Hey guys! Sorry it is so long between updates. I've hardly had a
moment to myself, but I promise to make this chapter longer then the last
few. Sorry they were getting too short, I just didn't want to give away
too much information too soon.
Thanks again to all my reviewers! You guys are great! Enjoy!
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"Hey you." Fujitaka sat down next to his wife on their bed.
"Hey." Nadeshiko responded rolling over to face him.
Fujitaka reached forward and brushed the hair off her forehead. "Are you hungry?"
She shook her head slightly. "No. Where is-"
"the nurse?" He finished her question for her. "She just left a few minutes ago."
Nadeshiko absentmindedly nodded her head.
Fujitaka watched her for a moment and spoke up, "Touya will be here soon."
She looked into his eyes. "Did you call Sakura as well?" Fujitaka shook his head and Nadeshiko nodded looking past her husband to the bedroom door. "Good." Fujitaka closed his eyes as he bent down to rest his lips on her forehead. "Good." She whispered again.
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Eriol drove and Tomoyo sat up front with him. The car ride was mostly quiet as they drove farther into town. Sakura blankly stared out the window as fields past by, not even noticing a tear leaving her eye.
Leaning against his own door, Syaoran had kept a close eye on Sakura. She was pulling away, but he had to give her credit for even trying. Watching the tear roll down her cheek, he reached over and grabbed her hand. She turned her head to face him and the tear dropped onto her arm. "Oh. . " She said looking down at the small droplet as if it was a foreign object.
At the new found sound, Tomoyo slightly turned to look back at Syaoran and Sakura to see what happened. She watched as Sakura looked from her arm to Syaoran's face. Slowly turning around Tomoyo glanced at Eriol. 'Its too tense. . . but I don't know what to say. No one is filling us in on the details!'
Eriol could feel Tomoyo's gaze on him and he turned and gave her a quick smile before looking back to the road. "We are almost there guys." He spoke up happily so that everyone could hear.
Sakura pulled her eyes away from Syaoran and looked at Eriol in the rear view mirror. Eriol gave Sakura a warm smile even though she didn't have one for him return, and once again looked back to the road.
At her distraction, Syaoran moved towards the center of the back seat loosening his seat belt. Sakura felt the movement and leaned back into the seat. Syaoran raised his arm and brought it over Sakura's head and around her back pulling her into him. She didn't resist and gave Syaoran a sideways hug as she leaned her head into the side of his chest.
Once she settled against him, Syaoran lowered his head on top of hers and gently kissed her hair. Tightening his arm around her shoulders, he slowly ran his fingers up and down her arm. Tilting his head slightly he attempted to whisper so only she could hear. "Everything will be okay. I promise." Sakura closed her eyes at his comforting voice and he turned his head to look out his window.
Tomoyo reached across the front seat for one of Eriol's hands looking for comfort from the unknown. He gladly removed one of his from the steering wheel to place into her awaiting hand. Glancing over for a moment he gave her a sad smile quietly repeating Syaoran's words. "Everything will be okay." He knew that Syaoran would eventually let him know what was going on, it would just take time. Unfortunately he had no idea of just what little amount of time they had left.
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An suitcase sat in the middle of a bed completely packed, but no closed. Touya stood off to the side staring at it. It was as if closing the case would make everything fall down, yet he couldn't look at anything else. He knew what was coming, he just didn't really know how to deal. Touya was so distracted by his own thoughts that he didn't hear someone come into the room and walk up behind him. It wasn't until he heard a small sigh and felt arms wrap around him that he knew he was no longer alone. Opening he mouth he whispered, "I don't know what to do Yuki. I don't know what to do." His voice cracked and tears started running out of his eyes as if a faucet was just turned on. Lifting both his hands to his eyes, he tried to block the emotion from escaping. Everything was becoming too real and he didn't like the feeling it brought.
The figure that held to his back loosened his grip on the man and walked to face Touya who was still covering his face. "I know Touya." Yukito whispered soothingly as he wrapped his arms around the devastated man in front of him.
Touya lowered his head to Yukito's shoulder and wrapped one arm tightly around his back and the other reaching up into the smaller man's silver hair. Touya sobbed as Yukito tried his best to remain in control of his own tears only managing to quietly release all of his pent up sorrow with Touya's.
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Sakura snapped her eyes open trying to forget the dream that she had. She was sweating and shaking lightly. Syaoran could feel her vibrating even with the car still driving down the road. He was beginning to think it was a bad idea to try to make her forget. How could she? How could anyone? Closing his eyes, he moved the hand that rested on her arm to her head, pressing it more firmly into his chest. As if it was a natural instinct Sakura grabbed shirt and held it tightly. Syaoran placed his other hand over hers trying to coax her into relaxing. He wasn't going to ask, especially not in front of Eriol and Tomoyo. Looking up to the rear view mirror, he caught Eriol's eye's with his own and silently expressed his concern for the girl that clung to him.
Eriol nodded his head motioning Syaoran to look out the window and he obeyed without question. There was a small ranch located in the middle of the nothingness they had driven through for the past 30 minutes. It was just far enough away that the hustle of normal life wouldn't disturb them.
They pulled up to the ranch moments later and Eriol stopped the car. Before anyone could see, or so she thought, Sakura pulled away from Syaoran and was the first to hop out of the car. Closing the door she wiped the back of her hand over her eyes once and walked to the entrance of the ranch.
Everyone else got out of the car and Tomoyo walked over to Sakura. "Aren't you excited?" Tomoyo chirped smiling at Sakura kindly pretending that she heard nothing that went on in the car.
Sakura smiled an empty smile and nodded looking back to the small house that awaited their arrival. Eriol walked by the girls and Tomoyo followed behind him. Sakura watched as Tomoyo took hold of his arm and he smiled to her girl next to him lovingly. "It must be nice." Sakura murmured out before she could stop herself. Standing up straighter, she thought to herself 'I need to try harder' Syaoran walked to her side and stopped looking down at her with questions written all over his face. The concern he held in his face for her was comforting in a way. 'For Syaoran. I don't want him to worry anymore.' Smiling as sincerely as she could, she took his hand in hers and followed behind Tomoyo and Eriol.
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Fifteen minutes had passed and Touya had finally started to calm down. The two still stood in an firm embrace as Yukito ran his hand through his hair.
Touya finally broke the silence. "I don't think I can do this Yuki."
Yukito pulled back lightly to look at Touya how avoided his gaze. "You won't be alone." Touya loosened his grip on the smaller man and let his arms slide. Yukito frowned and released his hold around Touya's back to grab one of his arms to keep it from completely falling away, and took his other hand placing it gently on Touya's cheek. "Please Touya, don't try to hide from this." Touya finally lifted his gaze to Yukito's. "I'll be there with you Touya."
Touya smiled sadly. "You are coming with me right? Cause I'm not going to make it through this without you." Another lone tear slid from the corner of his eye.
Yukito moved his thumb and wiped it from existence. "Of course. I wouldn't have it any other way." Returning a warm smile.
Touya sighed closing his eyes. "Good." Leaning his head down to meet Yukito's forehead.
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"We only have two horses available at the moment. Do you guys mind partnering up?" The guide asked as the four looked at the beautiful stallions that were waiting in their pens.
Eriol spoke for the group. "Not a problem! We are just glad to be going."
The guide laughed as he opened the gate to the first horse leading it over to Eriol to take. "Point taken." As he handed the reins over to Eriol he looked to Syaoran. "You've ridden before as well, am I correct?"
Syaoran nodded and walked over to the horse that the guide was now pulling out for him. Taking the reins he lead the horse out of the barn.
"Well lets get started. Girls in front, and you guys in the back alright?" The guide mounted his own horse and lead it in front of the other two waiting for them to be ready.
The girls were helped up easily by Syaoran and Eriol and the boys gilded up onto the horses with almost the same ease. After settling on the horse, they started off.
After a few minutes Sakura relaxed into Syaoran. They were still taking a slow pace, Sakura and Syaoran taking the back. The clomping of the horses hoofs on he dirt trail played a erythematic melody as Tomoyo and Eriol were giggling about something the guide had told the. Syaoran's arms relaxed as he placed them onto her thighs to rest gently.
"Syaoran?" Sakura asked quietly.
"Yeah?" Syaoran asked leaning his head closer to hers.
She paused for a moment before continuing. "I keep having this dream."
"Me too." Syaoran sighed out in a breath
Sakura closed her eyes not hearing his response. "It use to be beautiful, but now" she brought a hand up to massage her collar bone. "now it swallows me up into darkness." Syaoran closed his eyes for a moment before looking on down the trail. They were starting to lag behind. "I'm scared Syao."
Syaoran whispered into the air. "Me too Sakura, me too."
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Laying next to his wife, Fujitaka watched the slow but steady rhythm of Nadeshiko's breathing. He studied her figure trying to take in every detail. 'I won't ever forget' He told himself reassuringly.
As if reading his thoughts Nadeshiko whispered quietly as she turned her head to him and opened her eyes, "I will always be with you."
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Bare with me, it's late, I have a headache and I didn't really edit this chapter very well. If you catch any problems please let me know. Thank you guys for your patience.
Thanks again to all my reviewers! You guys are great! Enjoy!
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"Hey you." Fujitaka sat down next to his wife on their bed.
"Hey." Nadeshiko responded rolling over to face him.
Fujitaka reached forward and brushed the hair off her forehead. "Are you hungry?"
She shook her head slightly. "No. Where is-"
"the nurse?" He finished her question for her. "She just left a few minutes ago."
Nadeshiko absentmindedly nodded her head.
Fujitaka watched her for a moment and spoke up, "Touya will be here soon."
She looked into his eyes. "Did you call Sakura as well?" Fujitaka shook his head and Nadeshiko nodded looking past her husband to the bedroom door. "Good." Fujitaka closed his eyes as he bent down to rest his lips on her forehead. "Good." She whispered again.
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Eriol drove and Tomoyo sat up front with him. The car ride was mostly quiet as they drove farther into town. Sakura blankly stared out the window as fields past by, not even noticing a tear leaving her eye.
Leaning against his own door, Syaoran had kept a close eye on Sakura. She was pulling away, but he had to give her credit for even trying. Watching the tear roll down her cheek, he reached over and grabbed her hand. She turned her head to face him and the tear dropped onto her arm. "Oh. . " She said looking down at the small droplet as if it was a foreign object.
At the new found sound, Tomoyo slightly turned to look back at Syaoran and Sakura to see what happened. She watched as Sakura looked from her arm to Syaoran's face. Slowly turning around Tomoyo glanced at Eriol. 'Its too tense. . . but I don't know what to say. No one is filling us in on the details!'
Eriol could feel Tomoyo's gaze on him and he turned and gave her a quick smile before looking back to the road. "We are almost there guys." He spoke up happily so that everyone could hear.
Sakura pulled her eyes away from Syaoran and looked at Eriol in the rear view mirror. Eriol gave Sakura a warm smile even though she didn't have one for him return, and once again looked back to the road.
At her distraction, Syaoran moved towards the center of the back seat loosening his seat belt. Sakura felt the movement and leaned back into the seat. Syaoran raised his arm and brought it over Sakura's head and around her back pulling her into him. She didn't resist and gave Syaoran a sideways hug as she leaned her head into the side of his chest.
Once she settled against him, Syaoran lowered his head on top of hers and gently kissed her hair. Tightening his arm around her shoulders, he slowly ran his fingers up and down her arm. Tilting his head slightly he attempted to whisper so only she could hear. "Everything will be okay. I promise." Sakura closed her eyes at his comforting voice and he turned his head to look out his window.
Tomoyo reached across the front seat for one of Eriol's hands looking for comfort from the unknown. He gladly removed one of his from the steering wheel to place into her awaiting hand. Glancing over for a moment he gave her a sad smile quietly repeating Syaoran's words. "Everything will be okay." He knew that Syaoran would eventually let him know what was going on, it would just take time. Unfortunately he had no idea of just what little amount of time they had left.
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An suitcase sat in the middle of a bed completely packed, but no closed. Touya stood off to the side staring at it. It was as if closing the case would make everything fall down, yet he couldn't look at anything else. He knew what was coming, he just didn't really know how to deal. Touya was so distracted by his own thoughts that he didn't hear someone come into the room and walk up behind him. It wasn't until he heard a small sigh and felt arms wrap around him that he knew he was no longer alone. Opening he mouth he whispered, "I don't know what to do Yuki. I don't know what to do." His voice cracked and tears started running out of his eyes as if a faucet was just turned on. Lifting both his hands to his eyes, he tried to block the emotion from escaping. Everything was becoming too real and he didn't like the feeling it brought.
The figure that held to his back loosened his grip on the man and walked to face Touya who was still covering his face. "I know Touya." Yukito whispered soothingly as he wrapped his arms around the devastated man in front of him.
Touya lowered his head to Yukito's shoulder and wrapped one arm tightly around his back and the other reaching up into the smaller man's silver hair. Touya sobbed as Yukito tried his best to remain in control of his own tears only managing to quietly release all of his pent up sorrow with Touya's.
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Sakura snapped her eyes open trying to forget the dream that she had. She was sweating and shaking lightly. Syaoran could feel her vibrating even with the car still driving down the road. He was beginning to think it was a bad idea to try to make her forget. How could she? How could anyone? Closing his eyes, he moved the hand that rested on her arm to her head, pressing it more firmly into his chest. As if it was a natural instinct Sakura grabbed shirt and held it tightly. Syaoran placed his other hand over hers trying to coax her into relaxing. He wasn't going to ask, especially not in front of Eriol and Tomoyo. Looking up to the rear view mirror, he caught Eriol's eye's with his own and silently expressed his concern for the girl that clung to him.
Eriol nodded his head motioning Syaoran to look out the window and he obeyed without question. There was a small ranch located in the middle of the nothingness they had driven through for the past 30 minutes. It was just far enough away that the hustle of normal life wouldn't disturb them.
They pulled up to the ranch moments later and Eriol stopped the car. Before anyone could see, or so she thought, Sakura pulled away from Syaoran and was the first to hop out of the car. Closing the door she wiped the back of her hand over her eyes once and walked to the entrance of the ranch.
Everyone else got out of the car and Tomoyo walked over to Sakura. "Aren't you excited?" Tomoyo chirped smiling at Sakura kindly pretending that she heard nothing that went on in the car.
Sakura smiled an empty smile and nodded looking back to the small house that awaited their arrival. Eriol walked by the girls and Tomoyo followed behind him. Sakura watched as Tomoyo took hold of his arm and he smiled to her girl next to him lovingly. "It must be nice." Sakura murmured out before she could stop herself. Standing up straighter, she thought to herself 'I need to try harder' Syaoran walked to her side and stopped looking down at her with questions written all over his face. The concern he held in his face for her was comforting in a way. 'For Syaoran. I don't want him to worry anymore.' Smiling as sincerely as she could, she took his hand in hers and followed behind Tomoyo and Eriol.
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Fifteen minutes had passed and Touya had finally started to calm down. The two still stood in an firm embrace as Yukito ran his hand through his hair.
Touya finally broke the silence. "I don't think I can do this Yuki."
Yukito pulled back lightly to look at Touya how avoided his gaze. "You won't be alone." Touya loosened his grip on the smaller man and let his arms slide. Yukito frowned and released his hold around Touya's back to grab one of his arms to keep it from completely falling away, and took his other hand placing it gently on Touya's cheek. "Please Touya, don't try to hide from this." Touya finally lifted his gaze to Yukito's. "I'll be there with you Touya."
Touya smiled sadly. "You are coming with me right? Cause I'm not going to make it through this without you." Another lone tear slid from the corner of his eye.
Yukito moved his thumb and wiped it from existence. "Of course. I wouldn't have it any other way." Returning a warm smile.
Touya sighed closing his eyes. "Good." Leaning his head down to meet Yukito's forehead.
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"We only have two horses available at the moment. Do you guys mind partnering up?" The guide asked as the four looked at the beautiful stallions that were waiting in their pens.
Eriol spoke for the group. "Not a problem! We are just glad to be going."
The guide laughed as he opened the gate to the first horse leading it over to Eriol to take. "Point taken." As he handed the reins over to Eriol he looked to Syaoran. "You've ridden before as well, am I correct?"
Syaoran nodded and walked over to the horse that the guide was now pulling out for him. Taking the reins he lead the horse out of the barn.
"Well lets get started. Girls in front, and you guys in the back alright?" The guide mounted his own horse and lead it in front of the other two waiting for them to be ready.
The girls were helped up easily by Syaoran and Eriol and the boys gilded up onto the horses with almost the same ease. After settling on the horse, they started off.
After a few minutes Sakura relaxed into Syaoran. They were still taking a slow pace, Sakura and Syaoran taking the back. The clomping of the horses hoofs on he dirt trail played a erythematic melody as Tomoyo and Eriol were giggling about something the guide had told the. Syaoran's arms relaxed as he placed them onto her thighs to rest gently.
"Syaoran?" Sakura asked quietly.
"Yeah?" Syaoran asked leaning his head closer to hers.
She paused for a moment before continuing. "I keep having this dream."
"Me too." Syaoran sighed out in a breath
Sakura closed her eyes not hearing his response. "It use to be beautiful, but now" she brought a hand up to massage her collar bone. "now it swallows me up into darkness." Syaoran closed his eyes for a moment before looking on down the trail. They were starting to lag behind. "I'm scared Syao."
Syaoran whispered into the air. "Me too Sakura, me too."
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Laying next to his wife, Fujitaka watched the slow but steady rhythm of Nadeshiko's breathing. He studied her figure trying to take in every detail. 'I won't ever forget' He told himself reassuringly.
As if reading his thoughts Nadeshiko whispered quietly as she turned her head to him and opened her eyes, "I will always be with you."
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Bare with me, it's late, I have a headache and I didn't really edit this chapter very well. If you catch any problems please let me know. Thank you guys for your patience.