Hey guys! We are down to the last few chapters. Just two more after this and then... the end... gosh... I'm trying to stay strong while writing this but it very hard. I started out with 'Their Little Infinity'. It was my first ever fanfiction. I never knew I would get this far. I never believed I would get a sequel out of it. It's just incredible. I don't want to end it. I wish it could go on forever but alas... all good stories must come to an end.

Stay tuned for the second to last chapter.

Okay?

~Wallflower95


Three weeks since I've graduated and I still can't really believe it. It's also been three weeks since I've officially started dating Liam. I sometimes wonder why I even pushed him away. He's great and I really like him. Even Kylie likes him and usually she's not a big fan of guys.

"Just promise me something okay?" Kylie said. I smiled and sipped my lemonade and leaned back in the chair.

"And what's that?"

"Just promise me you won't get so attached to the guy that you'll leave me behind? I mean, I like being in your life as long as you like having me in your life. But if you ditch me all the time for your boyfriend I will kill you." I laughed.

"If I become one of those girls I give you permission to kill me." I said with a smile.

"Great! Oh and I expect and invitation to the wedding as well."

"Well of course maid of honor." I said.

I smiled at the memory. I sighed and pulled out the box that contained all my mom's letters. I pulled one out. My name was scrawled in her handwriting. I traced the letters with my finger. It's the very last one. The last letter I will ever read from my mom. There was something in the envelope. I sighed.

"Okay. Last one. You can do it." I tore it open. A flash drive fell out. I frowned and read the letter.

My little infinity,

This is the very last letter I have for you. I don't have much time now. I know that. I had my forever within the numbered day and I am so grateful for it. With this letter is a flash drive. It's Gus's eulogy to me. Thought you might want to watch it. To see what your dad was like.

Anna, I know that most of your life you wondered why you didn't have your parents there with you. When I was your age I never understood why my mother spent every day of her life taking care of my cancerous body or why my dad dedicated his every waking moment to his job. I soon realized that parents will do anything when it comes to their children... even if it means they have to make sacrifices. And they people make sacrifices for the ones they love. I love you so much Anna. I wish I could be with you. But I am so happy with my choices Anna. I am happy with the life I'm leaving behind. I got an education. I had the best of friends. I fell in love. I said my goodbyes. I left my scars. I am happy.

So cherish everything in life. Take nothing for granted and know that Augustus and I love you and we are probably toasting your name to some pretty great champagne in that capital 'S' somewhere. I hope you like your choices Anna.

I love you.

Yours truly,

Mom

I felt some tears pooling in my eyes as emotions washed over me. That was it. That was the last of my mom. I sighed and swiped the tears away. I took a shaky breath and grabbed my laptop. I plugged the flash drive in and pressed play. A boy, about seventeen at least appeared on the screen. He had dark hair and clear blue eyes. Like mine. He had a crooked smile plastered on his face.

"Hazel Grace." It was my dad. Augustus.

"If you are watching this it means I am long gone. It also means that your forever within the numbered days is fading away."

"I decided to leave you one last gift as a token of our little infinity."

"I know what you're thinking though. Why would your sexy hot Augustus Waters leave you a video on a flash drive? That is so unlike him! Very true words Hazel Grace but I thought I'd be a little romantic. You know those chick flicks girls are so into? The guy dies o something and leaves the love of his life a bunch of lovey dovey letters. I didn't think you'd be into it so I thought a video would be your kind of things. Plus you get to see my beautiful face." I laughed.

"I am sorry I never made it to speaking at your funeral and I am sorry our little infinity had to end so soon. I want you to know that I loved every second of it. You also gave me a forever within the numbered days and I am eternally grateful."

"On with the video!"

"Hazel Grace this is my person version of your eulogy. Please sit back and enjoy the show."

"Hazel Grace, I now realize that I will be unable to attend your funeral as I am yet another victim of what we call dying. But please know that when I do leave this world I will always be watching you in that capital 'S' somewhere."

"There's this quote from a movie my biology teacher made my class watch. It goes like this: They say every atom in our bodies was once part of a star. Maybe I'm not leaving... maybe I'm going home.' Maybe that's where I am Hazel Grace and maybe that's where you're heading."

"I take back what I said about the world not being a wish granting factory. I got my wish. I got more time to be with you and to fall in love with you. I love everything about you Hazel. I love that you read the same book over and over again. I like how you defend eggs in the breakfast category. I love your horrible taste in tv shows and I love how incredibly smart you are."

"I wish I could have spent the rest of my life with you but sometimes things don't work out in life and that's okay. I know I've reached my last hurdle in my sprint for life as I know you will eventually reach it but I also know that one day we will be back together and I don't mind waiting for you. I'd wait an eternity for you Hazel Grace."

"It's only now that I truly understand AIA. Life really does end in the middle of the sentence."

The screen went dark and I blinked. I clicked the button but nothing happened.

"Oh that is just cruel." I said.

"Kidding!" The screen came back to life and I nearly fell out of my seat.

"That was really mean of me yes but I couldn't help it."

"Anyway, back to your eulogy."

"You complete me Hazel Grace and you've changed in so many ways. I don't have to worry about leaving a mark in this world because I know I will be forever remembered by the person I love most. You."

"This determinism illustrates just how unique you are Hazel Grace Lancaster. A determinism that led you to define life in your own terms. Cancer for you was not a destiny; it was a mutant by-product of human evolution. You are you Hazel and that is what I love most about you."

"I will miss you Hazel but always know that I love you. Present tense. Okay?" I sniffed. Tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Okay dad." The screen froze. I wiped the tears away. This is what I have been searching for my whole life. A reason as to who my parents were and why they had to go. I never understood why my parents had to be taken away from me. I understood now. They left their scars. Life can be unfair. Not all wishes come true and there's nothing we can do about it but all we can do is make the most out of it. My parent got some time. They lived their numbered days falling in love and caring for me. I am so thankful for such amazing parents. I promised myself right then and there that I would be happy with all my choices in life.


just curious... if you read both 'Their Little Infinity' and 'Anna's Infinity' which was your favorite? what was your favorite part in the story? For me... I enjoyed writing both stories but I had a lot of fun creating a whole new story with Anna. my favorite part was when she opened the letter that lead her to the Literal Heart of Jesus where we find Patrick still leading support group:) how about you guys?

comment and review please! I appreciate it so much:)

~Wallflower95

p.s Gus's eulogy to Hazel on the flash drive was first seen in chapter 19 in Their Little Infinity...

p.p.s my sister and I are in the process of coming up with a Divergent/Hunger Games crossover. we don't have a solid plot line just yet. it's in the works! would anyone be interested? let me know:)