Exhausted beyond means Kasuka and Izaya awoke fully dressed and cleaned up as best as the two men, Tetsu and Van could do without totally molesting them in their sleep. They both were leaning against a wall in a dimly lit room, it was cool and solid like a concrete. As their eyes adjusted to the room both of them locked in each other's sight. Izaya looked away blushing knowing fully well that he shouldn't feel embarrassed at a time like this, being held captive by his crazy bitch mother, Kyouko.
Kasuka smiled at him as Izaya turned away from him, thinking to himself "so cute." In that moment Kasuka decided to embrace Izaya, pulling his slender body into his. "I am sorry if I hurt you earlier, I didn't want her to do such things to you that make her a sick woman, but I….I realized then that I wanted you, you make me feel not myself….I fell in love with you Izaya and all I want to do is keep you safe." Said Kasuka to Izaya.
"You love me? You barely know me. How can you love me?" asked Izaya in a very shocked tone. He knew that he felt different with him than Shizuo, the way he fucked him for one, kissed him, talked to him, and looked at him – a warm feeling washed over him when he was in his presence. Kasuka replied, "I look at you and somehow I know that I love you. I want to protect you, love you, and I would die for you." Izaya looked into his eyes seeing a dedicated stare of infatuated love for him. Izaya shrugged his shoulders not knowing what to do at that moment of contemplation then a thought popped into his head. "Ummm…..Kasuka earlier you were talking about knowing what I feel and had gone through, and you mentioned Shizuo's name too. What were you talking about?" He asked without looking into his eyes hoping that he would answer him. "That…hmmm…well….its goes back a ways." Kasuka replied trying to make it sound like a long boring story. Izaya still wanted to know so he kept quiet. Kasuka ran his fingers through his hair and let out a hollow sigh. "Well it is not something that I have ever shared with anyone. When I was I younger I was sent away to a private school to keep me safe from other gangs, I didn't return home until I was I think about thirteen years old. I didn't really know my father and my mother had passed away. When I returned home my father assigned me a guard - like nanny, sort of, he was or is Shizuo's bodyguard Jun." Izaya sat there listening to his story intently. "At the same time I was given a babysitter I was assigned a teacher someone to teach me to be a yakuza, Shizuo was that teacher. Since I was sent away I didn't have a clue what my father actually did, I just knew he was never there for me. Anyways, I was taught by Shizuo daily, and at night he taught me in bed." Kasuka looked away from Izaya's stare as he told him the last part. "Wait a minute, you and Shizuo? You had sex with him?" Izaya asked surprised.
With his eyes closed and jaw clenched, "No, he had sex with me. Shizuo, every night came to me and fucked me to the point that I could not walk the next day. I was only 13 and he was probably around 18 at the time, this went on for a few years." Izaya asked him, "Did you love him? I thought you hated him?" Kasuka looked at Izaya with cold eyes, "I hate that fucking beast, I want to kill him, I will kill him. The only reason it went on as long as it did was because I was weak, and he punished me as he did to you if I didn't let him have his way with me every night. One day he came to me and I refused telling him it was that last time and he beat me so bad on my body that I was black and blue for weeks. He never hit my face so that my father or anyone else would know what he was doing. That night after my beating he raped me so rough that I bled and screamed for him to stop. The only person who knew what had happened was Jun, he heard me that night and found me lying on my bed blood everywhere, and bloody cum leaking from me. He knew what happened. He saw Shizuo leaving my room just before entering. I begged for him to keep it a secret from everyone, he did and has. He became my informant on Shizuo, that's how I knew of you. Shizuo did teach me something about becoming a true yakuza, he taught me to hate and I became a cold killer – with hope of killing him."
Kasuka looked at Izaya without saying anything else wondering what he thought about him or Shizuo. "I don't know what to say, I would have never guessed that you went through all that. I mean you're so strong and for fuck sake the damn Oyabun's son." Replied Izaya. The room was silent. "That's what happened to me and now I am who I am, and I know how you feel and what you went through." Kasuka quietly spoke those words hoping that Izaya would relate to him more. Izaya said to him, "I hate him, I mean how can he be so cruel to me and had been to you at such a young age?"
Kasuka didn't know the answer to that, but began to get up and looked at Izaya stretching out his hand to him. "Well, he is who he is, all we can do is continue despising him for the torment he has put both of us through." Kasuka pulled on Izaya's hand heaving him up from the floor. "Now what do we do from here? I don't think that we can just stroll out the door and wave goodbye, remember my bitch of a mother is out there somewhere." Izaya said as he looked around the room. Kasuka did the same, but scratching the back of his head thinking of their next move. "Kasuska" said Izaya startling him, "I don't hate you for what you did to me…..I think that I….ummm…..it felt good." He said blushing hardcore. Kasuka smiled and grabbed Izaya embracing him as he smelled his hair. He tilted his chin up and looked at Izaya's beautiful face and met his lips in a gentle kiss. "You are my world Izaya, I would do anything for you." Kasuka warmly said to him making Izaya's heart flutter.
In the meantime while they were locked in the unknown room of Shiki's home. Shiki and his men arrived and entered his place yelling for Kyouko, "Where the fuck is that whore! ... (looking around from room to room pointing to his men to go look for her)…Kyouko! Where the hell are you!" One of the men from earlier, Tetsu, entered the room, "Boss! Whats wrong?" and out of nowhere Shiki grabbed his gun and whaled Tetsu across the face with the grip. Tetsu fell to the floor with blood running down his face. Then Van entered the room looking down at Tetsu. "Boss, what the hell?" He said in a high manly pitched voice regretting asking such a thing the moment it came out. The look on Shiki's face was rather disturbing. "I'm going to ask one last time, where is Kyouko?" as he put his gun back in to its holster.
Van stood straight collecting himself trying not to look him in the face, "Sir, she was here, but she must have gone out without us knowing. She ordered Tetsu and I to remove her boy toys into another room and clean them up." Van said getting red in the face. "Clean them up what the hell for? Do you know who the hell you guys helped her kidnap, fuck! The Oyabun's son, and Heiwajima Shizuo's boy toy. You fuck-tards may have killed us all!"