I'll be happy
When it's over
I'll be happy
When I'm free
This life was just
Never meant for me
Yeah as you can see today wasn't a very good day either.
I nearly told Austin about my shameful secret but the Demons inside my head told me not to (and like the idiot I clearly am) I listend.
My demons/voices are louder and stronger and I cant always shut them out anxd plus I'm starting to feel like an outsider all over again. I really wish I could tell Austin,Ally and Trish (even though Trish will probably laugh at me) I have to face it.
Well diary I'm off to school,keep ya updated.
What-Up -Dez
A/N sorry its a short chapter kinda got a tad stuck i promise the next one will be longer