How can you see I'm hurting

If you cant see my pain

To wear it on my body

Tells what words

Can not explain

That's constantly how I feel but diary things are about to change and I'll tell you why...

I opened up today about my shame,ok so not to everyone but I told Trish (I know weird right)

She was shocked at first understandably but she didnt laugh at me or judge me at all (she even asked to see my cuts/scars) get this she even promised to help me tell Austin and Ally...

Whoo-Hooo see diary things ARE getting better (slowly but steadily)

Anyway Laters diary I'm off to meet my friends at Minis...

What-Up-Dez