I made it this far !
this chapter is gonna be …. Well …. DEEP
Juvia was walking outside the guild with Gray …
the ice-mage totally uneasy … he doesn't know what to expect
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now juvia and gray were at an abandoned park near the guild … and juvia sat at one of the swings … hair covering her face ….
gray decided to sit of the swing next to her ….
a minute had passed and neither of them talked …. Until juvia took a deep breath and explained
"juvia … was thinking about this for a long time…. "
gray was staring … completely dumbfounded … doest know what to expect.
she continued " juvia … wanted to tell u that she will not bother u any more *laughs* … juvia is very sorry that she made u feel unhappy and uneasy all these years … if u don't love her … she is fine with that … but she want u to understand … that she will always love you …. And she will do whatever it takes to make you happy … juvia knows that this is sudden … but she realized that she was being too arrogant , stubborn and selfish , juvia started having nightmares , nightmares that started to make her realize many things… it wasn't the right way , juvia was very shocked , she couldn't sleep for days but she understands better now … juvia is sorry … and she will try from now on to give up … her first step will be without using "sama". "
Gray was staring at juvia …. He felt a pain in his chest …. ' Night mares ! Did I make her feel that bad … I guess Erza was right … I need to make things clearer '
" now … that's all juvia wanted to say *Smiles* … arigatou gray…"
juvia stood up
gray held her wrist to stop her
juvia is shocked
gray saw a tear falling down her face
gray took a breath and said " juvia … don't apologize … all this time I made u feel like shit … always letting u love me … even though I could tell u to stop … I don't deserve ur kindness … and u might be the only person out there who could love me this much ….. I'm sorry …I ..I..I lo- "
juvia put a finger on gray's lips and she sat back down and said "did I ever tell you of how I was … before I met you and fairy tail "
gray , shocked at her sudden switch from 3rd person to 1st person …. And said ...
"n-n-no "
"*eheh* okay here I go ….
I was born in a small town and both my parents had brown hair and I was born with blue … my parents were shocked and frightened, but raised me anyways …. I was bullied in school for a long time.. Because of my curse …. The rain.
my parents hated how gloomy I was and practically hated me …
so I started to read books to pass time … and I read somewhere that when u speak in third person .. its like ur talking about someone else … maybe like talking about how their life is miserable or they are the gloomy ones .
hahaha … turned out that got my bullying to get even worse …
my parents thought I was an alien and they abandoned me on my birthday .. the day I turned 9 … ( my mom was pregnant at that time ) . "
gray felt his heart being ripped into shreds hearing her tragic story …
" I was walking in the road .. and someone asked for me … me …. Me ?
it was the leader of phantom lord … he accepted me in the guild … and said he wanted me …
I , of course was happy … thinking " they wanted me" , but they only wanted my power …
I became friends with Gajeel –kun and he was like family … I think we became friends most likely because we were both put in the same place … but even he stayed away from me as much as he could because of my rain .
then I battled fairy tail … and was defeated … I thought … that was the day I was going to die . but u held my hand, told me to live and took my gloomy rain away … and I was forever grateful … I fell in love … but when u guys accepted me in fairy tail … I fell in love with u even more … because I got to know how u treat people , ur flaws , ur smile , ur charm , I fell in love with every thing .
But u never liked me … and u always tried to get away from me … but I never really cared. I would, and will always believe in you , even if u don't believe in ur self … even if know one does … I will .
when I joined fairy tail , I kept my habit in talking in 3rd person … probably because it was too good to be true . So … thank u , gray-s, I mean ,g-gray for accepting me . Please let me keep loving u … but can I at least love u in secret ? "
gray started shedding tears that he didn't even know he was shedding until he felt something wet on his face … how could she make him cry … men never cry …
juvia stood up and walked away …
gray ran after her and said " NO …"
she was shocked "?"
" NO …. DON'T LOVE IN SECRET … I-I-I don't mind if u show ur love , I don't mind if u cling on me , because that's you … and you … the beautiful juvia … so sincere , so happy , so sweet , so strong , so willing , amazing reflexes , you care , and you are the only woman that made me cry from , words ….. and juvia … I should have said this a long time ago , and I'm an ass for making u wait this long , and I don't know if I can make u happy , but I , fuck , I –I will try because juvia , " I . am . In. love. with. you. "
juvia froze up …. And bawled until her eyes couldn't take it anymore... she jumped on gray and said
" I love u too "
he held her and said " I know "
"I loved u for so long "
" I know …. And I'm sorry , I wont make u feel pain , its just tha- "
"juvia understand … she always will " .
gray began to cry "she did it again " – he whispered
The end :3
ahahah I made it pretty sad and I kind of cried … X'D man…. I got into this story more than I thought I would, any ways …. If u guys have anything u would like to say u can always message me. And if u would like to share ur opinion on the story i would absolutely love it if u told me !
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