(Present Time)
"A psychologist? For Heather?" The doctor just nodded. Naya couldn't help but laugh. Heather DID NOT need a psychologist! She was one of the happiest, smartest, bubbliest, and most stable people she had ever met! Yes, she had a crazy side, but she loved that about her! "No offense but Heather doesn't need psychological help. She is totally fine, this won't affect her a lot she will just laugh about this later on."
"This is just procedure Miss Rivera." The male doctor quickly came in the conversation. "It's our job to report this kind of accidents and ask psychologists to talk to them and help them under a 72 hour stay with us."
"Yeah.." The psychologist came back in the conversation. "I mean didn't all of this start with a suicide attempt?"
Naya froze up. Every single muscle from her body suddenly got really tensed. She knew that the words that came out of the psychologist's mouth were true, but nobody had the nerve to say it before. The fact that somebody dared to say it out loud killed her.
"Am I wrong? That's what Doctor Berry told me." The psychologist said, noticing Naya's pain.
"God I hate that name..." Naya mumbled, still surprised that the doctor from before had the same name of one of the most annoying characters on TV. The psychologist and the doctor just gave each other a puzzled look. "Ummm.." Naya tried to continue. "No... I mean no you're not wrong. That's how all the mess started."
"And then some crazy fan shot her, right?" The psychologist asked again, trying to find out if she got the right information.
"Yeah." Naya said, about to breakdown again. "And then she..."
"It's ok, Naya." The psychologist cut in, noticing how it was hard for her to say out loud what was going on. "You don't have to repeat it if you're not ready. I completely understand that. I just wanted to make sure I got the right version."
Naya just nodded, wiping away a tear.
"Well, we are going to go outside and check on other patients." The doctor cut in, noticing all Naya really wanted now was to be left alone. "If you need anything, you know what to do."
Naya nodded again, as she saw the doctors give her a symphatic smile, walk out of the door, and close it in the process. She turned around, facing Heather's body again. She tensed up, remembering the psychologist's words. They struck like a knife in her heart filled with pain. She knew it was the truth, but she couldn't handle it. She liked just thinking that they were there because a fan shot her and after that she just hit her head. It was much easier.
Heather could still hear everything in her comma state. She could Feel everything. Know everything. And she knew that in that moment, Naya was looking at her, trying to find the strengths to continue their story without breaking down. She knew Naya thought she had to be so strong, but Heather just wanted her there. She wanted her to stop lying to her unconscious body and admit how horrible she really felt, because she was no good and pretending under circumstances like this. She soon felt Naya's body sit right next to hers, as Naya's word started to slowly come out of her mouth.
"We're going to get through this. I know it. I know us. I know you. I know myself. I don't know what's going to happen when you wake up. I don't know if you will ever be able to forgive me for what I did to you." Heather soon felt Naya's hand stroke her face, with such delicacy that she knew Naya probably thought that if she would stroke harder Heather might break. She then heard Naya sniffle, as she tried to keep talking calmy. "I hope you do. I really do. I just want you to know that I'm not here for you to forgive me. I'm here because not being with you kills me. I need you honey, I need you to open your eyes to hold me. And I just..."
Naya felt her phone beep, as she noticed that the text Taylor had sent her earlier was still unread. She looked back at Heather and started to giggle slightly, remembering everything that had happened between the 3 of them. It was actually more funny than painful. "God, i hate him so much." Naya said out loud to the love of her life. "Which reminds me I have to keep going with our story! The extended version! Now, where was I?"
(5 Years Ago)
"I think that alcohol messed up your head." Dianna said to her best friend Lea, that next monday on Dianna's trailer.
"Why do you find it so hard to believe? Those girls are the closest friends ! Even closer than us and I thought that wasn't possible. I know them and I know they would never fight over something stupid, just something big. AND THIS IS SOMETHING BIG!" Lea responded, trying to make her best friend come to her senses.
"Lea, I'm not saying I don't believe you when you say she said all of that. All I'm saying is that I don't believe those two could be having an affair. I find it hard to believe, especially because Hemo was a boyfriend."
"Fine, if you don't believe me, then I will show you."
*40 minutes and countless videos later*
"Lea, this proves nothing!" Dianna said now getting annoyed by her best friend's ambition to prove her point.
"Didn't you see on interview three how they were eye-fucking each other? And in interview five how they couldn't stop smiling at each other? And in Me Against The Music, how sexy they were approaching each other? And in interview seven how Naya struggled saying the word 'bestie'? Like if she was going to say something else but she cut herself off while looking at Heather and trying to save the awkwardness? And in videos one, two, four, five, six, seven, eight, and nine how they couldn't stop the eye-fucking? THE EYE-FUCKING SAYS IT ALL! Like honestly it's like they were getting eyegasms." Lea said, stating the facts.
"Somebody is a little Brittana obsessed."
"I'm not Brittana obssessed, I'm Heya obsessed."
"What the hell is Heya?"
"The combination of names of Heather and Naya."
"You're fucking me, right?"
"I wish."
"God, Le, I get it. You want to help your best friends but maybe we are jumping to conclusions."
"I can't believe you also heard Naya say she and Hemo had sex and I'm the only one who actually cares about it!"
"I do care and you know it. It's just that I know you and I know how you always jump to conclusions. The girl was drunk!"
"This is not jumping to conclusions, this is me stating the facts. And yeah, she was drunk, but drunk people never lie."
"The girl thought she was Santana!"
"The girl took the Lebanese shirt from set before getting drunk!"
"The girl wanted to go to Cheerios practice with Hemo!"
"The girl said Brittany was smart!"
"The girl said you were going to be mine!"
"Yeah, about that.." Lea said, remembering how Naya did say that. "What did Naya mean? How did she get the idea we were going to end up together?"
"Umm.." Dianna didn't know what to tell Lea. A few weeks ago she had told Naya she was falling for Lea, but obviously Lea didn't know. Until drunk Naya gave her secret away.
"Guys?" The girls heard Naya's voice outside of the trailer. Lea threw a smirk at Dianna's way.
"IN HERE!" Lea screamed out to Naya, then turned to Dianna and spoke to her in a whisper. "Time to confirm my theories."
The trailer's door opened and a happy Naya came in. Seeing her friends always made everything better. She felt horrible for keeping this away from them, but she knew keeping it a secret was going to be better. She couldn't handle all the drama right now.
"Hey!" The Latina said, glad to see her friends.
"Hey Naynay!" Dianna said as she approached her and gave her a bear hug.
"Feeling better?" Lea asked, smiling at the embrace right in front of her. The two girls separated from the hug and Naya nodded while they both sat down in a couch.
"Yeah, I'm better." She said. "I'm sorry I got so drunk though, most have been a pain in the ass."
"Trust me you've been worse." Dianna said smiling.
"Really? I honestly don't remember much. I remember sobbing a lot." Naya said.
"Well you sobbed and sobbed. You also flashed your vagina to a shit load of people because you wanted to show them your brazilian wax." Dianna said laughing, which made Lea laugh too because of the memory.
"Are you guys serious?!" Naya said shocked and laughing. "What if somebody recognized me? Why didn't you stop me?"
"Yeah you did! And I don't think anybody did because we put your shades and hat on. It was also kind of dark so it would have taken a die-hard Naya fan to recognize you. And we did try to stop you, but you just started singing 'I'm Sexy And I Know It' while you were wiggling your waxed vagina." Lea said. Now the three of them were filling the room with laughter.
"Oh My God! You guys are horrible! Next time tie me up!" Naya said, embarrassed as hell but laughing at the same time.
"Oh honey, next time you're gonna have to get drunk with Coke because you are not allowed near the drinks." Dianna said as they were all trying to calm down from their laugh attack.
"That is totally understandable." Naya said. "So what else did I do?"
"Well..." Lea started. "You mainly sobbed and fell a few times. But what mainly surprised us is what you said."
"What did I say?" Naya asked with a puzzled look. Oh shit please tell me I didn't tell them.
"Well.." Lea started again. She then looked at Dianna, not knowing how to say what she was about to say, but Dianna just nodded her way. Signaling her to continue. "You said you were Santana. And that I was Rachel and Dianna was Quinn. And you also said that.. Umm.. You and Heather slept together."
Fucking shit! Naya thought back to herself.
Lea noticed Naya's anxious face, so she just continued. "You also said you were in love with her. And that she was going to be yours."
Oh shit (x infinity). Was the only thing going through Naya's mind.
"Look we know that you have been really sad and down lately, and well we're just worried about you. We're not saying that it's true we're just saying that whatever is that it is bothering you, you can tell us. We just want to help." Dianna stepped in, noticing how things suddenly got so awkward.
"And even if it were true, we would totally accept that." Lea stepped back in. "I mean we know how much you and Heather love each other and well it's-"
"Wow did you guys poison me or something?" Naya said, forcing out a casual laugh (which just came out as a nervous one). "That's not true! At all. I love Heather as a sister, I couldn't fuck her that's disturbing." Naya was trying hard to keep her cool. She noticed how she was rubbing her thighs constantly, which obviously made her look nervous, so she just stopped. "Besides she has a boyfriend. He's actually here, he came for vacation."
"Oh.." Lea said, disappointed by her answer. "Well at least that's good. Are you and Hemo still fighting?"
"No, we worked everything out. Thank God, fighting with your best friend sucks ass." Naya said, relaxing because Lea believed her. She was still kind of nervous because Dianna was glaring at her with a lot of eye force, but at least Lea believed her. She had to get out of there before Dianna started to question her, because she knew that Dianna would. "Well, I have to rehearse for a scene with Heather, so I have to go. I'll catch up with you guys later!"
"Ok." Lea said. "We're going out in about five minutes so we'll see you soon."
"Ok." Naya said, getting out of the trailer. "Bye!"
Dianna and Lea stayed in an awkward silence, both processing what Naya said.
"Maybe you're right." Lea said, stopping the awkward silence and it's awkward ways. "Maybe I am exaggerating. They have always loved each other like sisters, I'm just-"
"She was lying." Dianna cut her off.
"What?"
"She was lying."
"How do you know?"
"Lea, she's my second best friend, you know after you. I know how she lies. She was rubbing her thighs a lot and really fast, and that is what she does when she lies. She knew I knew she was lying, so by the end of the conversation she couldn't look at me straight in the eyes. Maybe you finally guessed one right, Lea."
"So, Heya is on?"
"definitely on."
"What do we do?"
"Nothing. We just play along with Naya, making her believe we don't know shit. She will tell us when she's ready. But we can't pressure her into telling us because she's just going to get pissed and completely shut us out. Let's just go and see how everything with Taylor goes and be there for her. She's going to need a friend there for her."
"Well then, Miss Agron, we shall go back to set." Lea stood up and helped Dianna get up too.
"Yes we shall."
Naya lied about shooting a scene with Heather. Truth was that they were filming other scenes that didn't include her, so she pretty much had nowhere to go. She was going to go back to her trailer, but the sound of Heather's beautiful voice stopped her. She found Heather with her eyes. Heather was hanging around with Kevin and Taylor, so she decided to join them.
"Naya!" Heather screamed out as soon as the Latina sat next to her girl. Heather hugged her tightly and Naya just laughed. As soon as she backed out from her hug, Taylor's angry eyes met Naya's. She just rolled her eyes and joined in the conversation. Everything was casual, neither one of the competitors were starting an argument so it was all ok. Lea and Dianna soon joined the conversation. They just said hi to Taylor but they didn't bother asking Naya why she wasn't doing the scene because they both knew it was a lie. So they just let everything go. After around 10 minutes of talking casually, the conversation started to heat up.
"I just think that Brittany deserves better than Santana." Taylor said, trying to cuddle with his girlfriend.
"How can you say that? Santana treats her like a queen, brings the best out of her, and defends her with everything she is. How can she not be enough?" Naya responded, very offended by the comment.
"Santana is a bitch! She would make the two of them move to a lonely island so that she never has to see people again. And if she really did love Brittany that much, she would try to come out of the closet for her." Taylor said.
"I think Santana loves Brittany and Brittany loves Santana. In this episode, Santana serenades Brittany with a beautiful love song, I'm actually dying to know how these two girls do the scene." Lea stepped in, defending Naya.
"Yeah, but Taylor has a point. Santana is too much of a coward to give Brittany what she really wants." Kevin adds.
"Bee, which side are you on?" Naya said jokingly.
"Of course I'm in your side, but come on Brittany deserves better." Kevin said in between giggles.
"Who, someone like Artie?" Dianna stepped in, smiling sarcastically at Kevin.
"Nooo.." Kevin said. "I think Artie should be with Santana though."
"Artie and Santana? Really?" Naya said, laughing along.
"Why not! Santana would probably make him sexier." Kevin stated.
"And she also might use him as a human/chair bowling ball." Lea said, laughing at the idea.
"Yeah well you guys are right. But I honestly know that I wouldn't mind kissing Naya everyday." Kevin said while blushing.
"Aww that's cute." Taylor said smiling. Smiling a little too much, actually. "Well now that I come to think about it, Naya and Kevin would make a cute couple."
"You're crazy!" Naya said laughing. "I love Kevin, but it's more of a bromance. He's like a brother kissing him would be disgusting."
As Naya said that, both Dianna and Lea looked at her hands. Naya didn't touch her thigh. Not once. They looked back at each other, confirming their theory again. Kevin just blushed and looked down, kind of bummed of the things she said. But he quickly just shook that out of his head and kept listening in the conversation. This did not go unnoticed by Taylor.
"Whatever you say, Naya." Taylor said. "What do you think, honey? You're ofly quiet."
"Well that's because you guys have the most amusing conversations! It's like watching a Glee version of Jersey Shore." Heather said smiling.
"Ha-ha-ha." Naya said sarcastically. "No, but really what do you think? Tell Taylor how you are a die-had Brittana fan!"
"Well.." Heather started off.
"What do you mean 'well'? just a few weeks ago you said you would die of happiness if they ended up together!" Naya said, worried of the words that were going to come out of her mouth.
"I know and I still would. I think they totally deserve each other and they love each other. But, I think Santana should come out of the closet for her girl. Yeah, I get it, it's hard. But when you really love someone the world doesn't matter. Just that one person. Love is between two people and she shouldn't let anybody get in her way of happiness." Heather looked at Naya while saying these words. Heather secretly knew that Naya felt something for her. The way she kissed her was meaningful, it wasn't just a fucking around thing. She knew that Naya doesn't tell her how she really feels because she is scared, and she wanted her to know that. They hadn't had a chance to talk since they made up, so maybe this was the way to tell her what she wanted to say.
Naya just nodded and tried to process everything she said. The six people that were a part of that conversation fell in an awkward silence. Taylor looked at Heather, who looked back at him. Dianna and Lea looked at each other, knowing that Heather wanted her to do this, not Santana. Kevin just looked around, with a feeling that he missed something. Ryan soon interrupted the silence with his directing swag.
"Girls! I need you all, can you come with me?" Ryan said.
They all nodded and followed Ryan, leaving Kevin and Taylor alone.
"So.." Taylor started. "I have a question, Kevin."
After a long day of work, Naya found herself back in her house. She barely concentrated on anything, her mind was still wandering around what Heather had said earlier. She tried to avoid Heather all day after that, which was bad because she was in a way backing out of the deal. But talking to her was actually worse. Things were going way too far. This was definitely not what she wanted. She didn't want to be an in-a-closet-lesbian who was fighting with the boyfriend of the woman she loved for her heart She felt so alone, so frustrated, so confused. For the first time since that first kiss she did not know what to do. She didn't want to back out but she knew she was too much of a coward to come out for her. She never lasted that long with a real problem without talking to Heather about it. This was killing her. She came to that point in which she really needed help, or just somebody there.
It took her 2 hours to finally decide to pick the phone up and call her 2 other best friends to ask for advice. She knew that Heather didn't want her to tell, but she didn't want her with Taylor either so they were even. She tried looking for reasons to not call them, but they were all over thrown with reasons of why she should tell them. She dialed her phone and decided to call them.
*10 minutes later*
"So." Naya said to the two people on the other line of her phone. "I bet you are wondering why I decided to have a random three-way call with you guys.
"Yep." Dianna and Lea said in unison.
"I bet you guys are wondering why I've been so weird lately." Naya said.
"Yep." The girls said in unison again.
"I bet you guys are getting annoyed by the fact that I've been 10 minutes trying to tell you guys what I want to say."
"Yep."
"Well.."Naya started. She froze up and choked up with her own words. She couldn't do it. These were her 2 best friends and she couldn't tell them. "You know what? Nevermind it's not that important."
"Oh no, you don't missy!" Lea practically screamed out. "You are telling us now!"
"I can't, ok? I want to say it but I just can't." Naya said, about to break down.
"Honey, you can try." Lea said.
"Well it's just that..." Naya tried again. She choked up again. "Nevermind, I'll just call you guys-"
"We know, Nay." Dianna tried a different approach.
"Know what?" Naya asked.
"That what drunk Naya said is true." Dianna admitted.
There was an awkward silence for a few seconds.
"Am I that obvious?" Naya asked giggling.
"No. You're just our best friend, so we know everything." Dianna said.
"Although your eye-fucking is, dear. Too obvious." Lea said, which made them all laugh and brighten the mood.
"Well can you blame me?! The girl is gorgeous!" Naya admitted. This caused a few more minutes of laughter and "Oh my Gods" and stuff like that. After the laughing was ended ad everything got serious again, Naya started to talk seriously again. "Well, I honestly don't know what to do."
"I think you should go for it!" Lea said.
"Besides the fact that I'm not ready to come out, things are way more complicated." Naya said.
"How?" Dianna asked.
"Apparently, while drunk, I left Taylor a voicemail thinking it was Heather's voicemail that said how much i loved her and how I miss fucking her and shit." Naya said.
"Oh my God you left the voicemail in Heather phone?!" Lea said laughing, with Dianna laughing along.
"You guys are impossible! Hahaha, no but seriously he heard it. And he called me and threatened me by saying he will post the voicemail online if i didn't stop talking to her."
"What a dick." Dianna said.
"No, what a vagina." Lea said.
"I know! Well, I ended up in Hemo's house, ready to say goodbye, but he popped out of nowhere and we talked. He said it was stupid of him to ask me to separate from her, because she loved me too much. He just said we had to fight for her heart and may the best person win. We just can't tell her, play fair, and not sleep with her. Oh! And I couldn't tell anyone.. Shit I forgot about that.."
"And how is that working out for you?" Dianna asked.
"I don't know, because I honestly don't know how to compete against him. Like I feel like I can't give her what he does. He is an asshole, he even admitted on being with her because it helps his career. But I still feel like I can't give her what she needs. Besides him being her boyfriend gives him a huge advantage."
"You know what you need?" Lea said.
"What?" Naya said.
"You need a huge confidence boost because right now you are absolutely doubting your abilities and charm." Lea said.
"I don't know where to find it 's like even though I win ever battle it's not enough. He's just too advanced in this little game." Naya said, a little sadly.
"Well then, that's not fair." Lea said.
"I know." Naya said.
"I have a question." Lea said.
"Yes?" Naya asked.
"Did he put any rules against people helping you?" Lea said.
"Wait, what?" Naya asked shocked by the question.
"Lea that's perfect! The girl is a catch but she desperately needs help!" Dianna said.
"Guys that's cheating! You guys can't do that!" Naya protested.
"Did he say anything about people helping you?" Lea asked.
"Well, no.. But-" Naya said.
"But nothing. It's decided. You are getting a little Achele help." Dianna said.
Naya sighted. "So what do you guys have in mind?"
"Oh, a lot!" Lea said. "Dianna get dressed, we're gonna go to Naya's."
"Ok! Bye" Dianna said, then she hung up. Then Lea hung up.
"This shall be interested..." Naya said to no one in particular. And she was right. This was about to get very interesting.
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