Three months have passed since Zoro and I started dating, three freaking months and we haven't done anything more than kissing! I love kissing him, but I want more! I want him to fuck me; I want him to touch me everywhere; I want to feel him in every way possible; I want him to take my body and mind completely; I want him to take my virginity! Does he want to? Obviously not, he doesn't want any of this at all, every time I touch him he runs away, maybe he is just toying with me and does not love me, or maybe I disgust him 'cause I'm a man. I feel depressed right now, I wonder if he does love me.

-Luffy, is something disturbing you? - Robin asks me, but I feel too depress to hide it

-I guess- I simply answer, not even in the mood to talk

-Well, would you like to tell me? - She continues, I look at her just a little, I know I can trust her, but I'm still unsure of how will she react at a gay relationship.

-I would like 'cause you know a lot of things and maybe you could help me, but I'm not sure if you'll like what's going through my head-

-I didn't know you had that type of inner fights-

-I do, tell me Robin, to distract my mind, what are you reading? - I'm really curious

-Well, I'm reading a romance to rest my mind-

-Really? What is it about? - Curiosity killed the cat, but who cares?

-Well, it's kind of like Romeo and Juliet, but with some changes, well actually a lot of changes-

-What is "Romeo and Juliet" about? I haven't read a book in my life Robin; you know that- she giggles

-I know, just had a little of hope, well in "Romeo and Juliet" there is a forbidden love because their families hate each other-

-And in the book you're reading? -

-There is a forbidden love as well- and then she stops

-Why is it forbidden? – I'm going to ask if you are not telling me

-Do I really have to answer? –

-Yes, you have to, please Robin, I want to know- I put my sad puppy face in action

-Okay, okay, I'm telling, it's because they are both men, and their families are against it so the main characters fight with all their will to prove their love is pure and won't stop just because their families say so, even if it's just as book I can't understand people like that, I mean the members of the family, if they love each other shouldn't it be okay? It's not something unnatural for human beings to love each other so why not just leave them alone in the end we all have the right to love whomever we want, don't you agree? Sorry, I think I speak too much-

-No, but you got a little carry away of the topic-

-Are you against gays Luffy? - She asks me being seriously curious and wanting to know my opinion.

-No, I'm gay so I can't possibly be against myself, or at least I think I am- Really, in my life I loved everyone if they weren't bad people, but with Zoro is the only one that's a different kind of love, deeper maybe?

-Are you? What an interesting thing to know, why didn't you tell anyone?-

-I was afraid they rejected me if they knew, as you know it's not something everyone accepts so easily-

-True, does this have to do with your depressing aura?-

-Yeah, it has-

-You can tell me, I'm clearly not against gays, and there's no one else listening- I can tell her, I know I can

-Well it has to do with Zoro- I start I know she will start figuring things without me necessary saying them.

-Oh, so you like him- she says a little more excited than I would have expect

-Yeah, I love him and he says he does too-

-Don't you believe him?-

-I used to, but we have been going out for three month-

-You two manage to keep a secret relationship for three months? - She asks a little surprise

-Yeah, I can't believe it either, but the thing is, I want to do those kind of things and every time I try to do something, whatever, he runs away I just started feeling he doesn't feel the same way as I do-

-may be he just wants to wait a little longer, some people are like that and don't want to do it until it pass some time- she say trying to comfort me

-I know, but he looks shock and disgust when I try to touch him-

-Just wait some more time Luffy, but you should try to talk this with him- how could I? Is so embarrassing

-I'll try- I say –Thank you Robin; speaking with you helped me feel a little better-

-Just for you to know; Nami has nothing against gays either- she smiles –and if you want I can try to know what the rest think about it- now I smile

-Will ya'? - She nods –thank you again-

-It's nothing, and this research will be so funny, I won't say a word about you or Zoro-

-You're the best Robin-

-You have to talk to Zoro as a payment-

-I'm getting to it- I say and start walking to where I know Zoro is, the crow's nest

When I finally reach were Zoro is, he was sleeping, as usual, so I decide on waiting he would eventually wake up some time in the near, really near future, if not I would wake him up

-Hey, Zoro, wake up, wake~- I try, in vain, to wake him sweetly –Okay, if that isn't working- I took in a lot of air and shout –Zoroooooooo wakeeeeeee uuuup!- he nearly jump from his sit

-Fuck you Luffy, you nearly kill me- he says breathing really quick

-I want to, but you don't seem to- I say referring to the fucking part

-of course I don't want to die! Who would want that!?- And he gets it wrong

-I wasn't talking about that! - He opens his ayes in disbelief

-What!?- He nearly dies of a heart attack, again

-Yeah, I've being talking with robing and she said you may be of the ones who like to wait, but you don't seem that to me, it's like the idea disgusts you-

-What? - Is he really this dense or is he mocking me?

-God Zoro is not that difficult! I want you to take me!-

-Wait, you have told Robin?-

-Yeah, I didn't want at the beginning, I was afraid, but she asked why I was depressed, and I asked her about the book she was reading, and it was a gay romance novel, and she said she is against the ones that think two people of the same sex can't be together, and all that, so I ended up telling her, and she said I should talk with you-

-Why were you depressed? – He asks concern

-I just though you didn't love me 'cause you didn't want to do pervert thing as I do, and you just run away every time I try to touch you- I say as lowering my head

-You want to do that kind of stuff? –

-well, of course I do! Or is it wrong to want to do them with the one you love? –

-why did you think I don't love you? –

-'cause you don't want to do them, and put a disgust face every time I try-

-I do that, but is not because I don't love you- he says while he puts one of his hands on my head –I do that 'cause I love you, and it seems I was wrong-

-What? - Now I'm the one who's confuse

-I thought I would corrupt your innocence and that you just didn't know what you were doing, I always wanted to do it since before we started dating, but I couldn't bring myself to do such things with someone as pure as you and take the risk of you running away from me because of that- I put my own hand over his that is still on my check

-how could I ever run away of someone as caring as you?-

-you don't know how cute that was, and you don't know how much I love you- he says and leans closer to my face and kisses me

-I love you too Zoro- then I kiss him –please, can we do it now?-

-Isn't it a little too risky doing it in the middle of the day while everyone is awake? – He asks smirking

-yeah, but it makes it more exiting- I exclaim, then I put my hands around Zoro's neck and lead him down above me to the wooden floor –please…- I plead him -I really want to do it right now-

-I told you, I'll do as you wish, my love- he says while he kisses me really hard on the lips.

He starts to unbutton my vest, and trails one of his hands across my bare skin, I can't believe the softness of them, I would have betted they were rough with all the training he does, he stops kissing as to take out my shirt. I let a moan scape my lips as his hand play on my chest, and on my nipples. He starts to go down with kisses along my jawline and reaches my neck, where he stays and kiss a lot making me shiver and groan.

-I won't leave any mark, don't worry, I doubt that I can any way-

-it felt good~- I really can't think

He then smiles at me and start to kiss along my chest, and guide his mouth to my left nipple starting to suck it, it feels so good I can't stop the moans that want to come out, and they do.

-You are pretty sensitive, aren't you? – He asks breathing on my skin

-yeah~ I am~-

-what do you want me to do now? – He asks with a seductive voice

-I want our clothes off~-

He complies what I said, he took off his shirt, then my pants, and I don't wear underwear, then his pants and boxers. His is huge, if it were not that I'm rubber I would be totally scared, it's going to hurt, I'm not used to stretch that part, but it will hurt less than it should, at least.

-Are you sure you want to go all the way? You look a bit nervous- Zoro gently says

-I'm sure, and look at your dick; it's a giant, who wouldn't be nervous? – I say pointing to his erect member –but I'm rubber, so let's do it, 'kay? – I'm not completely sure what kind of expression I'm doing but he has a nosebleed so I guess it's a cute face, or a sexy one, something like that. I suddenly get a brilliant idea, so I reach down to his cock and start to lick it. It surprises Zoro.

-Ah, what are you doing Luffy? - He moans and asks at the same time

-I'm lubricating it- I answer as if it is obvious –and I wanted to taste your meat, it tastes good- and he has another nosebleed, I continue to lick his manhood and shift his balls, but I just get the urge of deep-throat him, and I'm going to do it.

-Aahhh~- he moans as I do that, guess it feels good –Lu- ah Luffy, s-stop ah- maybe he doesn't feel good with this, I do as he said and stop

-Didn't you feel good? – He's trying to gain his breath

-Yeah, that's the problem-

-You didn't want it to feel good? –

-No Luffy, it's not that, I was going to come if you continued like you were doing, but you want to go all the way, don't you?- He says and puts a finger inside me and that took me totally out of guard making me squirm –did it hurt?- I shook my head

-Didn't expect it-

He starts to move the finger in and out, and I start to moan, after some more trusts with this only finger he adds another and scissor me with them, it feels so fucking good, he then touch that oh-so-good spot inside me, and I just couldn't wait anymore

-Ahh~, please Zoro~-

-Please what Luffy? Tell me, what do you want?-

-fuck me~! Please, just fuck me already~!-

- are you sure? Don't you think you need-? –

-Fuck me now! - I cut him

-My pleasure- he says and removes his fingers. Then, he puts his big cock on my entrance and starts to penetrate me.

-ahh mmm…~- I bit my lower lip just not to scream, he's so fucking large it feels like he's gonna tear me apart from the inside

-Ah-are you all right? – He asks once he is all the way in, I just nod being incapable to speak

-J-just don't move y-yet- I manage to say, and he leans closer to kiss me.

Mouths open and tongs dancing I start to forget the pain, I put my arms around Zoro's neck and whisper into his ear

-You can move now- he starts to move slowly and searching for my prostate to cause me less pain, he eventually find it, and I let out a deep and loud moan as he hit it –Move faster~! - I demand

-As you wish- he start moving fast and he hit deep in me never missing that spot

-Harder Zoro~ please! - I moan, I want him so much, and I'm feeling so good, and he does what I asked him for, he did it harder, faster and deeper –God! So good~ I'm gonna melt!-

-Lu-Luffy, I'm- I'm coming Luffy! - He groan

-I´m going to come too~! – He comes inside me, and I do the same in between us.

He comes out of me and sits by my side leaning on the wooden surface of the nest, I rest my head on between his chest and shoulder while he hugs me with one arm.

-How are we going to get down this place if we are like this? –

-Put on your clothes and I'll put mines, then we head to the bathroom-

-That's simple, it should work-

We do as I said, and head to the bathroom, where we start a new round and another after that. Eventually we bath, but I'm worn out right now.

-Zoro, I'm going to sleep, I'm tired- he smiles and kisses me

-Go and sleep-

-I can't walk- he lean close, took me in his arms and then leave me in my room

-Have sweet dreams- he says as he pets my hair, I blush and he walks away.

I really hope I hadn't screw this, I'm trying hard, but... I don't know, I don't trust myself...