing that was the farthest thing from the truth.
"Sweetie, I'm really sorry. Your father and I are just going through a rough patch." She said, sounding genuinely sorry. But it was the same story ever time.
"That's what you said last time. The whole point of us moving here was for us to have a 'fresh start'." I said, throwing her words right back at her.
"I know. But… things just aren't that simple." She said softly.
"I guess." I muttered, tired of hearing the same thing over and over again.
"Are you hungry? I just put a lasagna in the oven?" She asked, deciding to change the subject.
"Sounds great." I said, mustering up a small smile for her sake.
"Alright. I'll call you down when it's done." She said, giving me a small smile before leaving, gently closing the door behind me.
I laid back down, staring at the ceiling as I started to think.
I knew that none of this was really my mom's fault. It was my dad that usually started all of these fights, most of them over little things. And my mom did everything she could to make it up to him everytime. I tried talking to her about it but everytime I bring it up she refuses to talk about it, usually changing the subject.
I let out a sigh as I got up, plugging my iPod up to my speakers before playing a little music, hoping that it would take my mind off things.
That's a wrap! So now you all got a little insight on James and what his life is like now. You also got a little bit of Kames interaction. There's actually a little hint in this chapter relating to what happened between James and Kendall (which will be revealed in a few chapters).
I'm kinda stuck on whether it'll be Slash or not, but I'm leaning more towards keep
So what'd you all think? I'd really love to hear your thoughts! And again, if there's anything you want to see in this story, feel free to PM me or leave it in a review and I'll so my best to add it to the story!
I'm hoping to update again sometime this week, next weekend at the latest, and it would be really be awesome if I could get 5 – 10 reviews by then!
-Rusher0994
