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Very sorry for long delay. I still haven't written much yet, and this is a little on the short side for my chapters but I wanted to post what I had. Sort of having a writers block. For some reason I have been only focused on ending. "IDK" Still may have delays because of school, but I am still writing it.

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Shizuo looked at the broken body of Izaya as he laid defeated, but beautifully unconscious. The other men were getting situated and began to clear the room, Shizuo bent down and picked up Izaya. He scooped him into his arms like a fragile princess. Izaya's head nuzzled against his warm bare chest as Shizuo carried him down the short hallway to his bedroom.

He entered his room and ever so gently placed him onto his king size bed, placing his head on to the comfy pillow. He gently lifted Izaya's his body up so that he could pull the covers from underneath him from the bed. Shizuo then walked in to his personal bathroom and ran some warm water over a washcloth, drenching it then squeezing the excess from it. He walked back in to the room sitting down next to Izaya, he began to tenderly wipe Izaya's body down; removing all the impurities from his body. When he finished he tossed the washcloth onto the night stand. He stood back up pulling the covers over Izaya up to his chest, then pulling out his arms from underneath and placing them at his sides on top of the blanket.

He sat back down closer to Izaya leaning over him with his arm firmly planted on the opposite side, propping him up as he gazed at Izaya. As he studied Izaya's sleeping face, he thought that he was the most alluring creature that he has ever laid his eyes on. He reached up and stroked his hand threw Izaya's dark hair, "I wonder, could you ever love me?" he said quietly to him knowing full well that he could not hear nor answer him. Before Shizuo removed his hand from his raven colored locks, he softly grabbed a small bundle of hair and ran his slender fingers from scalp to ends; caressing it as he did so. He then brushed that lock of hair to the side. Then Shizuo place his right palm upon Izaya's cheek and brushed his thumb ever so slightly across his lips, he now noticed how delicate and supple his lips truly were.

*Shizuo flashed back to when Izaya surrendered a sweet moan of pleasure when Kadota touched him. He wondered why Izaya seemed to allow this without resistance, Kadota's touch. He had not made such tantalizing sounds for him, why? Why not me, I fucked him as well; he was in deep thought.

He ran his hand down to Izaya's chest holding it there as he stared at a bite mark he had given to him, then taking in all of the other signs of abuse that he had already endured since he first came to him. He turned to the side of the bed placing his face into his hands, and elbows digging into his legs. Taking in a deep sigh, "Fuck me…what have I done? Why am I like this?" He said to himself before running his hands through his hair. Taking in a hollow breath of disappointment, he got off the bed and walked through the door only to reach back to look at Izaya once more and shutting it to let him sleep.

Exit Shizuo.

In another part of town Jun had just dropped Kida off at a bus station with more than enough money to go back home, go eat or get a change of clothes; whatever. Along with giving him money, he reminded him of Shizuo's warning. Kida remember all right. He place one foot on to the steps that led in to the bus, he stopped and turned to Jun, "Hey, tell Izaya…(pause)….Thanks." Then he got onto the bus and Jun watched him through the windows as he sat down as the bus began to drive away.

Jun got into his car and drove off as well, but he didn't head in the direction of Shizuo. About 15 minutes later he was a nearby hotel. Jun entered in a flashy suite, walking towards the back; he opened a double door into a large private room. "How is he?" said a voice from the corner of the room. Jun walked over and sat down in the chair opposite of the voice, who was reading a book. He sat quietly for a short time almost as if he was thinking of how to answer him. In a solemn tone he answered, "Shizuo has broken him, Kasuka."

Kasuka slammed the book he was reading shut and threw it across the room, and in a pissed off tone he said, "That man is a beast. He has no idea how precious that boy is. He is like a diamond, lovely and coveted by all."

Jun was a not a friend to Shizuo or Kasuka, he worked for the Oyabun (head boss) He was ordered to be at Shizuo's side; second eyes and ears. Also being an informant for the Oyabun- keeping his "family" clear of any bad blood; mostly between Shizuo and Kasuka. Jun had been friendly with Kasuka as he lived in the same house with Kasuka guarding his father. Knowing that Kasuka is the boss's son, and feeling bad for Izaya's situation; he knew that Kasuka would tell his father.

Jun shared a secret from Kasuka's past that no one else knew except for him and Shizuo; the true reason for his hatred towards Shizuo. "I guess I will have to save him." Kasuka grinned at his words. Jun stood up and bowed before leaving Kasuka; returning to Shizuo a short time later.

TBC...

Hopefully I will get next chapter up sooner than later, no guarantees though.

*Due to my writers block if anyone has a suggestion on how to mesh Izayas fear and Shizuos lack of caring into a situation where they connect, or begin to click somewhat; not necessarily fall in love. I just need something to get me started. I know I suck as a writer to ask, but AHHHHHH! I need to take a bite from someone else's cookie :D Please PM me or you can post. I may not use any, or mush into something totally different.