Back again. Sayaka will be more of a main character in this chapter on wards, so will Homura. Kyoko and Kyubey will have roles too. Mami Nagisa and Madoka have lesser roles but will be appearing. Anyhoo, go ahead.

Enjoy chapter Five Pondering


Sayaka sat on her bed, Kyoko was at her side and looked at Sayaka "You sure you're alright?" Sayaka gave a fake smile, Kyoko noticed. "I'm fine Red really. Just tired is all." Kyoko gave a frown. "She's hiding something. Maybe if I asked about her about that person she was talking to." Sayaka lay back on the bed and closed her eyes. "So…" Kyoko asked. "That Homura person. Do you know her or something?" Sayaka opened one eye. "what's got you curious?" Kyoko laughed. "Nothing, it's just I thought you had something going with her like a friendship, even though she wasn't there. It's like you missed her so much that you actually thought she was there."

Sayaka looked at Kyoko like she was crazy. "First. No I don't have a friendship with her. Second. She was there Kyoko, do you think I'm crazy?" Sayaka glared at Kyoko. Kyoko looked at Sayaka with hurt. "Hey hey, sorry. I didn't mean it like that Blue. It came out wrong. No I don't think you're crazy but next time tone it down a bit would ya?" Sayaka sighed And got up from the sheets. "She still doesn't remember. I'll try another time, when we have a bit more time together. First need to check something, for now I'll play dumb."

Sayaka chuckled. "Yeah Red, I was just foolin with ya." Sayaka gave Kyoko a light punch to the shoulder. "I knew there was no one. I did it just for a bit of fun but I do feel a bit unwell, think you can do a favour for me?" Kyoko gave a sigh of relief. "Thank god for that." "Sure what do ya need?" Sayaka lay back and gave a pretended cough. "Think you could get me some pain killers? I know that we're fresh out of them in the house." Kyoko got up and gave a salute to Sayaka. "Yes sergeant Miki. You can count on private Sakura." Sayaka smiled. "At ease soldier. Be sure to pick the right ones as well." Kyoko gave another salute and marched towards the door, when she turned around and gave a light chuckle. "Uh what ones were they again?" Sayaka face palmed but secretly smirked underneath her hand. She then looked back up at Kyoko and coughed again. "They're the solid Tablet ones, they are the only ones that will work. Nothing else will do, got it? don't forget remember."

Kyoko nodded. "Alright Miki, don't you go anywhere. I like to see you smiling not coughing. Sayaka gave a weak smile and coughed again. Kyoko opened the door to Sayaka's bedroom and walked out. Footsteps could be heard, then the sound of the front door being opened and closed happened, then it went silent.

Sayaka immediately jumped out of bed the moment the door shut. Sayaka grabbed a hoodie on her bedroom chair and made herself to the front door. She waited Three minutes, then opened the door. Standing in the hall way, she looked back and forth, then made her way to the stairs down to the bottom, going down them a flash of her and Kyousuke appeared in her mind at the hospital. She shook her head, as she was now at the front door of the apartment. Walking out into the daylight, She looked up. The sun was still shinning, blue skies covered the world like a picture. "It's sad that all this is fake." Sayaka thought. She then walked off to the bustop.


Mami kept running down the stairs, desperate to find this white creature she saw. She felt like she knew it from somewhere all she knew was two things: One. its name was Kyubey, she was certain. And two. She had to find it. Maybe finding the white creature would put an end to those strange dreams Her and Nagisa were having. Law of Cycles, Magical Girls, Witches. Those things kept coming back to her in the dreams. Nagisa was having dreams of being a caterpillar creature of some kind and being in a garden full of flowers, with a girl in a white dress and pink hair.

Mami reached the bottom of the stairs and was now in the foyer the main entrance, were different paths led to different parts of the school. Mami stomped her foot on the ground. "Damn, lost it. How could it disappear like that? Weird." Mami groaned. "I see a doctor and she just tells me that the dreams will go away. The nurse says the same thing, when I go see her too. Forgive me Nagisa, it looks like will be having these dreams for a while." Mami was about to return upstairs, when she heard a noise.

"Crap." said Kyubey. He had knocked over a pile of papers in the office and was hiding behind a plant in the office, next to the desk. He was panicking. "Don't come over here, don't come over here." Mami walked over to the office and poked her head through the window shouting "Anybody here?" She read a note on the desk. "Out to lunch?" Mami turned her head to the clock on the wall. "But it's only 10:10. Ok then." Mami then spotted the pile of papers on the floor. "How clumsy." Mami chuckled. "Well no one will mind if I stack them back up." Mami walked over to the door to the office, opened it and entered.

"No, no. Go away Mami please." Kyubey was now shaking. Mami walked over to the papers, gathered and shuffled them and put the papers back on the desk. She spotted a white tail coming from behind the plant as she did so. Mami smiled, it was the white creature. "Yes! found you." Kyubey's heart sank. He immediately jumped for the window. Mami expected this and slammed the window shut. Kyubey smacked into the window and remained there, until he slowly moved down to the bottom. "Ow." He said slowly. Mami rubbed the back of her neck and smiled apologetically. "Apologies but I needed to speak with you."

Kyubey shook his head, Then looked up at Mami's face. Memories flashed of her killing the girls and getting killed herself appeared in his mind. Kyubey looked away. "I can't do this." Mami tilted her head to the side. "Are you ok?" she asked.

Kyubey looked back at her. Kyubey chuckled. "Mami Tomoe. Of all the girls I contracted, you were the one that was the most close to me. Treating me like an actual friend."

Kyubey thought about the time he was injured by Homura in the original world. Madoka was holding him, with Sayaka at her side. Then Mami showed up and said: "Thanks for rescuing Kyubey, he's a dear friend of mine." Kyubey's signature smile grew wider. "You always were polite and kind to me, even in the last moments of your life and you never found out my true personality." Mami was shocked that the creature knew her name. But was surprised, when she saw a tear coming out of the creatures eye. "And now. Kyubey continued. You're living in a dream world with Nagisa Mome. Completely oblivious" Mami was taken back but stood firm she wanted answers. "How do you know about Me and Nagisa? And what's this about memories being wiped? White creature." Mami asked.

Kyubey stared into her eyes. "I never wanted to bother the other girls, least of all you but fate has a way of doing things that you don't want to happen. I guess it can't be helped, Akuma will probably kill me for this but oh well. At least I can talk to someone I've wanted to talk to for weeks." Kyubey jumped on to a file cabinet. "Let's start with introductions. My name is Kyubey. Not white creature and just to clarify I am a male." Mami was too confused to ask anything else, due to all the information that was being said. Kyubey sighed. As he looked at Mami confused face.

"Is there somewhere we could go to be a bit more private?" Mami nodded her head in conformation. "Good" Kyubey said. As he jumped onto Mami's shoulder Mami jumped. "Easy I won't bite you." Mami calmed down when Kyubey just stood there. "Have you thought of a location? Kyubey asked. Mami got over her shock. "Ye.. Yes. Um my house will be private, no one will bother us." Kyubey looked at Mami. "what about the school asking where you've been?" He asked. as they walked out of the school. "Uh we won't have to worry about that. Nobody saw me come in, due to Nagisa being a bit late for Primary."

Kyubey nodded. "Good, we have a lot to talk about when we get to your house. Hopefully you can get your memories back." "I'll apologise once she has her memories back. It looks like I'm not over come with guilt after all, maybe this is because she doesn't remember me but what if the guilt comes back after she remembers and she hates me? Stop thinking that, think about the positives. I hate having emotions but they do have uses. Kyubey when did you start to get paranoid? jeez.


It was afternoon now. The sun was still shinning, blue skies all around. Sayaka opened the door to her apartment. She was checking on Madoka's family to see if they were alright, then she went to the library to think. Sitting on her bed, she sighed. "Well at least their alright unlike me. I'm getting too paranoid, well I can't blame myself, after all this is the Devil's playground." Sayaka lay back on her bed. "Kyoko should be back soon. I'll just wait for her to come back, then I'll go see Akemi." Sayaka made herself comfortable, Then let sleep take her.


It was getting late. Evening was coming, the sun was going down and in the Cathedral laughing and screaming could be heard. Clara dolls were running around searching for the Incubator, while the guy in question hid up on the chandelier. The sun shone through the glass window, showing the picture of screaming witches and Magical Girls. The picture reflected onto the floor of the main hall, beneath the window sat Satan on her throne. She had her eyes closed and had her legs crossed hands both on top.

The Clara Dolls had gotten fed up with searching for Jubey and were hungry. "Jubey. You win." A Clara Doll shouted. Jubey jumped of the chandelier onto the banister, then levitated down to the floor. "Good now I can go take a nap." He muttered. "Mother!" The same Clara Doll shouted. "We're finished hide and seek. Can we go have dinner?" Homura opened her eyes "Yes you may. She said back. Jubey, will kindly join them?" Jubey looked up at Homura on her throne. "I want to take a nap, I'm tired. So no thanks. Homura leaned forward and smirked. Her face was half covered by the darkness, the other half was visible due to the light. "It wasn't a request Jubey, it was an order. Go now." Jubey was getting really pissed at the demon now but he had no choice. "Yes Akemi. Come on brats" He spat. The Clara Dolls followed by Jubey. All went into the dinning hall. Homura leaned back on her throne and closed her eyes again.

Homura listened softly to the candles that were on her left and right. Taking in the quiet tune of the dancing flames. "It's almost time." She thought. Homura rose from her throne and clapped her hands. Lilith appeared at her side. "We will be receiving a guest, so make sure that a private meal will be made in front of my throne. There's plenty of room for chairs and a small table. "Yes Mother." The Clara Doll then disappeared in a cloud of smoke.

Homura walked out of her Cathedral Mansion, and was now In her front garden. It was full of cherry blossom trees, Narcissus, Tulips and other flowers. In the middle there was a path that went off into two different directions, one to the back garden, the other to the gate entrance. Homura's wings grew out from her back, she gently flew over the gate onto the ground, then walked off to the edge of the cliff. Her wings going back into her back, her school uniform creeping over her dress as she walked. The sun was going down and the moon was creeping over the hills, showing off it's features, even if it was half. Homura smiled, when she spotted the sight of familiar blue hair. "Let's hope this goes well."

Homura had her blank cold expression on her face, as she got to the edge of the cliff. Suddenly a cutlass pierced her knee. Another cutlass came for her but she back flipped over it. Homura in midair, looked up to see Sayaka in her Magical girl wear, coming down right for her. A cutlass in both her arms held behind her head, Sayaka then brought down the cutlass, aiming for the demons head. Homura's wings sprouted forth, she dodged in quick fashion. Homura clapped her hands. Sayaka's cutlass disappeared and she fell onto the light grass. Sayaka groaned. "Damn. I thought I had you there Transfer student." Homura flew down and landed a couple of feet in front of Sayaka. Shaking her right finger. "Tsk Tsk. Now Miki, you shouldn't play with swords..." Sayaka got up and was ready to talk back to the demon but immediately froze, when she felt warm breath touch her ear. "It will get you into trouble."


There we go. Homura will reveal what her plan is for Sayaka in the next one and also a bit of Mami, Kyoko and Kyubey on the side. Hope you enjoyed, Review at your leisure and have a good one.