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Kurt, wake up," a soft voice said as I was being shook.

I opened my eyes to see that the room where the Warblers were was now empty. I looked up at Bas to see he had a soft smile.

"When did the meeting end?" I asked.

"About two hours ago," Bas said.

"Why didn't you wake me up?" I yelled at Bas.

"Because I bet you even have a hard time falling asleep, don't you?"

"Thank you."

I laid back on him and we stayed in silence.

"Why aren't you asking me any questions?" I asked.

"Do you want me to?" Bas asked.

"Not really, but, you know."

"I do. And you know about me, so why aren't you asking me any questions?"

I stayed quiet not knowing how to answer that.

"You're scared that I'll get mad at you, right?" Bas asked.

"Maybe," I mumbled.

"I wouldn't get mad just so you know."

"I'll keep that in mind. By the way I have no clue how I'll react."

"Don't worry if I have any questions I'll ask with care."

"Can we get out of this room?"

"Yeah sure we can go to my room, my roommate isn't there. But that's only if you want, we can go somewhere different too," Bas said.

"No that's okay, we can go to your room," I said.

We got up, and I followed Bas in the school to his room. Bas opened the door and we went in. There were two beds in the room (there was about two of everything).

"My bed is on the right," Bas said standing in front of me.

I nodded my head and sat on his bed.

"Kurt?" Bas called me.

I looked over to him and saw that he was sitting at his desk.

"Why don't you tell anyone?" Bas asked me.

"No one needs to know," I responded.

"Your dad does."

"No he doesn't. If he finds out he'll lose a high school friend."

"Kurt I don't think your dad would mind losing him, as long as you're safe. I bet he would even be happy to lose that guy."

"Why did you tell your dad?" I asked, trying to turn the tables.

"He begged and cried, so that I would tell him," Bas said looking at me.

"Why would he do that?"

"We were in the hospital and well I was under suicide watch."

"You tired to kill yourself?"

"Yeah."

"Do the Warblers know?" I asked.

"No," Bas responded.

"Do they know that you were raped?"

"No. All they know is that I sleep around a lot," Bas said, his voice breaking.

I moved further back on the bed, till my back hit the wall.

"Come here," I told Bas patting a space next to me.

Bas got out of his chair and sat next to me. I grabbed him by his shoulders and pulled him down. His head was in my lap. I didn't say anything, and neither did he. Then I started to play with his hair. Bas then started to softly cry. I started to rub his back. I didn't shush him, he should be able to let it go. I didn't tell him "it'll be okay/it's okay " or "it's going to get better". Because what happened to him is not okay and I don't know if everything will be okay. After a while Bas cried himself to sleep. I kept on playing with his hair so I can stay awake. But that didn't work out so well.

...

Erik held me down, he was smiling above from me. I was crying. I long ago stopped screaming for help. Then Erik's smile turned in to a frown, and he whispered in my ear.

"Don't be scared you'll love it."

Erik then kissed my neck. More tears ran down my face. Then he entered me without warning

'I guess it was a good thing he prepped me first,' I thought sadly.

But I still screamed out loud. To only get slapped across the face. Erik looked right at me and said.

"Kurt? Kurt, wake up. Wake up!"

I opened my eyes to see Bas was next to me. His eyes had worry in them. But I didn't care, I couldn't. I needed relief now. So I jumped out of bed, and went digging in my bag for it.

"Kurt, what are you doing?" Bas asked.

I ignored him. Then I found it, my razor. I pulled up my sleeve but, before I could cut the razor was out of my hand. Bas was on the floor sitting in front of me, with razor in hand.

"Kurt, don't," Bas said in a sad voice.

"No I need it! You don't understand. Please, Bas, I need it! I need it," I started out yelling but, ended up on the floor crying.

Bas moved to me and held me. He did the same thing I did to him. He didn't say anything. He just let me cry.

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