Me: OKay so this is harder than I thought. handling two stories at the same time is tough, now I know how you guys feel when you write stories…

Ikuto: stop whining and get to the story already.

Me: Ikuto being mean as always, and I don't own any shugo chara characters

Dawn's P.O.V.

"What do you mean by 'and you started, you know?" asked Jake. I looked down and I rolled up my sleeve, they looked at my cuts.

"Why would you do this? There's no point in cutting yourself for such stupid reasons…." Jake said still looking at my cuts.

"Stupid?! Stupid reasons?! They're not stupid reasons, okay you don't know what's it like to be me! You have your parents looking after you I don't, they're there but they don't help me with anything! I'm nothing to them! They don't even notice me!" I yelled as a fell on my knees crying.

"What would you say that?" asked Melody in a harsh tone. She hugged me and I pushed her away.

"I don't need any of you!" I yelled at her still crying. I stood up and ran off. They would never understand how I feel, I stopped once I ran out of breath and then realized I didn't know were I was. Well, this isn't going good, I sat down on the floor in an alleyway. I looked at Clarice, Arima, and Adriene.

"What are you doing here?" asked someone, but there voice seemed a bit familiar. I looked over the the source of the sound.

"Hey, it's you, ummm, Ikuto" I said happy to see him, but hesitating to remember his name little. He looked at me with a weird expression. A smirk then appeared on his face and he got closer to me. What is he thinking? He got closer and closer to me as I got more nervous. He pushed my body down on the floor and he pinned me down. I tried to move out of the position I was in but couldn't. He leaned in closer and nibbled on my ear.

"What was that for?" I asked looking at him.

"Hmmm? You didn't act the same way she did" He said.

"I have had my ear nibbled on before by someone... and you need to stop comparing me to her, I'm not like her and will never be. You need to learn how to let go sometimes. Also if you miss her so much then why don't you move back with her?" I said and asked with a tint of annoyance in my voice.

"Cause I'm going to stay here with my father" He replied as he got off of me. I looked at him, then why doesn't he take his father with him. I swear some people just don't make any sense. I sighed and walked off, and then realized I don't know where my house is from here.

"Hey? Can you take me to the school?" I asked. He took me by the wrist and started walking as my charas followed.

"Dawn!" I heard someone scream worried. I turned around and saw no one so discarded that for now. I heard someone scream again put this time it was a different voice, and higher girly like voice. Then two more times, those voices were they Melody, Alex. Cleo, and Alex? I turned around and saw them looking around. I looked at Ikuto, I really didn't want to see them, they hurt me...

"Should you really be avoiding them?" whispered Arima in my ear.

"Hey, Ikuto, Can you speed up the pace, please?" I asked. He nodded and then speed his pace up. We soon arrived at the school.

"Thank you, Ikuto" I bowed while I thanked him.

"Anything for a cat buddy" He said smiling. I looked at him surprised and then smiled.

"Yeah, us cats have to stick together right?" I said while still smiling.

"Yup, you're right" He patted my head and then I walked off towards my house.

Ikuto's P.O.V.

I followed her to her to wherever she was going. She then stopped in front of a huge house. This is where she lives, it's so big! She turned around and saw me.

"You know, you could've asked if you could come with me" She said in a sweet voice.

"How did you know?" I asked, She smirked.

"I knew you were following me for a while now, you're not as quite as you think you are" She said smiling and she walked towards the door. I followed her as she walked in the house, behind her charas.

"Don't worry about introducing yourself to anyone, no one here right now. Well except for a couple servants that my parents hired." She said with a painful face once she said parents. I wonder why she had that expression. We walked up stairs and went to her room. It was a dark shade of red and had some back flower designs on the wall. The furniture really popped cause they were all different colors blue, purple, gray, pink, and even some white. I looked around and saw some pictures on the wall. I took a closer look at them, they were drawn perfectly.

"Did you draw these?" I asked.

"Yeah" She giggled a little before answering as she got some things out.

"If you don't mind I'm going to change in the bathroom. Don't leave, okay?" Said said as she started walking to the bathroom that was connected to her room and I nodded. These drawing are really great, but if she's great with this then why does she have three charas. I looked at her three charas.

"Why are there three of you?" I asked them.

"It's because she doesn't know what she want to be yet" said the chara holding a sketch book.

"And she's good at everything she does, that she likes of course" said the one holding a microphone.

"And she wants to let out her emotions that have been locked away for so long" said that cat chara.

"I see" I said and she came out holding a knife with blood on it. I ran to her, grabbed the knife and throw it across the room. What was she thinking? Hurting her self? That not right. I took her to the bathroom and watched the blood off her arm making the water look rusty, an orangey color.

"What were you thinking?" I asked her.

"Why would you care? You barely even know me…." she said with no emotion. I looked at her surprised, she wasn't acting like this before. She probably went through a lot before she moved here.

"I barely may know you but you a cat, and I as a cat should watch out for out for each other, remember you said, us cat buddies have to watch out for each other." I replied. She walked to her room and sat down on her bed..

"Why are you acting like this, you were all happy when you were outside the house?" I asked her sitting down next to her.

"Do you really want to know?" she asked me trying to avoid telling me.

"Yes, now tell me what happened" I demanded and she sighed.

"Okay, I guess I tell you everything, unlike I told those guardians just cause you're a cat like me. I've always been a shy girl ever since I was small, and whenever I tried to talk to someone I always stuttered and they would laugh at me. It also happened when there was a small talent show between my class, she were saying things like 'I bet she can't even sing' or 'she'll just wimp out like everything else', I was beat up beat up by kids that were older than me cause I was a loner. I started making a mental barrier to block out people, and so I wouldn't talk to them. I started ignoring people that walked up to me to ask me things. My parents never paid attention to me, so I had to do everything myself. I had no one there for me, it was just me and my charas; Adriene, Amira, and Clarice. I've been judged my whole life because of my shyness towards other when I was small, and now because I just don't want to talk to people. And, then there was this guy that i really liked then it's turned out that he went with me because he was dared by his friends and that he never even loved me, never really trusted people that much any more after that. But ever since I moved here, it like I'm opening up, and I should probably stop or else I'm going to get hurt, again." She told me without changing her expression, a cold emotionless expression, not even a bit a sadness or pain. I hugged her without knowing and she just looked at me.

"Thank you for telling me everything, and don't close up towards me I will always be there for you, cat buddy" I said smiling. She slightly smiled.

"Come on, you need to smile more." I told her while lifting the corners of her lips with my fingers. She opened her mouth and licked my finger. I leaned in closer and licked her nose.

"Well, that's a new." She said and giggled. I smiled and laid down on her bed, today was an interesting day. When I see them again I'm going to tell them about what happened here, unless Utau comes here and she goes back and she tells them before me. I yawned and closed my eyes.

"You don't mind if I sleep here with you do you?" I asked her.

"Not at all. Sleep to your hearts content" she said jokingly.

Dawn's P.O.V.

I looked at him and decided to draw him. I went to my desk and got my drawing pad and and drawing pencils then went back to the bed and started drawing him. He looked so cute I couldn't miss this opportunity, what if I didn't get another chance like this one.. I finished sketching the out line and went on to out lining, then went on to details and shading. I finished the drawing and put it on that wall, then yawned and laid down on the floor, it was pretty comfortable after all, and fell asleep. When I woke up I was on my bed and there was a note on my desk. 'Thank you for telling me your story and the drawing you drew of me looks nice, keep up the good drawing skills -From Ikuto' I smiled. I'm sure he has said this to other girls, how good they are and thank you for something that they told them that they haven't told anyone else. Guys, will I ever understand them? I said jokingly and then wondered will I ever have a boyfriend? The doorbell rang, got the though out of my head and I went downstairs and opened the door then tried to slam the door but Jake intercepted with his hand and all four guardians walked in the house while Jake has rubbing his hand.

"What do you want?" I asked in a rude tone.

"I wanted to say I'm sorry for saying what I said, those words just flowed out. I didn't know what to say, I have never experienced someone doing that before. And i have to say you are pretty fucking strong for a girl like you (sorry guys it's a habit i have... v_v)" apologized Jake and I have his a evil glare and he put his hand up in defence.

"I'm stronger then and look... Okay now leave" I told them.

"Why do you want us to leave?" asked Melody.

"Because I didn't invite you here and I don't want you to be here….." I answered.

"Awwwww, come on Dawn" Melody whined with doggy face eyes.

"Fine then" I said giving up, i never that she wouldn't stop whining, it wasn't that fact that she had doggy eyes….. Those don't work on me at all.

"Where's your room?" Melody asked another question.

"Why do you want to go to my room for?" I asked her.

"Why wouldn't I?" she answered. I should just show her it's not like she's going to stop bothering me about this stuff. I sighed and then walked up to my room and I heard two pairs of feet following me. I arrived at my room and opened the the door. Cleo and Melody walked in and I closed the door behind me walking in behind them.

"It looks so pretty!" exclaimed Melody. I guess, I do like it but it's not the best that i can do.

"It does look pretty" said Cleo.

"Thank you, but it could be better" I said sitting on my bed bragging about my artistic skill a bit. I looked around and noticed none of my charas were here with me. I shook it off thinking that they were talking to the two boys down stairs.

Clarice's P.O.V.

We were down stairs talking to the charas of the guardians.

"I'm Maddison, Melody's chara." said one of the girl charas with blonde hair in a braid with the top being covered by her helmet and was wearing jockey clothing, so this means that the ace wants to be a jockey, riding horses sounds like fun.

"I'm Elizabeth, Cleo's Chara" said the other girl chara which had light purple hair that was long and curled a bit towards the end and was wearing a turquoise puffy dress that looked like a princess's dress. I'm guessing the queen wants to be a princess, but with what personality?

"I'm Lucas, You've meet me in the park and I'm Jake's chara." said the chara with short orange hair that covered a bit of his forehead and had a basketball in his hand. and he was wearing basketball shorts and a basketball shirt.

"And I'm Aidan, We meet when Dawn saw us walking on our way home" said the last chara with red orange hair that also covered a bit of his forehead and had a wooden sword in his hand. So the king wants to be someone who protects his family and friends, a samurai.

"They are Arima, Adriene, and I'm Clarice." I said pointing at each one of us.

"Nice to meet you" they all said in unison. We smiled and kept on talking about how everyone was like before we moved here. Arima told them about what happened to Dawn when she was smaller and some other things. Are you kidding me? We just met these people and you're telling things that we don't even know that Dawn will want to tell them? I facepalmed myself and pulled Arima away from the group.

"Why did you just tell them that information?" I asked her in a loud whisper.

"What wrong with telling friends a bit of Dawn?" she asked so innocently.

"The fact that they hurt her twice two days in a row" I answered and she looked down twiddling her thumbs.

"I'm really sorry Clarice." She said with a tint of regret in her voice and tears starting to form in her eyes, I hugged her and rubbed her head having the expression of' It's okay'.

"Just don't do it next time" I told her while still rubbing her head and she nodded.

Dawn's P.O.V.

We went back with the whole group and just stayed there. I heard footsteps coming down and saw that Dawn, Cleo, and Melody were coming to gather up with Jake and Alex.

"Okay we should start going" said Cleo, and everyone followed behind her except for Alex.. I looked at him confused, why didn't he go with the rest of the guardians? He stood up while twiddling his thumbs.

"I know this is all of the sudden but…." his face got a bright red as he kept talking "I have feeling for you" I looked at him confused again. what did he mean by that?

"I really like you, I don't know why i have these feeling for you but I do" he said while getting closer to me. I stood still i didn't know what to do, that was the first time someone has ever confessed to me, what should I do? I looked at him as he leaned in trying to kiss me. I looked away and he backed up.

"I see that you don't feel the same way that I do" I said with sadness in his voice.

"No, it's not that it's just that i didn't know what to, you're the first person to ever confess to me, and you were just about to be my first kiss" I blurted out. I mean I did date that other guy but we never kissed, it was always a peck on the cheek never on the lips. He smirked and got closer to me again, he then wrapped his arms around my waist and brought me closer to him. My whole face was a bright red as he leaned in and kissed my lips. Our lips parted after ten seconds or so, and I looked at him.

"What was that for?" I asked him sounding like I was in a spell.

"So that i can be your first kiss" He replied and i looked away.

"Was that a wrong?" he asked worried about the answer. I shook my head.

"It's just that… I mean you wanted to be my first kiss" I answered turning around. His hands started getting lower and I felt his breathing near my ear and his head was resting on my shoulder.

"You know you should be more careful on who you trust because then someone can do something to you" he said in a seductive tone. A cold chill go down my spin and then he laughed.

"You take everything seriously" he kept laughing. I turned around and slapped him.

"Don't play around with me like that..." I said as he let go of me and rubbed the cheek I slapped.

"Yup, Jake was right you are stronger than you look" he said.

Okay guys i know I'm posting this on a sunday and that i said i was going to post every tuesday but i really want to post it, the reason I took forever was because i was having relationship problems and i'm trying to get over it. So I hope you guys like this chapter. Please review! :3