Guys! Oh my god I am sooo sorry that I have not updated! I had a huge writers block which I still kind of have but I'm going to continue the story anyways just to get my cool back. Soo enjoy! Review, alert, favorite, whatever! Lol, tell me what u think ;)
"We agreed on no sex." Naya said to Taylor once they met up in the café later on that day.
"This is your emergency?" Taylor scoffed. "You texted me saying that there was some sort of emergency, to come and meet you at the café, alone, and you skip rehearsals just so you can accuse me of breaking the rules?"
"Heather told me. You can drop the act." Naya deadpanned as she crossed her arms and leaned back, adjusting her hat and sunglasses so no one can spot her.
Taylor just sighted and tried to suppress a laugh. "Fine, whatever, you caught me. You can't blame a guy for trying. But technically, I haven't broken the rules because we haven't had sex yet."
"And this is why your little trying game stops NOW. We agreed on playing fair and you are far beyond unfairness already."
"Fine. I promise I'll stop." Taylor said, letting his guard down.
Naya raised an eye-brow, questioning his promise.
"Scouts honor. I'll stop. But I won't stop making out with her."
"Fine. As long as you don't force her into it." Naya said, also defeated.
"But only if your little back-up team gets out of our business." Taylor said as he took a sip from his water.
"Back-up? What are you-"
"I'm not stupid, Naya. I know your little posse is helping you. You have another car; you could have easily taken a cab back home and left with your other car."
"It was late." Naya said.
"So will her period be if they keep helping you." Taylor said between smiles and sarcasm.
"You are unbelievable." Naya scoffed. "Why can't you just get another famous girly friend and date her instead? You said so yourself, this is for the fame."
"Partly, it is. But I really do love her. So do we agree on them not helping you?" Taylor asked.
"I said they're not helping me!" Naya screamed out, causing a few heads to turn their way, so Naya lowered her voice. "They're not helping me."
"I don't believe that." Taylor said.
"I haven't told them anything." Naya lied.
"But they most imagine something is going wrong. They're always around staring at everybody suspiciously. Not a coincidence."
"Ok, they kind of know something is going on. But I haven't told them anything. I'm denying it all." Naya lied again.
"I still don't believe you." Taylor responded.
"Then don't. Not my problem. They're not helping me and that's that. So stop trying to make a big deal out of something non-existent." Naya said as she rubbed her thighs.
"Let's not forget you're the one who has lots to lose here." Taylor said.
"You're the one who'll lose their career if Heather chooses me."
"What if she does choose you, Naya? What then?"
Naya gave him a puzzled look and leaned forward. "What do you mean?"
"If she chooses you after all, what are you going to do?" Taylor leaned back, noticing how he was gaining dominance.
Naya took a second to think. "I would be with her. I love her. I always have."
"Are you sure of that? Would you be with her?"
"Of course I'm sure. Why would I be doing this if I wasn't?"
"Naya, you wouldn't have the guts to be with her. We both know it."
"I do have the guts."
"You haven't even come out yet."
"I will when the time is right. This is all new to me."
"Ok, I'm going to stop you right there." Taylor said as he eyed Naya through her sunglasses. "This isn't new to you so stop saying it is."
"Of course it is. Why on earth do you say it's not?"
"You think I forgot the day that we all went out? You, me, Heather, Ashley?"
"Which time? We hung out a lot together."
"The time we went to the club and you got drunk out of your mind."
"You know I don't remember anything from that night." Naya tensed, so to play it cool she tried to adjust her hat with all of her hair inside.
"That's what I thought…" Taylor said softly. "But the way you tensed up just now after the mention suggests otherwise." He smiled.
"Heather told me what happened, ok? She tells me everything. She told me I kissed this random girl and we made out a little and then I pushed her away and told her that I liked kissing her and then when you and Heather came to separate me because Glee was on and I could be recognized, I told you guys that girls were better than guys and that I rather be with one any day and then I laughed or something and started talking about my dog. I know. She told me. Save the speech. It was a drunken thing. It didn't mean anything and I have no problems with thinking about that but I rather not think about it." Naya recited like a robot.
Taylor started smiling slowly.
"Why are you smiling?"
"How do you know you told that girl that you liked kissing her?" Taylor asked.
Naya tensed. "Heather told me…"
"I was there with Heather when we pulled you out. You didn't say anything to that girl. We heard everything."
Naya stayed quiet.
"You do remember, don't you?"
Naya tensed up some more. "I-"
"You pretended you didn't remember and then made it look like a one-night thing that you couldn't remember and then told people you didn't want to talk about it because you were too scared to admit that you actually liked it! Didn't you?"
"I was younger! And scared!" Naya defended.
"It was less than a year ago."
"Ok, fine, you caught me! You caught me! I remember that night! And I liked it! And I've always felt more attracted to girls than to guys. What's your damn point?" Naya said agitated.
"You never admitted to Heather or to anybody that you liked it. Because you may love Heather, but you don't love the things you feel for her. And like I said before, Heather cares too much about public opinion especially because of her mom, so whatever she feels she doesn't like it either. You may say that you would come out for her, but truth is you can't even do it for yourself! So you won't do it for her either! Because that's how it works!"
"I would!" Naya whispered as loudly as she could while looking around. "I would come out for her! And for myself too!"
"Then stand up right now and tell everyone in this café your heart's desire! Stand up and yell out your love for Heather!" Taylor dared.
"I'm not doing this right now!" Naya almost yelled out.
"Why? Because you're scared of what people are going to think?" Taylor said a little more relaxed.
"Because I'm scared of how she's going to react."
"So you admit she won't like the attention?"
"No, I'm saying I don't know how she's going to react with the news of me loving her." Naya said all built up, but quickly regretted it once she saw his victory face.
"You haven't told her how you feel, have you?"
"That is none of your business!"
"You're so embarrassed for what you feel for her that you haven't told her yet."
"It's not like that!"
"Then tell her right now!"
"I won't!"
"Why?"
"Because you're here!"
Taylor took a deep breath before continuing. "Then why didn't you tell her before I got here? Without alcohol making you do so?"
Naya stayed quiet.
"That's what I thought." Taylor stood up and placed a twenty dollar bill on the table. "Word of advice? You can't love anyone unless you love yourself first."
Naya gave him a death glare through her sunglasses.
"And the first step to love yourself? Is admitting to yourself and the world who you really are, Miss Santana Lopez." And then he took off her sunglasses and her hat, enraging Naya. But before she could say anything, someone else did.
"Oh my god, it's Naya Rivera!" A girl from the café screamed out, causing her group of friends to turn and see her and start screaming too.
"Son of a bitch!" Naya mumbled to herself as she saw him leave while she was quickly surrounded by lots of fans.
Im sorry by the lack of Heya but I will make up for it! Quicker updates i swear
