Well, here goes! Cross my fingers! I wrote this prologue, so hopefully it's A-Okay. ;) And I PROMISE the next chpts WILL be longer!
Oh, and as it has been pointed out to me, this story is similar to Bluestar's Prophecy in the first chpt, but I can assure you, it is WAY different, you'll just have to read to find out!
Some dream of success,
others get up and work at it.
Some wish they could believe,
others just do.
Some feel the rain,
others just get wet.
Some wonder forever,
others look for answers.
I was that cat. I couldn't wonder forever, I just had to know. My heart was wilder than the wind itself, and I felt the rain. I felt the sun, the darkness, the hate. So much of my life was spent in hate, in regret.
At that time, my heart felt trapped, and I felt completely alone. From the beginning, I had promised myself that I was not my mother, and I would never beher. Yes, I loved her, very much, but she was not my role model. I didn't want to endure more hurt... but I had no idea how much pain I was yet to go through.
My sister and I had once been so close, but it was as if a hawk had broken that ray of sunshine, shattering our world, and darkening every vivid color imaginable. We became like strangers, and I lost all my faith in her. I shut her out.
She tried again and again to re-open that door, the door I had closed so firmly, but I refused to let her in, refused to forgive. My life crumbled into a dark, deep pit of un-forgiveness. How could I forgive her, after what she had done? She had betrayed me, she betrayed us. Even after all that had happened with our mother, had she not listened to, heard, and felt the pain it had caused us, the pain it had caused our mother?
Still, we are not as close as we once were, but I don't have the time to dwell on the past any longer. But so often, when I'm alone, I find myself wondering, can I ever truly let down my guard and forgive? Or will I, for the first time in my life, wonder forever..?
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