Chapter 6- Delusions, Reality, and Fighting

Oh My fricken Gosh! I am soooo sorry, everyone! I have had so much nonstop homework all of the time and I never got a break, and then I got sick and could barely get out of bed. then I had more homework and my makeup homework on top of that. Then I finished The Fault in Our Stars by John Green and cried for about a week and a half. Then right after that I finished the third book in the Vampire Academy series and cried for another three or four days. Then I was damn right freaking out and fangirling about the new Vampire Academy movie that just came out. I am so sorry again for my long absence, and did anyone see the final Divergent Trailer, HOLY CRAP!

ME- Come on Four you said you'd do it.

Four- No, actually, you forced me here.

ME- Oh well pretty please, I only brought you cause I love you

Four- Emma doesn't own Divergent or any of the characters she is only using some of them. Veronica Roth owns Divergent and Emma isn't Veronica Roth or she wouldn't be writing fanfic about divergent!

Four POV

I wake up, it's the third day of training. Today is the day that the initiates start hand to hand combat with one another. I wonder who I should pair up with who. i know I don't want to start it off with some of the stronger initiates fighting the weaker of the group or all hell will break loose. I'm just glad that I'm the one one who chooses the fighting pairs instead of Eric. He'd probably do exactly the opposite of what I'm thinking. Kat at would probably get beaten badly if she's paired up with someone like Trenton, or even Zander. I'll probably pair her with someone like... hmm... maybe Blake, or Lexi, or even maybe Brenna. I'll take care of it later. All I know now is that i have to be careful playing games like Candor or Dauntless with the initiates, and not be so stupid picking truth when I already knew they would ask me who I like. What would have happened if Zeke, and the other dauntless came in? What would I have done? In my mind it played out something like this.

Truth, I say. Alright, he says. Who do you like? Dammit, screw me for saying truth. Do I lie? I can't tell them the truth, I mean the girl I like is sitting right across from me. I come up with this. You wouldn't know her. I say. Bowl Crap, Trenton says. We've been here for almost a week now, someone in this room must know her besides you. They all nod, and I, am backed into a corner. Damn, damn, damn. I think to myself. I swear you wouldn't know her. I say again. I hear a group of the initiates say bowl shit. I look down at the floor, can't tell them, so what do I do. My hands are shaking, and I'm sweating like crazy. Lauren, I say. No way! Gabby screams. We all know her already, you said we don't know her now tell the truth Four! fine, I say. But I have one condition, I only have ton tell one person, and they can choose if they want to tell all of you. I hear groans and then okays. Good, I'll tell Kat, because I have a feeling she won't tell any of you. Kat gets up and follows me to the other room. who do you like? She asks me. You wan't the truth? I ask her, hoping she'll say yes , she says . I wan't the truth and I won't tell anyone I swear I won't. fine, I say. I like you Kat. She blushes, and I lean down to kiss her.

I snap out of my delusion, wait a minute was that just in my head or if Zeke and his friends didn't storm in would that have actually happened? Would we have kissed? I ask my self in my head. Dang it, why did they have to come in the room last night? Why out of all nights did it have to be that one night during that one time? Last night during that game right then and there I would have begged for anyone to interrupt us having fun so I wouldn't have to tell everyone that I like Kat in that way. But now I'm rethinking everything over, if Zeke and the other dauntless didn't burst in last night, and I only told Kat, and if we would've kissed. Now I would give anything for that reality to happen, instead of the reality that is reality.

Kat's POV

I wake up and feel sore all over. I get up and go to take a in the shower I notice new muscle forming where there wasn't any before. My body hurts from all of this new training, and working with all of these weapons. It's a new sensation, feeling strong. But its a good feeling, it doesn't make me feel so weak like how I felt growing up in Abnegation. Ugh, I miss it, yet I don't. Oh, well, I'll get over it.

I walk in the training room with the other initiates wondering who Four does like. He never got to tell us last night. One part of me is telling me to leave it alone but, the other part of me is telling me to go and ask him. God, this is so confusing what do I do. I decide latter on I will ask him, I know it's not Candor and no one shares all of there secrets, but I can't forget about it. Oh well if he tells me he tells me if he doesn't, he doesn't. Once we all are in, we see instead of another group of weapons on tables, instead, there is a fighting ring in the center of the room. Four emerges from one side of the room, and says. We will be fighting today in pairs. He puts a chalkboard up with the fighting pairs. The pairs are as followed.

Trenton, Blake

Jared, Zander

Isabelle, Gabby

Lexi, Garett

Brenna, Kat

I am relived when I see who I'm fighting, I know I will be able to win, hopefully. God help me. I fight last so I will get to watch all of the other pairs. I should watch closely and see the other initiates week spots, so when I fight others, I will have an advantage. Four explains how one of the fighters must be unable to keep fighting for the other person to win. I sigh, I don't want to hurt anyone, yet I want to progress in my ranks. Trenton and Blake get into the ring and start fighting, it is an easy fight, Trenton wins fast. I notice that Trenton only protects his chest and face, and doesn't use his legs. The fights go on. I notice some have weaknesses here and there, don't use this or that, and I think I'm set. Then Four says. "Kat, Brenna", go! I get up from the bench I was sitting on and make my way to the ring. I am not scared or nervous. I get in and walk toward Brenna. She is tall, with long legs, and a bad throw from what I've heard. If she's weak in her hands she won't be able to hit me hard. Four blows the whistle, and Brenna trys to kick me in the side and I dodge it. She gets thrown off balance, and I take it to my advantage.

I kick her in the side, she falls and tries to get back up. I kick her again but she rolls away from my foot. She gets back up clutching her side. She throws a hard punch at my side, it hurts like hell. I groan and put my arms in front of me to block any other hits like that. She smirks, thinking she has the win. I stumble forward, so she thinks I'm going to fall. She laughs and says, "I knew this would be an easy fight, no way the stiffs gonna make it past stage one." She's about to turn and get out of the ring, when I knock her legs out from under her and kick her, once, twice, three times. Then I hear Four from behind me. "You won, Kat." I won I think to myself, it's a new feeling since in Abnegation we never had any competitions. It's a nice feeling though knowing I've done well.

Four's POV

She won, I think to myself, both a little surprised and impressed. Her first fight only took her seven and a half minutes. I say, "You won, Kat." She turns and looks at me with a satisfied look in her eyes. I mark down all of the initiates who won, and those who lost. Kat, Lexi, Trenton, Isabelle, and Jared all won. The others lost. I smile knowing that Kat is doing well so far. I dismiss the initiates for lunch, and go put the list in one of the side rooms. I walk out and decide to work on my aim for a bit. I start throwing knives, one, two, three,... "Four?" I hear. I turn around and Kat is standing by the ring. Why does she look so familiar to me? "Yeah," I say. "Did you forget something?" I ask. "No,... um I just had a question," she says nervously. "But, know what it doesn't matter." "No, what's up?" I say wondering what she needs to ask me. "Well, last night, before the dauntless-born attacked us with silly string you never told us who you liked and I was just curious who it is. I won't tell anyone, I swear I won't. I just. Ugh... Who do you like as more than a friend Four, and answer truthfully."

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That is all for this chapter I will now be updating about weekly or earlier. Dun dun dun. CLIFFHANGER WHAT WILL HAPPEN? Oh I love giving cliffhangers out. Thank you so much and, oh before I forget again. I am writing a book. If anyone wants to read what I have of it let me know!It is a dystopian book. Bye Love Ya- Emma