(I should probably say right now that I wrote this a while ago, and it may not be very good at all. Or maybe you like it? I dunno, just forgive me if this story is horrifyingly... horrible. XD)

I walk out to the Job Room

and over to where Saix stood, waiting.

What is my plan for today? I ask.

"Recon." I'm answered. Recon? I ask.

"Xaldin will explain on your mission.

He's already there." Before I can protest,

Saix opens a Dark Portal and pushes me through.

I exit into a Sandy-Dusty-Lot. Before me is a

Dreadlocks-Jamaican who I believe is Xaldin.

"I'm Xaldin." He introduces, confirming my thoughts.

"I'm here to teach you recon." I bob my head,

waiting for him to move on. "Basically, all you have to do

is find unusual clues about the world and piece them together

like you would a puzzle." My memory was still hazy on what a

puzzle was, but I bob my head anyway. I walk around, beating up

Heartless and over there is something weird. Actually,

all the shops are closed.

What does this mean? I search more, eager to learn, eager to impress

Xaldin with my insightfulness and knowledge.

When I'm done I say

This town has many different residents. It seems like there are

two different groups that fight. Also,

the shops are closed. Maybe because of a holiday?

"Yes, but what holiday?" He asked patiently, unemotionally.

I say I don't know and shake my head. He says, "Christmas."

And I think of warm cookies and eggnog and laughter and presents,

and of family and friends and of significant others

but I don't understand. "Christmas is what our Somebodies

celebrated with their family and friends. It's pointless and useless

if you ask me." Xaldin snorted, with real not-emotion for once.

I want to say I didn't ask you about that, but I just

smile and nod and portal up to the Clock Tower

to meet Roxas and Axel, but only one Roxas

is up there. Where's Axel? I ask.

"Castle Oblivion."

Is it my imagination, or

is he sadder, more depressed?

I couldn't have that, so from behind my back

I take out two sickly-sweet and mouth-puckering sour

ice cream Popsicle sticks. He brightens, but

I still couldn't help wondering

Why don't we celebrate Christmas?

Why was Axel sent away on a special holiday?

What is the point of all the warm cookies and eggnog and laughter and presents?

What do our Somebodies have that we don't? Hearts?