Flora POV:

"You tell me you were happier with him,"

"But you want me to stay."

"And you tell me that you needed time, but you, you pushed me away."

"And when you try to take me back,"

"Say someday it will change."

"But I don't wanna wait."

I heard as I dropped my phone on my bed and cried.

Rose sent this video to me when she was going to talk to Helia. Her and Jamie heard him singing and they taped him.

"Flora, please stop crying, sweety." Bloom said walking in and hugging me. I handed her my phone and she gasped as she watched the video.

"Aww, flo. Com'ere." Bloom said giving me a huge hug. The rest of the girls came in, and even the guys. They gave me a huge hug and a great pep talk.

"You know we love you Flora." Tecna said.

"Yeah! And you don't need a guy weighing you down." Musa said.

"Flora, your a beautiful young, strong girl. You don't need Helia. I know you still love him, but you have to know that it gonna be okay." Stella said. They all gave me one last hug then left my room.

Its going to be okay. Its going to be good.

Haha, so much for that perfect year.

I woke up bright and early on this Pretty Monday morning. I got out of my now tissue free bed, and hopped my ass into the shower. I turned on the radio before I got in the shower, so I started humming along with the tune. It made me think of Helia. I brushed the thought of him away. He said he doesn't feel the same about me anymore. I turned off the shower and got out.

"Woah, its cold in here." I said drying off. I put on a pair of ripped skinny jeans that were a light blue. My shirt was a white crop top that's had the British flag on it. I put on my lacy combat boots, and my leather jacket. I pulled my hair up and in a high pony tail, but I left my bangs out. I put on some mascara and eye liner, but to top it off, some cream colored lip stick.

"Damnn, hey there sexyyyy." Roxy said and I laughed,

"Hey." I smiled, grabbing the breakfast bar that we keep in our dorm.

"So is Flora back?" Bloom asked coming out with her book bag. Damn it, I forgot my book bag.

"She will be if you go back in her room, and get her book bag." I smiled brightly.

"You heard what she said, Roxy." Bloom said and we all laughed.

"You guys are horrible roomates." I laughed and went to my room to grab my book bag.

"I cant believe we have Music appreciation first." I groaned as I met up with the rest of the girls, and we walked to class.

"Hey that's the best class! All we do is talk." Musa said and we laughed and walked to class.

"Yeah, I know. Did you hear about that new transfer girl?" Bloom asked.

"No." I shook my head.

"I heard she is from linphea." Bloom said.

"I hear shes a fake blonde, and a whore." Stella said.

"Hey! me and Tec heard that to! Right Tec?" Musa said.

"Yeah, we heard that yesterday when we were studying by the pond." Tecna said. We walked into class to see Helia sitting with the guys. The girls walked over towards them, but I trudged behind.

"Come on flo, your a part of this little family as much as he is." Tecna said walking with me to the table. We all sat at a circular table, and im guessing the new transfer girl was the one that kept making googley eyes at Helia.

"Nice to see your back Flo." Brandon smiled.

"Yeah." I smiled back. I then looked at Helia, and our eyes locked. I felt the tears coming, so I quickly blinked them away. I heard him sigh. The girl saw Helia looking at me, and she tried, quote tried, to give me her death glare. This pissed me off.

"Do you have a problem!?" She snapped and looked at me.

"I don't know, do you!? Your the one that's trying seduce Helia, with your god damn eyes!" I yelled getting angry.

"Your just mad because he broke up with you!" She yelled back.

"Stay out of it!" I growled making her flinch.

"Damn, shes hot." I heard some dude say to another dude.

"You just got here yesterday, so you don't know a thing about him, or me! So I suggest you poke your little fake blonde self back into your fantasy, because your dreaming if you think you know everything." I snapped sitting back in my seat. She triggered my weakness, and that weakness as Helia.

"Ms. Linphea, I believe today is your first day back from the excused absence, so I suggest you behave." The teacher said.

"Behave? Behave! I just got here and this little whore wants to start poking her fake nose into everything that's not even her business! I didn't ask to be excused for two weeks! I didn't ask for any of this to happen!" I yelled and then my breathing started to get heavier.

"Flora calm down okay? Everything is okay." I heard Bloom say to me, but my breathing kept getting heavier.

"Whats going on?" Stella asked.

"I think shes having a panic attack." Bloom said standing me up.

"She is dealing with Helia bull shit, and the death of her mom is today." Bloom whispered to the gang but I still heard her. I remember seeing Helia's face drop.

"Let me take her to the nurse." Helia said.

"No Helia, She's in enough pain because of you already." Stella said.

"And did I ask for that to happen!?" Helia snapped and picked me up.

"Let me go! Please just put me down!" I said gasping for air due to my heavy breathing. We got back to my dorm and I was calmed down.

"Please leave now." I said staring at the floor, because I know If I look up, and my eyes lock with his, the tears will come.

"Look at me." He said, his voice was soft and broken.

"No." I said, my voice cracking.

"Why?" He asked, it sounded like his voice was cracking to.

"Because I know If I look up, and our eyes lock. The tears will come. And im done crying over something that is a waste of my time." I said, trying to sound confident.

"Look im sorry, and I know I was wrong." He said cautiously and brokenly.

"Stop acting like im going to break! Don't you already know im broken!?" I yelled looking at him. The tears were already falling freely now.

"Cant you understand im broken too!?" He yelled back at me.

"No I cant understand! How can somebody be broken if they don't have a heart!?" I fired back, it was cold but I don't care, he broke me.

"Cant you understand that you broke me Helia!? It felt like I was on cloud 9 with you and then Bam! You drop a fucking anvil on me! You broke me! Every piece, every wish, every dream, all the countless days I spent thinking of you, the 3 years I spent with you, thinking that I loved you. All that time I waisted thinking that you loved me. And If I could, I still wouldn't take it back. Because the pain is the only reminder im going to have to know that this was real. To know that you were real. And as much as I don't want to admit it right now, im still in love with you! Im still hoping that day will come when I get to marry you! Im still hoping that I can forgive you and you can realize all of this was stupid! Im still hoping that you can tell me you love me!" I yelled, bawling.

"Im sorry.

But I still love you Flora." he said and for the first time, the first time, I saw the tears slide down his face.

"I still hope that one day you can forgive me, and one day I can forgive myself. Just please remember that I always will be in love with you." He said, and at that moment, I felt like that last spring of strength inside me, died.

A/N: I need some reviews! and some Ideas that can hopefully coordinate with mine! Baaaiii!