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Chapter 5: My Worst Enemy…. Myself

"Harry?" she asked.

"Hi Herm!" he greeted her cheerfully.

"What are you doing here?" she asked, staring at Harry.

"I thought I'll go check on you?" he answered cheekily.

"No. Seriously, Harry. What are you doing here?" she asked emphasizing what.

"Herm, I thought I'll just stay and get this thing with Malfoy fixed. You didn't really tell me much from your letter and I was worried."

"Harry, it's okay. I just have to deal with him for a week or so."

"No, Herm. I can really help you with this. It's my fault anyway."

"You'll be helping me if you just go back to the burrow before they notice you're gone. We can't afford having Ron know what happened."

"But Herm…" Harry tried to argue but Hermione has already made her mind.

"You might as well grab something to eat before you leave. Just wait for me I'll join you." Hermione closed the door and changed. They walked to the Great Hall together.

When they arrived at the Great Hall there were only three people there one of them was Cho. Harry and Hermione sat with them, but on the far edge of the table.

"So Herm, what happened with you and Malfoy?" he asked, taking a glass of butterbeer.

"Happened?" Hermione remembered how she saw Ginny and cleaning Malloy's room, she made a strange face, "It was horrible. He made me clean his room. It was so disgusting."

"What can you expect from a Slytherin?" Harry retorted.

"He also made me play quidditch. Ugh! I almost fell off!" she ranted.

"You really don't want me to confront him?" he asked, taking her hand.

Hermione was surprised when Harry held her hand, it was so gentle she started blushing. "Uhm…It's okay. Don't worry." She answered giving him a weak smile.

"Well you better eat if I know Malfoy he'll try starving you to death."

After they have both eaten there fill Harry decided to go back to the Burrow. "Ron, might notice I'm gone. I have to go, Herm."

"Okay. Bye, Harry."

"Take care of yourself and tell me if Malfoy does anything. I'll be here in an instant." Harry gave Hermione a kiss on the cheek. Hermione went profusely red and couldn't look at Harry. Harry laughed, "That was awkward wasn't it. Bye ,Herm!" Harry waved goodbye and left.

Hermione snapped out of her reverie when she heard the clock chime. Crap! It's five I better go and see that stupid git. She went up to the Slytherin prefects room and waited outside for Malfoy. Somehow, Hermione felt refreshed seeing Harry. It gave her courage and made her a wee bit insane. When Draco walked out of the painting, Hermione cheerfully greeted him. "Good morning, Draco!"

Draco was taken aback when Hermione said his name, "Are you on drugs, Granger?" he asked, giving her an alarmed look.

"No." she answered still cheerfully, "Need me to clean the room?" she asked.

"Yeah. Go clean it up." Draco was suspicious of Hermione's actions so he didn't leave. He just waited outside as Hermione went into his room.

Hermione walked into Draco's room. It was a bit messy with a few tossed clothes ,but no more gross stuffs like yesterday. She started with his sheets and got to his desk when she noticed a book on the table. It was covered with green velvet and had the Malfoy crest on it. Hmm…wonder what this is? Well it wouldn't hurt to find out. "Alohomora!" the lock on the book opened and Hermione saw pages and pages of girls names and dates. "Malloy's black book." she whispered to herself with a mischievous glint. "Let's have a bit of fun shall we." Hermione opened the page of the book and took out her wand.

She had been working on a spell to help her with her work and she wanted to try it out and seeing Harry seemed to give her incredible courage. She pointed her wand to the opened page and muttered, "Mouve Infora!" her wand let out an orange spark and the letters and numbers in the book suddenly jumped out and started to rearrange themselves.

Draco heard Hermione cast a spell, he went back inside and what he saw surprised him. His black book was on the table and its pages were flipping furiously and the letters were jumping in and out. "Shit! My book!" He pushed the door open and saw Hermione smiling, the book instantly stopped and fell on the desk. "Granger, what the hell did you do?" he snarled.

"Me? I didn't do anything." She answered innocently.

Draco grabbed his book and scanned it, "You exchanged the names?!"

"I did?"

"You fucking bitch!" Draco slammed the door closed, "You messed up my date book." He took out his wand and circled Hermione.

"What are you going to do to me, Malfoy?" she asked.

Draco took a deep breath, "Nothing." He pointed to the door, "Leave, mudblood before I hurt you."

Hermione walked to the door, when she was about to leave. Draco cast a spell that slammed the door and pinned Hermione's arms and legs to it. Draco gave Hermione a malicious smile, "Never turn your back on a Slytherin, Mudblood." He walked over to her and pointed his wand to her face, Hermione closed her eyes waiting for one of the unforgivable curses.

"Silencio!"

Hermione opened her eyes and realized that Malfoy was pointing to her mouth. "Now, what do I do to a mudblood like you?" he paced around the room thinking of ways to punish Hermione, "Maybe I should…." He looked menacingly at her, "Or maybe…." He walked back in front of her. "I know."

Hermione struggled to move but to no avail. She was pinned to the door and she couldn't scream. She was defenseless. When he pressed himself on her she could only shut her eyes. When she felt his breath on her neck, tears could only roll down her cheeks.

"Not so brave now, Granger." He held her face and suddenly kissed her.

Hermione didn't know what to do. She suddenly felt Draco's lips over hers. It was disgusting. His lips were moving savagely. She tried to resist, but he was pressing on her face. Then the strangest feeling came to her. She felt a tingling sensation every time his lips touched hers. A hot bubbling feeling in her stomach and when she felt Draco's tongue she finally surrendered. Her lips parted and his tongue explored her mouth. She also returned his kisses with the same passion. She lost her sense of reason and didn't notice what she was doing.

Draco pulled away and Hermione opened her eyes looking straight into his smirking face. She was loose and her hand was on his neck the other one on his back.

"You're such a bitch!" he called to her, "You cheat on both of you're friends and you think you have such strong morals." He laughed at her.

She quickly released her hands and tears started rolling down her cheeks. "I…I…." she stammered.

"You're a whore. You're worst than me, I do what I do and don't pretend to be righteous but you. You're such a big fraud. Now, who's the bigger whore?" He sat on his bed and lied down.

Hermione was rooted at the spot, what he said was true. She acted like an idiot. She cheated on Ron now she's cheating on Harry. She didn't deserve anyone's respect. "I'm so sorry." She whispered to herself as tears continued to cascade. She turned around and walked out of his room quietly. When she got out of the room, she ran back to hers and shut herself in.

She spent the afternoon crying. She took out her journal and wrote an entry in.

I made a mistake that can ruin my friendship with Harry and Ron. I kissed Malfoy and I did it willingly. I'm such a slut! I hate myself for it. I always thought problems came to me, I never thought I made them. Now, I realized that I made all my problems. It hurts to know my worst enemy is myself.

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