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Leslie Lili,

Lilies and Bobcats,

& AsokaECHoof21

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"Joker!" I scream.

His laughing stops and the knife loosens. I sigh heavily feeling my heart trying to jump out of my chest.

"Joker" I breathe out heavily.

"Oh doll face sorrYY 'bout that" he says still laughing lightly.

"WHAT THE HELL!" I yell pushing him away from me and grab my neck rubbing it. "What are ya doin?" I ask scowling at him.

He slipped his knife back in to his jacket pocket his movements were smooth as he pulled me from the wall and circle around me like I was his prey.

"Yes"? I ask my tone irritated.

"Glad I wasn'T the onlyyy one to-a dressss uP" he ends as he stands in front of me again.

With that said I look to him seeing what he means, he wearing a musty suite. A pattered shirt and tie, on top a green vest with four buttons however only three are buttoned the one right after the first button is missed, matched with striped purple suit pants and a purple coat and he wears his black rubber gloves. As I trail up from his body to meet his stare his face is almost perfect, his grease painted face look as if the paints were just recently applied.

As I look to him I couldn't help but see the jagged smile from cheek to cheek. While I looked he stood there hunched a bit to look at me in the face his body towers over me a great deal. No words are exchanged as we gaze his toxic green eyes never leaving my face. I lifted my small hand to his face placing my lower palm on his jaw and my fingers rested over the scared smile.

"You look handsome" I tell him softly.

His body shifted under my touch.

"Your-a not so bad lookin yourself, toots" he jokes adding a little gangster to his voice like it was 1940's.

I smirk. He chuckled a bit under his breath.

"Sorry" he muttered still chuckling.

"Huh?-" I was cut off.

The alleyway blued a loud ringing was filling my ears as his white face turned into nothing just abbess.

Darkness surrounds my eyes giving me tunnel vision I heard dark manically laughing echoing around me. I tried shaking off this medicated feeling but it was no use. Flashes of Jay laughing holding a knife to me span around me, a man tied up gagged and beaten flew through my mind I held my head trying to pin point theses thoughts. Blood splattered on a wall as Jay's voice was roaring sweet nothings in my ear. I could hear myself giggling, a man screaming a hot kiss on my lips and then I saw the blood hit the wall again, snapping sounds filled my mind as did barks of a dog, than a sliver glimmer of a razor and the laughing of Joker again repeating the same word again and again, 'Smile'

I couldn't put them together couldn't make since of what I was seeing, couldn't put them in the right order to tell a story that would make since; I couldn't understand what I was seeing.

"Do ya?" he asked whispering in my ear. "Then do it" He commanded, voice sweet and yet a hit of annoyance.

"I love ya Joker" I heard my own voice slur, giggle.

I hit my head trying to fill in the gasps.

My own blood curdling screams filled my ears as I wonder what the hell what put me in so much pain.

I tossed and turned till I felt my body jolt and when my eyes opened my tunnel vision was gone. A dark grey room with a ripped up blood soaked mattress that I laid on and old half burnt dresser was all that was in the room, at least all I could see. I pouted having no clue to where I am; it looks like a ruin down building some junkie would squat in. Tear filled my eyes as I felt dry tears on my cheeks. I stood up shaky looking around; behind me was a desk and two doors, both closed.

I went to one door on the right wall to the far left, I turned the knob but nothing happened, it's locked. I sniffle as I limp over to the other door and open it to see a dirty bathroom, stained yellow skin and toilet and a dark mold green and black color rotted the bathtub. I limped in my body sore and aching.

I turned to the mirror, my platinum locks ratted curls crunch and tangled together, my eyes were swollen, red and puffy, my eyeliner and mascara ran down my cheeks leaving black lines and tear marks on my red face with drops of the black makeup on my chest followed with red spots, my ruby lips were smuggled into a long smile smeared to my cheeks.

A flash of the joker commanding a smile came to mind. I shook my head and lost the scene fast.

I finally noticed my shoes and socks were gone, my stockings ripped in many places I pulled at the garter strap it felt very tender, seeing red and brown lines underneath them like the strap was being strapped so many times it started to bruise me, my coat and cardigan gone, my skirt was untouched but in a few places the fabric felt odd covered in something that made it feel rough, then my eyes travel up my white sheer shirt was covered in red patches more than half unbuttoned showing my lacy white bra also smeared red, the right side more.

I looked down to the most painful part of my body, my white shirt was cut up from the back of my wrist to the inside of my elbow the entire sleeve red. As I lifted my right arm to my gaze I could believe what I saw, 'SMILE' I nearly broke into sob seeing the word cut into my skin and underneath it was, '-J' I held myself together knowing it will scar. I look in the mirror more examining my wounds, bruises and new scars.

A hand print was on my neck followed with many bite marks I pulled off my shirt and saw lots of bruises of hand prints on my sides, I turned to look at my back seeing a shallow cut at the bottom of my last rip to the left, and bites on my shoulders, looking down the same as my neck, hand prints covered my thighs along with the bruises of my garter straps.

Beside those blurry memories I had before I woke I don't know anything about last night, but I was for sure about something… I enjoyed myself.

so like WOW! this chapter was a bit much for me but i feel the Joker character isn't at all soft or gentle so maybe i pushed it to far IDK but i just kept writing and this is what came to me.

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