"So, we have a few things to talk about," Kurt said as he sat down with his plate. They'd already watched their second movie and made dinner. Now it was time to have a discussion.
Blaine nodded slowly, looking down at his food.
"Don't be scared Blaine," Kurt murmured, reaching over to grab his fiancé's hand.
"Sorry," Blaine said, looking up at Kurt and smiling shyly. "It's just a really big step- telling you."
"I know it is, and I'm so proud of you," Kurt smiled back.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome. So is there anything on those websites that you aren't interested in?"
"Well," Blaine bit his lip and shifted in his seat, "I guess a few things. Like I said, it's not really about sex for me. I think I just… I want to keep my little self separate from that, you know?"
Kurt nodded, "Of course. That's completely reasonable."
"Yeah, so there's that. But I still want to do intimate things, you know. Like…" He looked down, blushing. "I think I'd really like, I don't know, being given a bath. Or maybe taking one together. If that's okay with you."
Kurt squeezed his hand, taking bites of his sandwich as he listened. He swallowed and nodded, "That sounds lovely."
"Yeah, so I'd like that sort of stuff. And cuddling and maybe even a little kissing. Just… Not sex."
"Okay. No sex. Check. Anything else?"
"I want to be punished, well I mean, I don't want to be punished, but I want to you to stay true to rules, you know? But anyway, some of the punishments I see online, they're… Scary." Blaine admitted nervously.
"Okay, so we will start slow and easy. I'd be terrified to hurt you anyway, Blaine."
Blaine smiled shyly and murmured, "Thank you."
"Anything else?" Kurt asked.
"Some people bring it out in public, but I don't really feel comfortable going out in public in my little space. Except maybe to the movies or a really wide open park where we wouldn't have to talk to too many people."
Kurt continued to eat as he listened closely to Blaine. He nodded and then asked, "Anything else?"
Blaine shrugged, "I can't think of anything right now. Do you have anything you don't want to do?"
"Not yet," Kurt smiled. "I told you, I have to do some research of my own. I was thinking, maybe when I go back to New York, after I do some research, we could both write up rules for one another."
"You'd get rules too?" Blaine asked with a goofy smile.
Kurt chuckled and nodded, "Definitely. I want to make sure I'm giving you what you need and I'm not hurting or upsetting you. Guidelines will help that."
"I love you," Blaine sighed.
"I love you too," Kurt chuckled and pointed to Blaine's plate, which was untouched. "Now start eating. My food's already halfway gone."