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"Sammy? Are you busy?"
"No, I just got done taking out a shape shifter in Colorado, then I'm gonna take off in the morning. What's up?"
"Nice job, Sammy. Look," Dean glanced over at the door, making sure Cas wasn't coming back yet. He had sent the angel out to get burgers. "Cas called me last night."
"Wait, what?"
"He drunk dialed me and…"
"Wait, Cas drunk dialed you?"
"Yes, Sam. Cas drunk dialed me and he was in a hotel."
"Did you go see him?"
"Yeah, as a matter of fact I'm uh…still in the hotel."
"You're still there!?" Sam was in disbelief.
"We just...had some moments." Dean knew Sam wouldn't want details.
"While Cas was drunk?"
"No we…look don't laugh alright? He slept with his head on my chest. I held him until my alarm went off. Then we woke up, talked and we made out and then…stuff happened."
"Holy shit, Dean. What about Lisa?"
"I just, that's the thing I need to talk to you about." Dean kept his eyes on the door, not wanting Cas to hear this conversation.
"Well," Sam wasn't sure what to say. He'd never been in a weird love triangle like this. "Who makes you happier? I mean, you were with Cas for a while, but you seem to be happy with Lisa."
"I am. I mean, I have been, and then Cas showed up. I…I think my feelings for him were stronger than I realized. What about Ben and Lisa though? I've fucked up their lives so much."
"Well, Dean you can't just pretend to be in love with Lisa and have Cas be a booty call. I mean, he is an angel of the Lord after all." Sam mocked the deep voice of Castiel. "Plus, is that anyway to have a relationship? Based in guilt?" Dean sighed.
"Since when are you a love expert?"
"Since always, you just have never asked for my advice before."
"Bitch."
"Jerk."
"How do I tell Lisa?" Dean honestly had no idea what to do. He knew he wanted to be with Castiel, but telling Lisa that he was leaving, again, would be one of the hardest things he would have to do.
"Just, tell her that I need you with me again. Do the second best thing we do, lie."
"You don't think I should tell her the truth?"
"The truth? Yeah that'll be great, Dean. Hey Lisa, I know I told you that we could be together for a while, but my ex-boyfriend, who happens to be an angel, showed up again and I would rather be with him, so bye."
"Okay okay, I get it. I'll tell her that you need me. Then do you want to come get me and from the Marriot tomorrow morning?"
"Tomorrow morning?" Dean could practically hear the smirk on Sam's face.
"Well I have to go talk to Lisa now don't I smartass?" Castiel walked through the door and Dean smiled. "Sammy, I gotta go. I'll see you tomorrow, alright?"
"Yeah, sure. Bye Dean." Dean hung up the phone and looked at Cas.
"I purchased burgers and fries for you Dean. Is there anything else?" Cas walked over and handed Dean the bag of food and then sat on the bed. Dean pulled the food out of the bag and began eating.
"Dean, you know that I have above human ability to hear, especially when my name is used." Castiel stared out the window, not making eye contact with the Dean.
"Um…why do you say that?"
"I heard most of your conversation with Sam. Why do you not want to tell Lisa the truth about us?" Castiel was actually hurt that Dean didn't want to tell her.
"Well, Cas, it's hard to explain to somebody that you're leaving them at all, let alone for an angel that you were using her to get over."
"You were using her to get over me? Did it succeed?"
"I'm sitting here in a hotel room with you eating fast food when I could be with Lisa at the house eating a home cooked meal. Do you think it succeeded?" Castiel smiled and looked at Dean. Dean smiled back and took a bite of his burger.
"I suppose it did not." Castiel watched as Dean ate his food, not being able to take his eyes off him. Dean could feel Cas' eyes and looked up at him. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and looked at the angel.
"Cas, not that I don't find your eyes dazzling, but could you not watch me while I eat?" Dean smiled when Cas blushed.
"I apologize Dean."
"Look, Cas, I have to go back to Lisa's here soon and talk to her. I'll be back later tonight, and then Sam is coming to pick us up in the morning. Sound good?" Castiel nodded. Dean finished his burger and then threw his garbage away. Dean stood up and gently kissed Cas' head.
"I'll be back later okay?"
"Okay, Dean." Dean walked out of the hotel room, getting more and more nervous about what was going to happen when he got back to Lisa's.
"It's been three months, Dean. Why does Sam need you now?" Lisa was clearly, and understandably, upset.
"He got word of a vampire nest in Texas. It would be suicide for him to go alone." Lisa and Dean's hands were together between them on the couch, fingers intertwined.
"You wouldn't be coming back would you?" Dean looked down at their hands. Lisa sighed.
"You miss hunting, I can tell that Dean. I want you to be happy, but I don't think I can have you around. I…if you're leaving again, I don't want you back around." Lisa's eyes were teary when Dean finally looked back up at her.
"Not even for Ben?"
"Especially not for Ben!" Lisa snatched her hand away from Dean and her eyes went from full of tears to full of rage. "You're doing this to him again! He loves you Dean! He loves having you around and then you take it away from him! You know what? I don't even want you to say good-bye to him! I want you out of here! Pack your shit and get the hell out of my house!"
"Lisa," Dean began, but she cut him off again.
"Pack your things. And get out. Now." Dean stood up and slowly walked up the stairs.
"Bye Lisa." Dean said about twenty minutes later as he walked out the door. She slammed the door behind him and Dean walked over to the Impala. He looked around the neighborhood one last time, got into his car and drove back to his angel.