Disclaimer: I am going to say this once, at the begining of each story i write and only once! I am not the author of the Twilight series nor do i pretend to be, the characters do not belong to me. Copywrite: The stories written however do belong to me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I was in a dark room, utterly alone. The Cullen's had abandoned me. No one cared that the Volturi had me that they, at this very moment, where deciding what to do with me. The only reason that I am not dead already is because I fascinate Aro. Otherwise I would be demolished. Although I do wonder how since Not even Jane's powers work on me. Just then I heard heavy footsteps outside the door. I cowered back into the dimmest corner of the room hoping they wouldn't see me, smell me. Wait, what am I thinking? I shake my head and move my shoulders while rolling my eyes, They're vampires it doesn't matter what I do, if they want to kill me then I am dead. I stood up, determined to meet them without a show of fear. The door was yanked in and two people I had yet to see, yet knew instantly where vampires by their deathly pale sking, blood red eyes and demeanor. It was as if they didn't even move, didn't even breathe. Which of course, I know that they don't, but the only vampires that i knew familarily is the cullens, and since they attempted to appear human I was used to seeing them pretend to fidget, move, blink, and breathe. The guards each grabbed one of my arms and forced me from the room. We where going down a long corridor. There where no lights, all i could do was stumble along as best i could. Every few feet i would hear moans of pain on either side of me. I forced myself to keep my eyes forward. That quickly ended when I heard ear piercing screams coming from behind me, I tried to turn around, but all i could do was turn my head as they dragged me along after them. I shivered, hoping, that i wouldn't be next. what if they found a way for Jane or someone to torture me. What if it was James and Laurent all over again? We stopped. one of the guards let go of my arm and stepped away. After a moment he came back and we continued on down the hallway. I couldn't make out any doors or cells, i could just hear the guards moving something as we passed along. We did this a few times and then we where in a room with a blinding light. I still couldn't see. I blinked a few times trying to correct my vision. But it was no use, I just couldn't see anything, and that terrified me. I could feel my heart begin to beat faster and faster until it was literally pounding in my chest. The silence went on forever. I began to whimper as i shifted from foot to fit. "Well, Bella we have decided to leave your fate up to you." I sobbed in relief as this was said, not because what was said didn't terrify me, it did!, but because something wasaid at all. I was beginning to be able to see again and could tell that it was Aro who said this. " You can either die forever now, or..." He let the sentence trail off. I could tell by the look on his face that he didn't think that he needed to finish the sentence. I looked at him like he was stupid, forgetting that he held my fate in his hands. "Orrrr...?" I carried out the 'r' "Or you can become one of us." It was Jane who said this. I knew she was enjoying the thought of turning me. Then maybe she could hurt me. "we will give you some-time -to decide." Aro said giving me a smile and Jane a glare. I realised now that it wasn't arrogance that made him not complete the sentence. He wa senjoying terrifying me by not completing it. And Jane had ruined his fun. But why would she do that? Why would Jane, who hated me, help me? The two guards came back and each grabbed and arm. They began to take me away but I was determined not to go back to that room. They dragged me to the door, I thought of Edwards face in my head, of the love i once felt for him, of the pain that his face caused me now. Maybe i didn't need to go back to that room. I knew that i couldn't live in this world without him. "Wait! I yelled." the guards kept going. "Yes, Bella?" The guards stopped but didn't allow me turn around. "I already know my decision. I will become a vampire." I whispered, surprising myself with my answer, but knowing that they would hear me. I guess i wanted to live more than i wanted to not. "Be that as it may we still must give you time just to make sure this is what you truly want." The guards began to move again. I struggled trying to fight them off, keeping myself away from the door. It was no use they where vampires; strong ,and i was only a weak human with no super strength to help me. I Felt utterly human like i was at the bottom of the food chain. That's when it hit me. I knew exactly how they would kill me. If i didn't become a member of the Volturi i would be at the bottom of the food chain. I would be there next meal. I shivered again. I fought myself, trying hard not to give in to the mental images in my head. I did not want to think about them draining me lifeless. We got back to the room what felt like hours latter. They opened the door and shoved me inside. "Be good now." the guard said with a laugh. But the images didn't leave my head. I was forced to watch as my imagination played out every scenerio of my death. They would gather around me in a circle, and slowly close ranks around me. Letting their slow gait build my fear, making the sitation all the more delicious for them. I sobbed silently, as images of Jane being the first to bite me, the blood slow trickling down her chin as Aro and the others came to follow her, each biting me. The instant shot of pain, before the undeniable pleasure my brain imagined brought me to my knees. "WAIT-" PLEASURE! I screamed in my own head, wondering where that though came from. That's when Aro's voice popped into my head, "just wanted you to know what you are facing... there will be no pleasure in your future ever, if you don't join us!" and with that my thought where my own again. I went back to my corner and sat down rocking back and forth. For the first I couldn't help but wishing that i had never went back to forks. That way i would never have met Edward Cullen or his family. All my problems began once i met the Cullen's they made me want to be what they where. Now i would be... but under the Volturi rule. I would be a vampire, like the ones from the movies. I would kill humans, drink blood, and be my worst nightmare. I would never be able to see my father or mother again. The Edward and Alice where a distant dream. I forced myself not to think about what i was losing. I had no control over that. I had to make the best of what i did- My sentence drifted off as i searched the room. I heard something scuttling across the floor and let out a yelp. I tried to shrink back but i was already pressed against the wall. I brought my legs up to my chest hoping that i had imagined things. I could sense something coming close to me. Then i saw two bright red, tiny eyes staring at me hungrily from the ground. They blinked. Then blinked again. In a flash they where gone and the rat was on me. Gnawing at my exposed flesh. I couldn't do anything every time i tried to knock it away it just moved. It was like trying to swat a fly. It was too fast for me. I began to cry. Over my sobs i heard what sounded like more mice coming to eat. I felt bites all over my body. Now i was crying out in pain. A few bites didn't hurt but now i had hundreds all over my body. I stood up and a few fell to the floor but most just clung harder. I screamed and kept screaming as i swatted them off of me. My body felt wet and sticky with my own blood. i got the last one off of me and tried to move, but my legs where glued to the spot that i was standing in. The door opened and a guard came in with a flash light and swept it around the room. He shined the light on me and saw me standing there, bloody. Everything happened too fast for me too realise what was happening. In an instant he was on me licking the blood off of me, sucking on my wounds.I didn't hear the sound of footsteps running up behind him, all i could hear was my own screams as the rats and vampires feasted on my paralized body. I vaguely remember hearing footsteps coming towards me, as they got closer, but the sound of his screams as Jane jerked him off of me and tortured him were burned in my memory. Aro raging at him for disobeying orders. Some other quy i had yet to see came over to me and cradled my head. "She's been bit bad, Aro, but i don't think he did it to her and i don't think she's been poisoned yet." He dropped my head back down and it hit the concrete with a loud thud. I winced from the sound. I was in too much pain to feel anymore. Finally i gave in and let the darkness take me. TO BE CONTINUED. . . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N: The story is also published, by me, on fanfiction under a different username. While the twilight series was not written by me this story is. I do not take credit for any of the characters, only this story, as it is a fanfiction. On that note please comment and review