~ I wouldn't mind getting lost in your eyes. After all, that is what made me fall in love with you .. ~

-\\-

It was already the end of class and as usual, I found myself at the entrance waiting for Nathaniel to finish his paper works. I love how he's always dedicated to his school work but sometimes I feel like I'm nothing but a distraction to him - something that just doesn't belong in his life at the moment. I gave a soft sigh and sat on the steps with my books places on top of my knees.

It's my second day in this school and I haven't met anyone that could be countable as a friend. At lunch I sit with Nathaniel and that is if I was lucky enough to have his presence by my side. And than the blonde bimbo of Nathaniel sister, Amber, who is oddly determined to make my life a living hell. I look down at my favorite grey shirt that had a huge spaghetti stain on it. It was the typical "accident" by the mean girls of this school. I guess it was partly my fault for even thinking that I could take her word. Seriously, why would she propose a truce out the blue?

"What was I thinking?" I said to myself as I buried my head between my hands.

"That talking to yourself in front of the school would make you look crazy?" Said a mysterious voice.

I look up to meet his grey eyes. My heart was beginning to beat at a rapid pace, almost as if it was about to rip my chest open and start running for the Olympics. I could feel my cheeks becoming tinted with the embarrassment I was feeling at the moment. He heard me talking to myself? Sigh, this is what other people would call a face palm moment, I thought.

"Err - I was just .." I trailed off trying to rummaged through my brain for a good enough excuse but it was to no avail. This guy with red hair was like a sex god and I have yet to learn his name. Or better yet, to try to calm down my organs.

He smirked at me whilst shaking his head, "see you around, new girl."

I watch his retreating body walk slowly away from me. Why was I feeling this way toward a guy I just met? I don't even know his name. But it was clear to me that I have a strong connection toward the mysterious boy. I look behind me as I heard the doors being open and found Nathaniel looking highly annoyed. I stood up and was ready to asked him what was wrong until my eyes caught a sight of Amber who was looking annoyed as well.

"Amber I said no. It is not going to happened!" He said as he pinched the bridge of his nose.

"Fine, than I'm telling mom about your little detention the other day." She retorted.

Detention? Nathaniel? That couldn't be right.

"That was YOU!" He snap. He began to walk down the few steps and walk away from his sister who was still going on about the lies she was willing to tell their parents. I shook my head at Amber and proceeded to run after Nathaniel and slowed down my pace as I catch up to him. I wonder what was all of that about? I thought quietly to myself as I watch Nathaniel from the corner of my eyes.

We walk together in a very intense silence which was making me feel very uncomfortable. We cut through a park that was close to my aunt house and took a seat on the bench that was near a huge tree and it gave off the much-needed shade from the sun and its killing heat. Usually mother nature would be on her period and start chaos by making it rain or blowing wind like there was no tomorrow but at last today wasn't that day.

I turn to Nathaniel who was staring off into the distance in deep thought.

"Are you alright?" I asked as I placed my hand on top of his. He immediately took his hand away from my grasp and move slightly away from me causing me to look at him in pure shock. "Nathaniel?"

I watch as he stood up and walk away from me not bothering to say a word to me or glance my way. I could feel a small pain forming in my heart at the incident that just occur. I glance down at the hand that held his a few moments a go and glance back up at the direction he had disappeared to.

"Did I say something to upset him even more?" I softly said to myself.

I could feel my eyes become watery and sure enough my vision became slightly blurry as tears came down. I didn't move from the spot on the bench - I couldn't move because my mind kept on replaying the events over and over. I knew deep inside my heart that I didn't say any wrong, yet I couldn't help the sadness that crept its way inside or the tears that kept on falling. I buried my head in the palms of my hands and cried softly to myself. This wasn't at all how I image today to turn out. I wanted to spend some time with him, since it seems that we couldn't do that while we were in school.

"I knew he would crack soon." I look up to find the red hair boy looking at me with an unreadable expression. He extended his hand and offer me a napkin. I glared at him whilst standing up from my seat and walking away. He wasn't the person that I wanted to see at the moment.

"You're very ugly when you cry, you know." He said as he ran to catch up to me.

"I don't care." I sniff.

"I figured you would say that. Most ugly girls do." He said.

I stopped walking and glared at him. "What do you want?" I snap.

"Hm? Oh, nothing really I just thought you might need some company since the idiot of our student body president left you .." He trailed off and look at my face. "He got bored with you huh?"

What?

"What?" I asked in disbelief.

Why would he get bored with me?

"Well just look at you." He smirked and proceeded to walk away from me.

Was he being serious now? I thought. I ran up to him and grab his jacket causing him to stop and glare at me. "What do you mean by that?"

"By what?" He said sounding annoyed.

"Don't play dumb with me, red hair boy!" I snap.

"Red hair boy?" He said busting out into a fist full of laughter, "That's a new one."

I felt my cheeks turning a light shade of red and I look down at my shoes. "Well yeah. I don't know your name."

"Castiel." He smiled.

"Huh?" I gave him a confused look.

He rolled his eyes at me and walk away leaving me in a state of pure confusion. "That's my name sweetheart." He said over his shoulder.

I smiled to myself as he said that but soon enough the smile vanished from my face. I wasn't supposed to feel this way about a stranger - I couldn't feel this way! No, I have Nathaniel by my side even though it doesn't seem so. I glance at my surroundings for a few minutes, the park seem like a peaceful place at the moment. There were a few kids in sight by the swings making less noise playing hide and seek but that was all.

I slowly walk the rest of the way to my aunt house, my thoughts being occupied by Castiel.