'Dez,are you ready to do this,what we discussed yesterday after class? Trish asked sensitivly 'I uhm I think so' Dez replied not fully knowing what else he was meant to say,her knows this day woukd eventually arrive.
With Trish leading the way Dez slowly followed,until they arrived at Sonic Boom.
Austin was the first of the pair to see Trish and Dez enter the small establishment.
Walking over to his best friend he initiated their famous 'what up' handshake,at this point it became clear that Dez was becoming extremly nervous and was now messing with the long sleeves of the t shirt ne was wearing hoping this was all just a very bad dream but it soon became crystal clear that it wasn't.
HIs thoughts were abrubtly interupted by Austin and Ally speaking to him in un ison. 'Dez what is it,whats wrong,Dude your scaring us now whats happend?
Sensing her friends uneasiness Trish quickly steps in to help.
'Austin,Ally...Dez here has something he knows he needs to tell you both,but he's a bit worried,scared even about how exactly to say it,you see this 'thing' he needs to tell youboth has gone un-noticed and un-detected for at least 2 years.
She turns to Dez and smiles slightly,'Go on whack-a-doodle I promise it'll be fine.
Dez took a deep breath and focused his gaze on the tub of free guitar pics on the counter 'Here goes,I've had this shameful secret for the past 2 years it kinda stems from the fact that neither my parents or my sister wanted me around not even from the day i was born. So I decided that if I HURT myself it would hurt less when THEY did it.
Dez stopped and began to cry softly.
'Dez take it slowly,Ally and I are here for you ok but we cant help you if you dont tell us what's really wrong' Dez nodded at his best friend and continued.
I suppose that what I'm trying to say is that for the past 2 years or so I've been deliberetly cutting myself,I guess you could say it was my defence mechanism but then again if you were to read my diary you'd understand it's so much more than that.
I keep my friends sorry I mean my razor blades in the drawer in the base of my bed.
As soon as Dez had finished explaining his secret shame to his friends, Austin,Ally and Trish pulled him into a giant group hug.
On the release of the hug Trish turned to Dez smiling 'See whack-a-doodle I told you they'd understand...'Yes, Trish Yes you did...Dezvreplied smiling.
Returning home Dez went straight to his diaries hiding place and grabbed his diary smiling.