A/N: Hello everyone! So I have to say I'm really sorry for taking so long to update! Life has been a little hectic lately but I finally have things back on track and have started back writing more!

With that being said, I have to give a huge thank you to LoveSparkle, winterschild11, and annabellex2 for reviewing last chapter!

This chapter isn't one of my best, but I still hope you all somewhat enjoy it!


Chapter 8

I couldn't fight the small smile that made its way onto my face as I put my books into my locker.

After my talk with Dak yesterday, I had spent the night thinking. Thinking about Kendall and the guys. There was no denying the fact that I missed them, and I kinda felt like an idiot for not realizing it sooner.

I guess I was just so hurt over what went down between me and Kendall that all that hurt and anger just kinda clouded my judgment. I guess all I really needed was someone to put things in perspective for me.

"Someone looks happy."

I turned around at the sound of the voice, coming face to face with Dak, who had a teasing smile on his face.

"Yeah, well… I guess that's because I am." I said honestly as I closed my locker before turning back towards the jock. "I think this is the first time since I've been back that I actually feel good." I added.

"Well, I guess that's what happens when you don't have alot of stress to deal with." He said, giving me a sympathetic smile in the process.

I was getting ready to respond but was stopped when someone suddenly called my name.

"James?"

I looked over to see who had called me, my eyes widening when I saw who it was. It took me a second to recognize him, but I couldn't help the slight shock that I felt at the sight of him.

"Logan?" I questioned, still not quite sure if I was seeing things or not.

"Yeah, it's me. Hey Jay." He said, giving me a small smile. But that smile immediately disappeared as his eyes moved over to Dak, his look quickly turning into one of suspicion.

"I,uh… I'll let you two talk alone." Dak said awkwardly before turning towards me. "I'll see you later." He said, giving me a nod before walking off, leaving Logan and I in an awkward silence.

"So… how've you been?" He asked as he awkwardly scratched the back of his neck, which I couldn't help but smile a little at.

'All these years and he's still horrible in awkward situations.' I thought to myself.

"Honestly? I've been better. But… things are looking up." I said, returning the smile that he was giving me at my words.

"That's good." He said as we slipped back into that awkward silence.

"Um, no offense, but is there a reason that you're here talking to me? Anything you wanted to say?" I asked, knowing that there was something that he wanted to say, he just wasn't sure how to go about it.

I didn't miss the relief that washed over his face as I gave him a way to say that he wanted to say.

"I missed you. And I know I speak for Carlos and Kendall when I sat that. I also know that you're upset with Kendall, but-"

"Stop." I said, cutting him off in the process. "I already know where you're going with this. You don't have to waste your breath, I've already forgiven him." I said, fighting the urge to chuckle at the wide-eyed suprised look that he was giving me.

"But… you've been ignoring Kendall and…" He trailed off, trying to piece together everything.

"It was all an act. At least today it was." I said, continuing when the confused look on his face didn't fade. "I'll admit that I've been purposely ignoring him ever since I got back, but I was wrong to do that. I was hurt and angry but I overreacted a little. I just realized this yesterday. I'm just giving him the silent treatment for a couple of days before I talk with him." I clarified.

"Oh…well that explains that." He muttered. "But what it doesn't explain is why you're hanging out with Dak." He said, the tone in his voice quickly changing.

"What's wrong with me hanging out with Dak?" I asked, wondering why Logan would have an issue with me hanging out with him.

"The guy's a jerk! He's been picking on people for years! Heck, he even made my life hell for a year. Him and his jock friends." He spat bitterly.

"Logan, I'm sorry that you had to go through that, but I think you've got the wrong guy. He's one of the only people that have actually been nice to me." I said. "And if that did happen, then he's changed. He's not that same person." I assured him.

"Maybe. Just… be careful alright?" He said, to which I just I nodded my head, not really sure what to think at the moment.

"I… I guess I'll see you later." He said softly, giving me one last look before he suddenly took a few steps forward, closing the distance between us as he pulled me in for a hug.

I stood there in shock for a second before returning the hug, a small smile forming on my face in the process.

We stood there for a minute before breaking the hug.

"It's good to have you back Jay." He said before walking off.

I couldn't help but think about Logan's words. Was Dak really playing me? Or did he honestly care? I mean, he did help me out numerous times. But it also could've all been an act…

I let out a sigh, deciding to let it go for now as I took out my phone. I dialed a number that a couple days ago, I would've never considered voluntarily calling. But I needed to not only take my mind off things, but make things right as well.

It took a few rings, but the person eventually answered.

"Hello?"

"Hey Kendall. We need to talk."


Alright, so I want to apologize again if this chapter was really lame. This chapter was really kind of a lead-in to next chapter, but I promise next chapter will be better!

So you all got a little Jagan moment, which raises the question, is Dak playing James? Or has he really changed? I'd really love to hear your thoughts on that and the chapter in general (even though it wasn't my best)!

Next chapter will have the long awaited Kames talk, which I'm really excited about! I'm hoping to have the chapter up sometime next week!

-Rusher0994