It's Friday everybody and I am sooooooo happy I could explode!

Chapters:5/6

and I had a revelation this morning and I thought that maybe I will make another chapter just like that so I don't know for sure yet but let me know if you want another one.

Ever since I heard Dr. Cox and Carla talk I felt like my entire life ended ,but I only managed to keep it together because I thought that maybe I heard wrong. However, after I got Cox to admit that everything was true I didn't find any reason to live anymore. The only person I love and loved so much is dumping me for his ex wife…. Guess I should've seen that coming huh?

"JD, we're leaving. Are you sure that you'll be alright?" Turk asked me while he grabbed his bag.

"Yeah man, don't worry. Per-Dr. Cox is going to bring the kid over and then leave." I answered watching the TV.

"I still don't get why you agreed to do this even after all he did to you." Turk sat on the couch next to me.

"It's my way of saying that it's over. Besides the kid didn't do anything, he deserves someone to take care of him." It was my only answer before Carla came from the bedroom with her bag.

"Okay, Turk we're good to go. Bambi are you sure you don't want to come with us?" Carla asked me concerned.

"No, it's okay. This is your week; I don't want to ruin it. Go and have fun!" I cheered for them before they left.

After fifteen minutes of burning my eyes with the TV light someone knocked on the door. I got up and walked over to open it. There was Perry and a four year old boy, looking rather ashamed.

"Hey." Perry said softly.

"Hi." I kneeled down in front of the boy and greeted him, ignoring Perry completely. "What's your name buddy?"

"Blake…" he answered, burying his face in his chest.

"It is really nice to meet you Blake, I am JD. You'll spend today with me buddy." I got up and looked at the man who broke my heart.

"His dad will come tonight to pick him up. I gave him your address and he'll be here around ten." Perry said to me smiling gently.

"Fine." I extended my hand for Blake to take it and guided him inside. "You and Jordan have a nice trip." I said forcing a smile.

"JD, could we talk?" he asked me and I looked at him coldly.

"No. You'll be late, you don't want your…I don't know how to call her anymore…is she your girlfriend, do you plan on marrying her again? What should I call her?" I said sarcastically.

"JD, come on-"I closed the door before he could finish the sentence.

"Why are you so mean to Mister Perry?" I looked down and saw Blake staring at me with sad eyes.

"It's complicated Blake. Let's just say it's a grown up thing okay?" I asked smiling and leveling with him.

"Okay." He said smiling.

The night flew away so quickly that as soon as Blake's father called I realized what time it was. I took Blake downstairs and helped him get in the car. His dad thanked me and then left. I got back upstairs and turned on the TV.

I was beginning to think about Perry and his trip. I hopped he had an accident.

Hey, that's bad thinking JD! Bad!

What was I thinking? I love Perry with my life, even after what he did. I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to him. At least not because of me…

Bad

Bad

Bad JD!

NORMAL POV

Perry sighed for the hundred times tonight. He couldn't stop thinking about JD and their fight. God he wished he didn't agree with this in the first place. However he promised Jordan this before him and JD got together and hoped that she would forget about it. Apparently she didn't because two nights ago she came by at his apartment and said they were going to Vegas for three romantic days. When he tried to talk her out of it, telling her that he was involved (never mentioning to whom exactly) she just brought the promise thing up.

And now here he was, at the most romantic hotel in Vegas, drinking champagne with no other person than Jordan, his ex. How isn't that good? He just left the person he loves, ever since Jordan, to spend days with the she-devil.

"Perry you should try those things! They are to die for!" Jordan exclaimed with her mouth full.

"Look Satan, I don't give a crap about those things! I just left someone I re-hea-lly care about back home only to spend my days with you. So forgive me if I am a little angry." He pointed out jumping on the king sized bed.

"Sorry about that. Wait, I'm not. What is so special about this girl anyway? You always have sex with me even though you liked someone." Jordan climbed on top of him and began unbuttoning his shirt.

"That was because I never really cared about them. Now that I finally found someone that actually loves me for my jackass personality I had to push them around so I could keep my promise to you." Perry shoved her off of him.

"Wow, you are such a pussy! If you love her so much why don't you just go to her huh? Isn't it because you love me more?" Jordan said and got out of the bed.

"No, the reason I'm here is because I promised you!" he shouted annoyed.

"But you could always have say no. But you didn't. What are you so afraid of Perry?" Jordan asked sitting on a chair.

"I am not scared."

"Sure you are. You have been avoiding JD since you told him about our trip."

"How did you knew it was him? I never told you." Perry said, dropping his jaw.

"Perry, you know me better than that. And besides the kid does anything you tell him to. I was surprised it didn't happened sooner." Jordan laughed.

"Then why taking me here if you knew I loved him?"

"Because I wanted to make sure I can still be part of your life. And the whole climbing over you was to see if you really are in love with him or it's just a fuck. It looks like love, so it's okay." She smiled sadly.

"Jordan, you'll always be part of my life. Even if I'm in a relationship you'll always be there as the Satan that brings horror to the kids!" Perry said happy.

"Really? Oh, that means a lot Perry." She put her hand over her heart, and then she got up from the chair and said: "I'll be downstairs playing something at the club." Then she left.

Perry laid on his back and closed his eyes. He really messed this one up.

'Do you know JD had agreed with you only because he is scared you would leave him?!'

He would never do that. He would never leave JD for having an opinion or saying no. But then again, he left the poor kid alone babysitting his problem while he was in Vegas, fooling around with Jordan.

'Is it because I wouldn't sleep with you?! Do you need release?! Because I told you why I wanted to take it slow and you agreed!'

He would never leave JD for that. He agreed that they had to take it slow because JD was a beginner and he never had sex with another man. Perry was okay with the waiting because when JD would finally be ready the waiting would be paid off. Guess he would never experience having JD in is arms again.

'What are you so afraid of Perry?'

He was afraid of commitments and he never wanted to break JD with his jackass attitude. Guess it's too late for that one. But he really loves JD and he was sure JD loved him back. The only reason that kept him away was the commitment.

'Bring the kid before you leave, and consider this as the last thing I do for you in our relationship.'

God, why was Newbie making this so hard. When he brought the kid JD didn't even bothered to say hi. Perry got up from the bed and grabbed his coat. He needed to fix this, even if Jordan was going to kill him. He wrote the note quickly and left the hotel. On his way back he thought about ways to make it up to JD.

JD POV

KNOCK! KNOCK!

I opened my eyes slowly and looked at the clock: 7:40 a.m. Who the hell was bothering me at this time? My shift didn't start until one o'clock. I got out of the bed and walked to the door, trying to get rid of the sleep. I opened the door without even looking who it was. My eyes finally opened up completely and I saw Perry standing there, panting, with sweat all over him.

"WH-what are you doing here? You should be in Vegas." I said still looking at him amazed.

"I came back for you." He panted.

"If you think I am going to forgive you only because you left Vegas one day early you're wrong." I pushed the door to close it but a foot stopped it.

"Hear me out okay? After that you decide what to do with me." I nodded at his request and stepped aside.

We sat on the couch and an awkward silence hit the room.

"Look, JD what I didn't it's unforgivable. But I want you to know that am sorry and the reason I went to Vegas it's not because I was cheating on you. I swear!" Perry broke the silence.

"Look Perry, I love you and you blew me off saying that it was something urgent. And to top it you left me to stay with Blake and you left with Jordan." I said angry.

"JD I swear to God I didn't cheat on you! I only went because I promised Jordan before we even got together."

"And why didn't you tell me about it when we got together?" I asked.

"Because I forgot and when Jordan came to me I tried to talk her out of it."

"You could've always said no. But you agreed with it anyway and you lied to me about it!" I half shouted.

"I told you I was sorry, what else do you want?!" Perry asked me annoyed.

"To tell me the reason why you went with Jordan anyway! I want you to open up to me, I want you to tell me why for Christ's sake would you go with her on three romantic dates instead of staying with me! Why, tell me Perry? WHY?!" I rose up, throwing my hands in the air, tears forming into my eyes and falling down my cheek.

"Because I was afraid damn it!" he also rose up and yelled. "I was afraid not to break you!"

"Well it's too late for that." I whispered.

"I know I screwed up, but going to Vegas with Jordan made me realize that I was afraid of committing myself to you. I was afraid of being in this relationship fully because I love you so much and I didn't want to see any of us hurt." He stopped and looked at me, and then he came closer and closer. "I am a bastard, a jackass, a jerk. And I thought that being in this with you completely, that…that knowing me for what I really am would scare you away. I was afraid you would leave me…" Perry put one hand on my hip and I didn't stop him.

"You could've just tell me that. I am scared too, you know? I am scared that if I don't agree with you, you might leave me. I am scared that if I don't sleep with you, you might broke up with me." I said looking down, letting my tears to fall slowly.

"I would never, ever, leave you for that. No, scratch that-I would never, ever leave you, period." He pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head. "I love you, and I am so sorry."

"I love you too, and I forgive you." I kissed him slowly. "I want you Perry." I whispered against his lips.

"Are you sure? I can wait if yo-"I kissed him again.

"I am sure. Make love to me Perry."

Sooooo this is it! what do you think? ;)