DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT STEPHANIE MEYER NOR DO I OWN TWILIGHT SAGA, HOWEVER THE FOLLOWING STORIES WHERE CREATED BY ME USING HER ORIGINAL STORY LINE!

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SPOILER: SEX SEEN AHEAD

BELLA'S POV:

I knew that i was pushing my luck by agreeing to not harm the cullens. As the head of the Volturi i would have to take my guard with me, and they would not like me making this agreement without their knowledge! THen again I never promised that my guards would not harm them. As much as i loved Edward and everyone else, well except Rosie, I could not just let my guard down and risk letting them hurt me. I mean what if i was wrong, what if this WAS all their fault? I would be walking straight into their trap and not even have known it. I was excited and yet frightened at the same time. I knew i was powerful and that no one could over come me by sheer strength but i knew that when it came to the Cullens, i would be almost powerless. I could not hurt them! They new how to hurt me, they could go to my family, my friends.... Anyone i loved!

I began to think how i could keep my family safe and yet still be able to get my hearts desire. I knew that Edward would never intentionally hurt me, but if his family where to scared of me and made him pick a side...could i be sure that he would pick me...did i want him to?

I decided to leave the heavy stuff for later i was feeling hungry. I absently rubbed my stomach as i woked out of my room. I was barely paying attention as i went a long, knowing the way from heart.

You can imagine my surprise when i bumped into something solid! and upon looking up that something was very human and very MALE! The hunger began to become unberable as i looked at him, feasting him with my eyes. He stood there, motionless, looking into my eyes, as i slowly licked my lips. I gave a slight toss of my head motioning for him to follow me. I went back towards my room, knowing that he would not be far behind. I walked over towards my giant four poster bed and slowly slipped my dress over my shoulders and let it pull at my feet. I stepped out of the dress and on to my bed and layed down patting the empty space next to me. I could feel his heart pounding in his chest, smell the test of his blood on my tounge, like chocolate after a big break up, it was utter bliss. I was so intranced i could not have stopped even if i wanted to.

He finally managed to stumble over towards the bed, and layed down exposing his neck to me. I skimmed my finger over his pulsing vain loving the way he shivered as if cold, when i knew he only felt HOT, scorching heat. I bent my mouth towards his neck and slowly licked the one tiny, yet powerful vain. Just keeping my tongue there for a minute as it pulsed in time with his heart. I nicked his skin with my fang, and lapped up the blood, not caring that my lips where covered in blood. I gave him one last lick, before i went over and kissed him on the mouth, pushing my blood covered tongue into his mouth. The taste of saliva mixed with his blood and my body was overpowering. I had control but there came a time when it snapped. This was one of them....

I hissed into his mouth and yanked my clothes of in one swift motion. Then his. I was kissing my way down his body intent on finding that yummy little arterie. I never heard the sound of approaching feet, or the hiss of anger! I never "heard" the insulting thoughts the blind rage coming at me. All my thoughts where intent upon what i was doing. I bent down on my knees and licked his cock before i put my teeth into that smooth white skin and bite, drinking greedily. As i drank i began to feel his heart pulse inside me, as if it was my heart beating. I felt one small, bloody tear fall down my cheek at the loss of my heart, both physical and mental. I drank just enough, before putting my mouth back on his cock, using the blood as lubrication. Loving the feel of him in my mouth with all that blood. The taste of his precum mixed with his blood was hypnotizing. I shuddered feeling vulnerable at the sensations he was cauzing me to feel. I was not supposed to love anyone or anything this much. I could not understand why i was feeling over powering love for this human. Why i wanted to make love to him, not use him like my pet! I suddenly got gentle, and pulled my mouth of his cock and kissed him on the mouth, no tongue, no blood, but a loving chaste kiss. I laid on the bed and told him to make love to me, never speaking a word. He came on top of me and put his mouth on my breast, his hand fondling the other. I moaned in exatacy and surprise, loving the feel of someone else being in control for once. I was finally able to just let go, forget everything and enjoy myself in the hands of another person, living or otherwise. When he kissed me on the mouth and pushed his hard cock inside me at the same time i screamed in his mouth. He thrust into my again slowly as he held me. The sensation of being completely loved was overpowering i could not handle it. I came and bit into his neck at the same time. Loving the feel of him as he continued to thrust into me.

When it was finally over, he kissed me one last time before he rapped his are around me, so enthralled with this feeling i never noticed Edward leave the room, tears pouring down his face. I never noticed his thoughts of love and hatred towards me, the utter jealousy!

I expecially never noticed that he had been controlling the human in arms the whole time i had made love to him!

TO BE CONTINUED...

A/N: OKAY I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THAT, THIS IS PART ONE OF GOING HOME I NEED SOME MORE TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN AFTER THIS LOL, I JUST THOUGHT SOMETHING WAS BETTER THEN NOTHING FOR ALL MY AVID READERS!

THANK YOU ALL!