Sorry for the long wait everyone! here's chapter 3 and I hope you all enjoy it. Flames wont be accepted but comments/concerns will. Disclaimer: I don't owe the Naruto characters and or the show. But I do owe this fanfiction. ENJOY!

She couldnt help but stare in admiration, puberty sure did him justice...

He had a tight jaw structure and excellent cheek bones...he was beautiful his hair was starting to Look like his father's minato the fourth hokage, his face no longer looked round the only thing that remained the same was the three whiskers on each cheek

But just about everything else change indeed he was no longer a child even his face expression had changed he no longer looked like that happy care free idiot now he wore a cold hard expression just like sasuke's.

This made sakura's heart sink.. " Did my death really take that much on a toll on you naruto ?" She asked herself

"Hey how do you know my name." Naruto asked " do I know you from somewhere have we met before? "

CRAP CRAP HE HEARD ME!

" Uh..Uh" was all she could manage to say.

*Sighs "here let me help you up" he reach out to pick her up but immediately sakura shrieked back in terror.

"Sheesh lady! What's your problem I'm not going to hurt you I'm only trying to help!"

" Oh my God Selene! A thousand apologies sir! She's kinda a clutz ", nene said out of breath.

"I saw everything that happened and immediately came running, Selene spaces out a lot hehe "

"Whatever", was all he said.

" So ya we'll just be on our way" nene said, grabbed sakura's arm and helped her up.

" It was nice meeting you! Bye " and they began walking away.

" What the hell was that Selene? "

" I'm sorry it was out of instinct"

" What do you mean by 'instinct' "

" I've never told you before but... I was married once... He was very abusive and protective he hurted me any way he could especially if he saw me with another guy."

Nene remained silent

" If he ever saw that he would go insane and I would get punished for it. He.. he would rape me if he ever saw me talking to another guy or if they touched me so I trained myself to stay away from all of them." Sakura said as tears began streaming down her face.

FLASHBACK

"Sasuke, I swear it's not what you think!" Sakura said crying.

"I SAW YOU WITH ANOTHER MAN, DON'T YOU DARE LIE TO ME! I SHOULDN'T HAVE TRUSTED YOU-THE MOMENT I LET YOU OUT OF MY SIGHT, THE MOMENT I GIVE YOU A LITTLE FREEDOM, YOU'RE OUT THERE FLIRTING WITH ANOTHER MAN! I SWEAR YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE THIS HOUSE AGAIN!"

"Sasuke, no please, I swear I don't even know that man! He was just asking me for directions!"

"Then why were you smiling?"

"Because he complimented me on my hair. He said it was very pretty..."

At that moment Sasuke grabbed Sakura by the wrist and slammed her on the bed.

"Shut up! I don't want to hear your lies! You brought this upon yourself, so you must be punished... "

"Oh, God! Please, please not this! Not this, I'm begging you! "Sakura began pleading but Sasuke just ignored her and proceeded to fulfill what he had promised and began kissing her neck. Sakura tried fighting him off by kicking and screaming.

"Stop moving or I'll make it worse!" He threatened.

But she didn't care, she just wanted him off of her.

Why, why did I marry this man? He's a monster and control freak!

Then Sasuke activated his Sharingan and forced Sakura to look at him. When she did, her arms fell to her side and she had stopped screaming. She fell silent as she completely stopped moving. She was horrified when she realized Sasuke had used his Sharingan to paralyze her.

"That's more like it," he laughed evilly. "You're really going to enjoy this."

Sakura just laid there wide eyed with endless tears running down her face...

It was ironic that during their childhood Sakura would have done anything just to be near Sasuke, while he, on the other hand, wanted nothing to do with her and would simply brush off her advances. She never expected him to return her feelings, ask her to move in with him, and walk down the aisle of Holy Matrimony with her. It was so surreal, like a dream come true.

Occasionally they would into arguments, but didn't every couple? And it was cute how Sasuke would get jealous when other guys would flirt with her because it was proof that she was his and that he cared about her. But over time his jealousy escalated and she slowly stopped talking to her male friends and even stopped going out with her female friends as well because Sasuke suspected that they were trying to take her away from him. She even stopped going on team missions and became more focused on her medical work at the hospital because Sasuke didn't want Kakashi, Naruto, or any comrade to spend time alone with her.

Whenever she left the house, whether it was to go grocery shopping or visit her parents, Sasuke had to know where she was going and demanded to know exactly how long she would take. He would time her and wait for her at the entrance of the house and would accuse her of lying about her whereabouts if she took any longer than the length of time she gave him. Working at the hospital gave her a break from his overprotectiveness, but he would always be there for lunch and would expect her to call him during her breaks.

Even though his actions were overbearing, she tolerated them because she thought it was his way of showing his affection and to make sure she was safe out of fear of losing her like he did his family. It was sweet, but a year passed and although she loved Sasuke, she missed her friends and just wanted some space from him. But when she tried to explain her feelings to him, Sasuke grew insecure and accused her of having an affair.

She denied that ridiculous allegation and was telling him to stop being irrational when he swung his hand back and slapped her face. She didn't make a sound or cry, she was just frozen in shock. She couldn't believe that her beloved Sasuke actually laid a hand on her. She was wondering if that really just happened when she looked up and saw how cold and hard his eyes were - like he was ready to kill her.

"You are mine, and mine alone. That was made official the day we both said 'I do.' There is no reason for you to spend time with other people, unless you don't love me anymore. I love you Sakura. You are my life, the reason I exist. My life would be meaningless without you in it. Don't you love me, too?"

His eyes grew softer as he spoke. He returned to the Sasuke she knew and loved.

"Of course I do, Sasuke. I'm sorry."

"That's a good girl. Come here baby, I'm sorry too." He said as he pulled her into a hug. "Don't ever leave me. I don't know what I'd do if you did."

She meant what she said, but that look in his eyes haunted her thoughts. She didn't know that that was the beginning of a long abusive relationship...

Sasuke activated his Sharingan and forced Sakura to look at him. When she did, her arms fell to her side and she had stopped screaming. She fell silent as she completely stopped moving. She was horrified when she realized Sasuke had used his Sharingan to paralyze her.

"That's more like it," he laughed evilly. "You're really going to enjoy this."

FWI some sexual content is future ahead. if you cant handle rape then I suggest for you to skip this chapter. if you can handle it, read at your own risk.

Sakura just laid there wide eyed with endless tears running down her face...

"Have I ever told you that helpless look in your eyes turns me on so much?" Sasuke breathed into Sakura's ear, making her shiver inwardly.

"It's a vulnerable side of you that only I have had the pleasure to see," he cooed as he nibbled on her earlobe. His lips trailed down the side of her neck and he bit her collarbone. He ran his tongue over the bite mark he left and made his way to her breasts. He tore open her blouse and snaked a hand under her bra, squeezing her breast so hard his fingernails cut into her skin. He ripped the bra off and kissed her chest and stomach. When his lips made contact with the waistband of her shorts, he hooked his thumbs under the material and pulled them off.

Sasuke, no! How can you do this? Please stop...

He teasingly kissed and licked her left thigh to her foot and repeated the action to her other leg. His palms rubbed the smooth skin of her inner thighs, then he forcibly spread them apart. He placed a hand on the last remaining fabric on her body and traced the outline of her womanhood through the material.

Sakura felt disgusted with herself because her body was reacting the way he wanted it to.

"You are so wet. I knew you were going to enjoy yourself. Just don't get too excited because the best part has yet to come." He teased.

No... I don't want this... Oh, God, please make him stop!

He slipped his hand under the fabric of her underwear and stroked the entrance of her womanhood while teasing her delicate bundle of nerves. He inserted his fingers and began pumping his hand in and out quickly.

"I think you're ready for the fun part now," he growled huskily.

Sakura wanted to cry out in pain as he pulled out his member and thrusted into her at full force. He was as rough as he started to move in and out of her body.

"You feel so good, baby. I'm sure you're loving this as much as I am."

All she could do was endure the pain of his movements and listen to the sound of his ragged breaths and moans. It felt like he was violating her body for an eternity; she thought the hurt would never end. After what must have been hours, he released his seed one last time inside of her. He kissed Sakura on her forehead -a gesture that used to be loving to her- and rolled over to her side.

"That was very good. Ha, it sure took a lot out of me though. I love you so freaking much." He then drifted off to slumber as the paralysis began to fade from Sakura. He had his strong arm and leg draped over her naked body, preventing her from getting up and scrubbing his fluids and the feeling of his body off of her body with scalding water. Trapped, Sakura's body was locked in place as she silently released all the tears she had held back during her torture. She turned her head away from him, and through blurred vision could see the sun rising through the window.

Today is a new day... I can't go through this again; I'm sick and tired of this abuse. I need to find a way to end this shit.

END OF FLASHBACK

"And so I did I planned for months on how I would fake my death Honestly I didn't know if I could go through with it a part of me didn't want to leave him Because I knew he would be all alone again and It broke my heart even after all the stuff he put me through I still cared for him."

" Oh my gosh I'm so sorry I had no idea...truly I am I don't know what I would have done in your position but let me tell you this you don't have to face this on your own anymore. I am your friend I will always be here for you no matter what we're in this together through thick and thin I got your back you don't have to Hold all this pain inside anymore ok?"

" Thank you", sakura said " Oh great now I'm crying again haha you must think Im weak or something".

" No I see a girl with a broken past trying to heal again it's ok to cry that just shows how truly strong you are some people just give up when life gets too hard but at least you choose to get back up again".

"You're right", sakura said smiling " You know you're a lot smarter than you actually look ".

"Hey! what's That's suppose to mean? Ugh never mine I'm too hungry to argue let's go get some ramen my treat". Nene said with a big goofy smile

"That sounds perfect." And the two began to walk off

Today is a new day a new beginning a new life and I gotta make the best of it even if it's little it's all I need and I'm perfectly happy with what I have