MissTuffcy: Hehe. I'm up to chapter 20 right now. But that'll probably end up being way less then that since I'm combining chapters. :D I'm glad people are finding this interesting! (These) This chapter(s) (were) was written to Qué Sera by Wax Tailor.

Summary: "You don't understand….I loved her….a lot….And he took that from me….so I've decided to take something he loves away from him to show him how I felt! It's nothing personal against you," A sigh "I had a feeling that not cutting ties with that idiot would cost me dearly…I should have listened to Jaken…."

Warning: Yaoi, Language, Violence, Character Death, OOC

Note: Quotes by me won't have a "by" dash (–). It'll just be plain. Like the one in this chapter and chapter 2. Quotes by other people will have the "by" dash (–).

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Psyche

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"Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species."

– W. Somerset Maugham

Sesshomaru yawned as he descended the stairs. He stopped at the bottom to hear low bickering. With a frown, he started towards the source of the noise. "– you know this!" Sesshomaru had caught the butt end of the conversation. 'That voice…' Sesshomaru frowned. He was greeted with the tense back of Tohara at the door talking – more like arguing – with whoever was on the other side of the door.

"Tohara?" Sesshomaru asked lowly. Tohara turned to look at Sesshomaru. He made a shooing motion to warn Sesshomaru that either it was someone Sesshomaru didn't want to speak to or someone he should speak to after getting dressed in something more appropriate than just the short robe he had on.

"Be that as it may, you must know that Sesshomaru doesn't like to be visited before first consulting him over the phone!" Tohara said. Sesshomaru furrowed his brows.

"I don't have a phone to call him on!"

"Kai?" Sesshomaru asked before cursing, for he had said it out loud.

"Sessh? Is that you?" Sesshomaru sighed.

"Yeah," Sesshomaru walked closer to the door but Tohara didn't budge. Sesshomaru frowned in confusion. Tohara looked over Sesshomaru and gave him a pointed look. Sesshomaru rolled his eyes. "Don't worry about it, Tohara. This won't take too long," Sesshomaru mumbled. Tohara sighed and opened the door wider for the man outside to step in. Tohara walked out of the foyer, leaving Sesshomaru alone with the tall, dark haired man. Sesshomaru stared up at him slightly while the man looked him over. The man – Kai – was about a foot taller than Sesshomaru with long dark blue hair tied into a high pony-tail – that looked black in the dim light of the foyer – sun kissed skin stretched over defined muscles, and narrow deep ambers stared into Sesshomaru's own.

"Wow…." Kai mumbled, rubbing the back of his neck. "You look…good," Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow.

"It's been awhile, hasn't it?" Sesshomaru asked. He turned and motioned for the other male to follow him.

"Yeah…it has…" Kai mumbled as he followed behind Sesshomaru. The two made it into the sitting room. Kai made his way over to the couch and stood in front of it. Sesshomaru walked around the couch to the chair across from Kai. The two sat at the same time.

"What are you doing here – not that I'm not happy to see you again," Sesshomaru crossed his legs and cocked his head to the side slightly.

"I was released from prison yesterday," Kai said with a shrug.

"Has it already been 18 years?" Sesshomaru asked. Kai shook his head.

"I was let out – don't know why right now because they didn't even tell me," Kai sighed and leaned back on the couch. He stared up at the ceiling. "Was sent back to prison a few years ago – after only one fucking day out – because someone accused me of raping them. Took them this fucking long to finally realize the bitch was lying,"

"I've never heard you cuss so much," Sesshomaru murmured. "You sound like Inuyasha," Kai lifted his head up to look at Sesshomaru with a sheepish grin.

"I apologize. I guess prison changed that about me a bit," He sat forwards on the couch and stared at the table. It remained silent. "So…how have you been?"

"Fine…I suppose if you don't count Inuyasha and his mother's pestering…." Sesshomaru mumbled. Kai smirked.

"How is she and the old man?" Kai asked. Kai suddenly looked around with a frown. "He's not going to randomly pop out and try to kill me, right?" Sesshomaru snickered.

"Unless he can magically come from the dead, no," Sesshomaru shook his head in amusement. Kai's eyes widened and he looked at Sesshomaru.

"Oh! I'm sorry," Kai frowned as Sesshomaru snorted.

"I'm not," Sesshomaru said with a shrug. "I'm, technically, not even his son. He disowned me, remember?"

"Still…" Kai mumbled. He leaned back on the couch with a small smile. "I'm glad to see you're doing what you've always wanted to do," Sesshomaru smiled small.

"Yeah…." He suddenly frowned. "Wait….how did you get my address anyway?"

"Jaken," Kai said with a smirk. "I'm surprised that creepy old man isn't dead yet!" Sesshomaru's eyebrows shot up.

"Why so surprised?"

"The looks he was giving you, I thought you would have noticed and killed him….or at least that brash brother of yours," Kai said. Sesshomaru chuckled.

"Well," Sesshomaru smirked. "He did try to run him over once," Kai snorted.

"Sounds like Inuyasha, alright," Sesshomaru chuckled. Kai smiled. The two sat in comfortable silence.

"Why did you come all the way here, though?" Sesshomaru asked with a frown.

"I missed you," Kai mumbled, staring down at the table. "I would have come straight to you the day I got out but I didn't know where you were," Kai ran a hand through his hair. "You stopped writing me,"

"What?" Sesshomaru frowned. "I only stopped because I hadn't gotten a letter back from you," Kai looked up at him from a frown.

"All my letters were returned back,"

"Inuyasha, that bastard!" Sesshomaru growled. Kai ran his hand roughly through his hair with an irritated sigh.

"Your brother annoys the hell out of me," Kai grumbled.

"That makes two of us," Sesshomaru crossed his arms with a sigh. Kai stood up. Sesshomaru watched him walk towards him. He kneeled on the floor in front of him.

"Is there a chance we can get back together?" Kai asked softly. He placed a hand on Sesshomaru's leg.

"I don't know…" Sesshomaru mumbled. "It's been at least 12 years since the last time I've seen you…or even spoken to you…" Kai uncrossed Sesshomaru's leg and moved in between them. Sesshomaru blushed lightly. Kai grasped Sesshomaru's chin and stared up into his eyes.

"I know it's been awhile…but…we're so perfect together…we were back then and I know our bond was strong enough to survive even this long separation…don't you think?" Kai asked lowly. Sesshomaru's flush deepened as Kai drew closer to his face. "I still love you…don't you still have feelings for me, Sessh?"

"…Y-Yeah…" Sesshomaru stuttered quietly. Kai smiled.

"We can make this work…can we?" Kai asked. Sesshomaru nodded –not trust his voice to not stutter and break again. Kai leaned forward and pressed his lips to Sesshomaru's. Sesshomaru's eyes fluttered closed as he let out a pleased moan. He was so entranced by the kiss that he hadn't even realized Kai and pulled him up from the chair, nor did he realize Kai had taken up his spot on the chair, nor that said male had dragged him into his lap. It wasn't until Sesshomaru felt a hand slowly trailing up his leg to under his robe that he actually realized what was going on. He pulled away from Kai and looked to the side, grabbing Kai's hand.

"Kai…We shouldn't…I can't…" Sesshomaru mumbled. Kai pulled his hand away.

"I'm sorry, I got a little carried away," Kai murmured. Sesshomaru looked at him. "It's just that…it's been so long since I've seen you…you're gorgeous!" Kai looked away, biting his lip. Sesshomaru placed his hands on Kai's face and pulled him to look up at him.

"I don't blame you," Sesshomaru mumbled. "I was saying we shouldn't be doing this in here," Kai's eyes widened at the lustful glint in Sesshomaru's eye.

"Well," Kai said with a smirk. "You're not that shy, prude-y, puppy I remember,"

"I was not a prude," Sesshomaru huffed. "And I most certainly was not shy!"

"Yes….because fainting from me placing a hand on your ass is normal," Kai said with a smirk. Sesshomaru flushed but glared at Kai.

"I did not faint!"

"Could have fooled me! I had to carry you back home and then your dad and Inuyasha chewed me out! They said I had taken advantage of you or something,"

"That did not happen!" Sesshomaru growled. Kai smirk widened.

"Oh yeah? Well then prove it!" Sesshomaru yanked Kai's head forward and smashed their lips together.

"I'll show you," Sesshomaru murmured against his lips. Kai smirked and wrapped his arms around Sesshomaru's waist.

"Do show," Kai purred.

Since its late I stopped there. I'm pretty sure I can get another chapter out tomorrow. This time I'll type up even more. I'll set a goal for….hmmm….3k words? 4k words? What do you think?

I'll try and make it long anyway since I think tomorrow might be the last time for awhile I'll have free time to actually type anything at all.

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