I bent over my computer desk chair and picked up the case containing my camera and stand to began setting it up for my video diary. A small stack of papers was placed on my bed and after glancing over everything, I reached forward and turned on the device. "Hello everyone," I greeted with a small sniff. "Time for another video diary it would seem." I smiled and sat on my bed, crossing my legs knee over knee. "Please forgive my sniffles, I am apparently getting a cold or something. Oh well, I still want to do my diary thing. Anyway, I had an interesting day today. I met one of my fans at a restaurant and I even signed an autograph for her. It was really embarrassing to be asked for it, but she seemed so happy I thought about doing a little something for all of my members on the web page." I blushed at the memory of autographing the photo and the excited look on the girl's face. I should really make more of an effort to talk to my fans in person.

PornStar!Vivio V

By: Satashi

The girl leaned forward and picked up a centerfold length picture of herself. "This is the other image that didn't make the centerfold in the last magazine I was in. It has never been released, so it's an original." Her purse was gone through next and Vivio signed her stage name on the bottom of the poster, adding a few hearts around it. "I'm going to have a little fun trivia tonight in the chat room, and whoever answers the most questions will get this autographed poster! I'll even do a request for them live on web cam, so be thinking about it!" She winked.

"Also," She sat the poster on the bed and tossed her pen back into her purse. "I got a lot of positive mail from everyone after posting my first video diary, so I'm going to take some more time and answer the questions asked by the kind people who emailed me." She giggled to herself while flipping through the printed emails. "Hmm.... Okay, this one has been asked a lot: What is your favorite position?" She placed the paper on the other side of herself and thought about it. "I think that 'doggy style' would be my favorite. It isn't hard to stay in that position, and after some scenes, it's actually really relaxing to just be comfortable and let them do all the work." She laughed happily at herself. "But yeah, I like being on my forearms and knees, head down, just enjoying it."

"Moving on, we have...'Does size matter to you?'" She rolled her eyes. "Relax, guys, size isn't that important. It's a plus, but in all honesty, it doesn't matter if it's four inches or ten, if you don't know how to use it, it doesn't matter." She placed the paper to the side and flipped some more. "Hmm..."She giggled. "Are you all natural? Yes, my boobs are real. Implants scare me really bad. Besides, they just get in the way. I'd prefer to be an A-cup just so they won't bounce so much." She grinned and hopped in place, making her breasts jiggle, before getting another paper. "Dom or Sub?" Vivio stuck out her tongue at the camera. "Dom, definitely. I don't do bondage scenes mainly because they want to tie me up."

"Hmmm.... Here we are: How good is your girlfriend in bed?" Vivio placed it next to her. "We haven't had sex, so I can't answer that one.... What are your measurements?" She made a tutting motion at the camera. "Check my web page, it's under my bio, silly." The blond placed the last paper down next to herself and uncrossed her legs, sitting with them slightly parted and both hands between her legs, holding her shirt down a little. "That's all the questions for this time, but keep sending in the requests! I'll be happy to answer them all in time. If I didn't get to yours this time, don't think I forgot, I have them all listed on my computer!"

Moving from her bed, Vivio picked up her camera and turned to leave her bedroom. "I promised a tour of my house so I'll add it in as well. My bedroom goes straight into my living room." She took time to show her couch. "My couch is a little old, but it's comfortable. The cushions sag a bit, but it's great for laying across on them. Sometimes in the summer I sleep on my couch while watching TV late at night." She moved to the aforementioned television. "Speaking of, my TV is a standard one. I don't have the mobile monitor luxury but I don't really care to get it. I have enough bills as it is."

Vivio sniffed loudly. "Sorry... anyway, my kitchen." She walked to the tiled section divided from the rest of the apartment with a small bar. "Uhm... What to say about it... I like to keep it clean... I like fruits..." She opened her refrigerator. "As you can see, I love orange juice and...." She popped open the freezer. "Frozen pizzas are yummy. Yes, I can cook, but everyone gets lazy every now and then. Moving on, my washer and dryer are here." She opened the door to the small room. "I do laundry a lot, so detergent is a large expense for me..." The doors closed and the bathroom door was opened. "Bathroom, not much here." She focused on the shower. "I'm still hoping to get a waterproof camera for my shower for everyone to watch me take baths, but no luck so far. Everyone email my company and tell them to stop being so stubborn and buy me one." She giggled. "No really, don't do that."

Finally the girl sat her camera down on the stand and sat on her bed again, crossing her legs and sniffing. "I'm really happy that everyone is enjoying my videos. Don't forget that my new movie comes out in about two weeks! I have three scenes in it, and they're really good in my opinion. Please show your support and buy it if you can!" She blew a kiss to the camera. "Until next time , everyone! Thank you for your support and letters!"

Vivio awoke to the sound of her cell phone ringing loudly on her desk. Groggily she reached out for it and weakly flipped it open, sniffing lightly. "Hello?"

"Are you just waking up?" Syn's voice asked her curiously.

Vivio blinked a few times. "It's still dark out." The sound of rain pounding on her window was finally recognized and she looked to her alarm clock for the correct time. "Ugh, I slept in it seems."

"Stay up late?" Syn listened to the sounds of Vivio rustling in her sheets.

Vivio groggily looked at her still set up desk from last night's show. "Very late...I don't think I've gotten but a few hours of sleep."

Syn's voice was amused. "Watching porn?"

"...Something like that." Vivio grinned despite herself and sat up fully, yawning and giving a small wince. "I think I slept on my arm wrong."

"Aw. I'll come rub it for you."

A flash of lightning made the blond cringe. The low rumbling of thunder echoed around her while she walked to her bathroom and cut on the lights. "I don't know, it's pretty bad out there."

"Come on, I have today off. Days like this were meant to be spent with someone snuggling."

Vivio ignored the bottle of medicine laying over in her cabinet and reached for her mouthwash. "Hm.... Okay, but be careful out there. It's raining pretty hard."

"I'm a good driver. Should I bring anything? A movie, some food?"

The blond started getting her morning supplies together. "Nah, just come over. I don't want you out there any longer than you have to be."

"Okay, I'll see you soon."

"Bye-bye." With a flick of her wrist, the cell phone was closed and she put the breath cleaner into her mouth with her free hand. Thirty seconds later paired with a fast brushing of teeth gave her a kissable smile. After giving herself a few extra moments to double check her appearance, she went to her bedroom and began straightening up from last night's work. Her items were put back in their spot and she double then triple checked everything to be sure it would be okay if Syn went in her room.

Now free from worry, the girl went to her dresser, hand pausing over the knob of the drawer. 'Knowing Syn, my shirt will probably come off... I should surprise her by not wearing a bra.' A small grin came on her lips as she took out only a cute pair of multi colored striped panties. Wiggling them up, she straightened out the straps and moved to her closet to get a comfortable long sleeved shirt. With a small sniff, she pulled it down and picked up her discarded bluejeans from the day before and put them back on.

With a little time to spare, the girl gathered up her dirty clothes and dumped them into her washing machine to be ran a little later. 'I should do my sheets but Syn will be here too soon to worry with that... Oh well, one day won't kill me.' A small bit of perfume was dabbed onto her wrist and then rubbed together before a small streak was dabbed on her neck just under her ears. 'Okay... Looking cute, smelling good... I need to comb my hair.'

A fast brushing left the girl with a tangle free mess of hair that was pulled up in a side ponytail. Just as soon as she declared herself ready a knock was heard and she jogged to the door, smiling at the girl who gave her a hug right away. "Oh, you're cold." Vivio realized, placing her palms over Syn's cheeks. "You're frozen!"

"A little chilly and wet outside." Syn took off her jacket and handed it to Vivio to place in the small, mostly empty, closet. "You didn't have plans today did you?"

"She asks after showing up." Vivio took her girlfriend's hands and lead her to the couch to sit her down. "Stay here," She jogged to her bedroom and stripped the comforter from it before returning to her friend. "Here, warm up. Would you like a drink? Hot coco?"

"A warm body would be nice." Syn flared out the blanket and held it to her chin.

"Silly." Vivio took the request and slid under the blanket, finding an arm over her shoulders. "You promised me a rub."

Syn grinned at her. "I did, didn't I?" Syn turned sideways to put both hands around Vivio. "Where does it hurt?"

"My right shoulder." Vivio closed her eyes as the hands started rubbing her. "Mm... That feels really good."

"Glad I came?"

"Very." Vivio moaned softly and felt Syn shift so she was facing her side and one of her legs slid behind her back and between the couch. The other leg went over her lap and she was embraced fully, palms still rubbing her sore spots. "This is just what I needed." She sniffed lightly.

"Hey, you smell good." Syn noticed while nuzzling her girlfriend's neck like a kitten.

"Thank you." Vivio felt Syn's hand around her front drop down to her shirt hem and slip under it a few moments before the one on her back did the same. Slowly her lips turned up to a smile as Syn's hands slowly moved upwards. The palm on her back pressed down lightly and moved to her neck before a curious hum came from beside her.

"You normally don't wear a bra around the house, or am I just lucky?"

"Maybe you're lucky." Vivio teased her softly, breath catching as the palm on her stomach moved up to her breast line. "Going right for it?"

Syn gave her a small giggle. "I want your shoulder to feel better first." Vivio smiled fondly and lifted her arms, allowing her girlfriend to remove her shirt. "Hey!" The blue haired one felt her cheeks color darkly when she saw the two golden hoops now accenting her girlfriend's chest. Each one held a small gem, the left being a cold sapphire blue while the right was a blazing ruby red, matching Syn's eye colors. "You got them pierced!?"

"You said you liked it," Vivio replied shyly, embarrassedly allowing Syn to stare.

"Just because I said that?" Syn finally looked back up to her eyes.

"Yes," Vivio smiled softly when she was hugged. "Is this what you wanted?"

"Yes." Syn pulled back and glanced back down before looking up once again. "You are awesome. The best girlfriend ever."

Vivio happily hugged her once again and after a few moments, felt her shoulder being rubbed while in the embrace. 'I love this feeling,' she thought contently to herself while being pampered. 'If Syn likes it, I'd do anything for her.' She cuddled against her girlfriend and inhaled happily. 'Just to see that smile of hers…' Closing her eyes, she inhaled Syn's scent contently and lost herself in the warmth the body provided her.

Vivio slowly opened her eyes and blinked a few times to try and clear her vision. At first she was confused as to where she was but a hand trailed over her arm, reminding her that she was with Syn on the couch. "Are you awake?" Syn asked softly, making Vivio shift slightly to look up at the girl she had been sleeping on. "You conked out right away."

"I'm sorry," the blond apologized with a sniffle. "I guess I wasn't awake enough... How long did I sleep?"

"I don't know, through one show on the television." Syn allowed Vivio to lie so the blond's back was on her chest now.

"Did you feel me up while I was sleeping?" Came a curious question.

"I did your sides whenever I thought you would wake up." Syn wrapped both arms over Vivio's shoulders and laid them to rest casually. "I think you should let me after letting you lay on me for so long. My leg fell asleep."

"Oh I'm so sorry." Vivio clearly didn't mean it. "Your poor little leg." One of her hands pat the area between herself and the couch to touch Syn's body. "I'll fix you lunch to make up for it?"

"Okay," Syn agreed readily, watching with excitement in her eyes as Vivio moved off of her. When the blanket was taken as well to wrap around her top half, she frowned slightly. "Oh come on, you said you'd go topless."

"Did I?"

"You did," Syn nodded, tugging on the sheets. "Off with it."

"Unfortunetly," Vivio cooed at her, bending over to kiss Syn's nose. "I don't have anything to cook with right now. I'll need to go to the store."

"You should have let me go while I was out." Syn pulled on the blanket, finally seeing her prize. "Or we could just get naked now and...?"

"Later," Vivio blushed darkly.

"You said later last time..."

"Then later it is, then." Vivio stretched and went to her bedroom, picking out a bright pink bra and putting it on before going back into the living room. Her shirt was reclaimed, much to Syn's disappointment, and she sat down once more, hugging onto Syn. "What do you want to eat?"

"Something hot," Syn eyed her.

"You can't eat me, silly." Vivio allowed the hands on her to trail over her hips under her shirt. "Really, let's do something, have some fun, then we can get intimate later." She grinned as the hands started trying to undo the button on her pants. "You're always so touchy." She slapped the hands gently before they could accomplish their task. "Pervert."

"It's not perverted if I care about you," Syn reasoned.

"Awwwww, I care about you too." She leaned forward and kissed the girl's cheek. "Later sweetie, I promise. Just let me enjoy it a little while longer."

"Okay, I'll wait forever for you." Syn got another happy hug and returned it. "Lunch......how about some chili? Something nice and warm for today."

"You got it." Vivio moved to the door and put on her shoes. "Come on, I'll drive."

Vivio parked her car and sighed, looking at the long run they had to make in the rain to get to the grocery store. "Great, why on earth are people at the store on a day like this?"

Syn nudged her. "Gee, maybe they're getting something for dinner?"

"Shush." Vivio reached behind the seats and fumbled around. "I could have sworn I left an umbrella in my car...Dang it."

Syn licked her lips. "I just noticed, you don't curse do you?"

"My mamas used to spank me when I cursed, so I don't do it." She sighed out. "Okay, we're going to have to run for it. Ready?"

Syn nodded and each girl opened their door, slamming it quickly behind them and running in the thrashing rain to the store. At the door, the blue haired girl slipped while trying to slow herself down and had to grab a buggy to keep herself from toppling over. Vivio made a much more dignified entrance, slowing down before reaching the smooth tile and wiping her feet off on the carpeted area. "Not a word," Syn warned her, her hair now a dark blue from the rain. Water dripped down her neck, making her wipe it with her hand before shaking her hair to fling water off of it.

Vivio walked next to the girl and placed her hand on the side of the shopping cart with a smile. A small trail of water followed behind the two girls as their shoes squeaked while walking. "I swear, they need to turn on the heat when it's raining like a spilt slushy."

"Spilt slushy?" Syn asked with a quirky grin. "You are so weird sometimes."

"What?" Vivio asked, honestly confused. "Hey, why are you laughing? Come on, it's a good reference!" The girl crossed her arms and humphed out. The pout almost made Syn give in to the tantrum, but the bottom of Vivio's pants caught under her already wet shoe, causing her to slip and fall forward onto the floor.

"Hey, you okay?" Syn quickly moved to help her up, trying not to laugh. "See, that's what you get for laughing at me for almost falling."

"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine... just my pride." Her arms flailed out when she was scooped up into Syn's arms. "Hey-wha!? Syn, put me down!" She blushed hard when she found herself awkwardly placed into the shopping buggy and had to keep herself from falling the rest of the way into it when Syn started pulling her arms back. "Syn, I'm not a kid."

"So?" Syn started pushing the buggy before Vivio could attempt to try and get out of it. "So, Chili right? What kind of meat do you use?"

"Hamburger?" Vivio leaned back against the cart and bent her knees so she could get comfortable while sitting in it.

"That's it? Really?"

"Um, yes?" Syn tutted at her. "What? Miss chef."

"You should use different kinds. Beef for flavor, lamb for texture, and maybe pork for the contrast."

"Pork? Lamb? In Chili?" Vivio got a pat on her head and was parked in front of the meat section of the store. "Well, you know what you're doing..." She accepted the packages and tried to make room for them while also being in the buggy. "What else do we need?"

"Chips? Crackers? I'm paying half so it won't be bad."

"I need milk too," Vivio thought aloud, allowing herself to be pushed. "I don't think we'll all fit in here, though."

"You'll manage." Syn pushed Vivio a little faster and hopped up on the bottom part of the buggy, riding out the speed she gained.

"Haha, you're crazy!" Vivio looked back at her friend and smiled up at her, sniffling softly.

"When you're young it's called being immature. When you're old enough to know better, it's called having fun." Syn gained more speed by kicking one foot on the ground like a skateboard. The two slid to a stop near the checkout and ignored the obvious dis-approving glare from the person ringing them up.

Once paid and loaded up once again with bags the two girls paused outside of the store, facing the rain. "Ready?" Vivio asked with a grin, rubbing her arms to combat the cold wind.

"Steady!" Syn pushed the buggy, plowing through the water covered parking lot as fast as she could. "Can you pop your trunk?" Syn watched the girl reach into her pocket and pull her keys out before pressing a button and making the back end of her car open slightly. Now with her destination in sight, Syn hurried to the vehicle and tossed the supplies into it. Moments later she reached out for Vivio and allowed herself to be used as a brace so she could hop out of the buggy and land in a puddle of water. The two girls laughed, moved the buggy out of the way, and hurried to the car, now soaking wet.

"Well," Vivio turned her key and turned the heat onto max. "That was an adventure. Let's head home and get changed."

"Good idea," Syn laughed.

"God, I'm soaked." Syn complained instantly when they entered into Vivio's apartment. "I'm glad I'm not wearing white..."

"You have no boobs anyway." Vivio commented while putting the groceries onto the counter.

"Hey! I'm sensitive about that, miss D-cups." Syn crossed her arms over her chest.

"DD, thank you." She posed proudly. "But seriously, I'll give them to you if I could. What size are you? AAA?"

"Oh very funny." Syn crossed her arms with an annoyed pout but suddenly had to try and dodge out of the way when Vivio suddenly jumped at her. The blonde was faster, however, and before Syn could struggle away she found the back of her shirt lifted and her bra strap tag looked at. "H-Hey!"

"Oh how cute! AA, you're still in training bras!"

"They're not training!" Syn pulled away quickly, getting her bra strap popped on her back for it. "I bought them at a real store, thank you."

"Real stores carry training bras."

Syn flushed darkly and glared. "I'm flat chested, so sue me."

Vivio giggled to herself before sniffing loudly. "Turn around please." She requested while walking to get a paper towel from her counter.

"Why?" She eyed the girl skeptically.

"I need to blow my nose."

"Have at it." Syn shrugged. Vivio looked at her a moment and turned her back, only to have Syn dance around in front of her. "Don't tell me you're the type to get embarrassed over things like this?"

"Leave me alone!" Vivio turned again, growling as Syn moved to stand in front of her. "Ugh, Syn!"

"Blow blow," Syn cooed at her. The red and green eyes glared at her before finally having no choice but to make use of the tissue. "See, wasn't that hard."

"You're annoying." Vivio blushed and moved away from her to toss the paper. A sudden sneeze made her cover her nose and turn around, glaring once more as Syn held the tissues up in the air and away from her. "Syn!"

"Say please?"

"PLEASE!" Vivio tried to reach for them, jumping lightly.

"Bouncy!"

"Syn!" Vivio got the box and quickly plucked one, wiping her nose. "Ew, gross."

"You're so cute." Syn hugged the girl from behind. "But you're soaking wet too, your cold will get worse if you don't get changed."

"Sinuses." Vivio denied, but still started walking to her bedroom, taking Syn's hands and pulling her along as well. "I'll pick you out something."

"Thank you." Syn peeled off her shirt and shook her wet hair. "Should I toss my wet clothes in the washer?"

"Please." Vivio took off her shirt as well, grinning as Syn stared. "Perv." Despite the tease, she unclasped her bra and slowly peeled it off for her girlfriend's enjoyment. "There, topless."

"Stay that way?" Syn requested curiously. "Come on..." Walking behind the girl, her hands went around to the button on her blue jeans and was allowed to unsnap it. A second button followed, and a third made up for the lack of zipper on that brand. "You promised..." Slowly the wet denim was pulled down, making Syn grin at the stripes.

"Um..." Vivio blushed darkly, feeling her heart race at the curious eyes looking at her. "...Okay... If you really want me to?"

"Really?" Syn asked again, now moving to stand in front of her. "You don't have to if you're uncomfortable, this is just fun for me." Her eyes glanced at the wet jewelry glistening in the light on Vivio's chest.

"Yeah, well..." Vivio averted her eyes. "If you want me to... but I'm going to wear an apron."

"Even better!" Syn laughed happily. "But before that, can I steal some clothes?" She watched her girlfriend move to the dresser and start going through it. The blue haired girl's eyes trailed away and landed on the case on Vivio's desk. "Hey... this is your camera, right?"

"Mmhm.." Vivio hummed out, trying to pick something she wanted to see Syn wearing.

"Is there a memory stick in it?"

"Yes, a new one since it's the first of the month, nothing's on it." She pulled up a long blue shirt that would go to Syn's knees. "Here, this will be cute on-hey!" She held the shirt to her chest, seeing Syn holding the camera with the red recording light on. "No filming!"

"Why?" Syn moved around when Vivio tried to grab the camera. "Come on, let's do a cooking show!"

"Naked!?"

"Yup." Syn grinned at Vivio's pouting face. "Come on, you're an actor, do something for me."

Not being able to help it, Vivio smiled. 'You'd LOVE it if I did my acting for you...' With a shake of her head, she moved the shirt and allowed Syn to record her naked. "You're not keeping that."

"Why not? Come on, pose or something?"

Vivio looked at her smiling girlfriend. "If you want naked pictures, just ask."

"Really?" Syn looked up from the camera. "Will you pose for me?"

"If I do, will you promise to get over the video idea?"

"Yes!" The answer came so fast that Vivio had to grin.

"Okay, turn off the video... Now set the top button to still image... Do you have a computer?"

"Yes." Syn smiled as Vivio sat on the bed and put her hands behind her to brace herself. "Really? You don't mind?"

"I get some of you too." Vivio challenged.

Syn hesitated just for a moment before nodding. "Okay that's fair. Not like you'll show them to anyone....Smile!" She took a picture of Vivio and started pretending to be a professional. "Okay, you're on the beach and the wind just blew your hair!" Vivio played along and pulled her loose wet hair up with both hands, sticking out her chest. "You're a model on the catwalk." She giggled while Vivio struck a sexy pose. "Alright, you're a fox chasing a hound! Show me those teeth!" The blond growled and pawed at the air, laughing. "Give me something sexy.... wow, you're good at this."

"I try." Vivio grinned and laid back completely. "I'm a little cold."

"I can tell." Syn hopped on her and got a close up shot. "Your headlights are on."

"Perv." She accepted the camera from Syn and watched the girl strip down. "Okay, smile for me." Syn grinned, letting her hair hand around her shoulders, and smiled fondly at Vivio as her picture was taken. "Thank you."

"Just one? I took like thirty?"

"One is enough." Vivio sat the camera to the side and looked up at Syn. "Are you happy?"

"Of course?"

"Good."

Syn stared down at the girl for several long moments. "Vivio... Did you do all that just to make me happy?"

"Yes?" Vivio tilted her head to the side.

The girl on top let out a small sigh. "I don't want pictures of you to just have them... I wanted them because you wanted me to have them. There's no meaning behind it if you didn't just want to give them to as a gift. That's why I asked a second time if it was okay."

"...Really?" She got a small nod. "You don't... just want me naked?" She blinked when Syn shook her head. "I'll... I'll let you film me naked if you want, I don't mind...?"

"Vivio..." Syn leaned over and rested her forehead against her girlfriend's. "I want you, not just your body. I want the feeling of knowing you did something for me because you honestly wanted to, not just to make me happy. I appreciate it, I really do, but if the girl in my picture's eyes aren't shining the way I know them to be, then it doesn't matter."

"Syn..."Slowly she reached up and touched the girl's cheek. "You want me... just for me?... Not my body?"

"Of course. I know I'm touchy and all, but I didn't fall for a beautiful body, I fell for the girl who took in a stranger... who was kind enough to help me when I was down... Who accepted me even though I'm some back street girl with no real clear future in mind. I want you because you're you."

"Syn..." Vivio felt a tear roll down her cheek and closed her eyes as it was wiped away. "I..." Her breath caught. "I don't know what to say..."

"Shhh.... silly girl, don't cry. I didn't say anything that meaningful, just what was on my mind."

Vivio nodded softly and moved her arms to Syn's shoulders when the girl tried to move back. "No, don't pull away... hold me?" The body weight shifted and Syn laid on top of her, smiling at the girl under her and kissing the tears that tried to escape the multi-colored eyes. "Syn...?"

"Yes, Vivio?"

Vivio wrapped her arms around her girlfriend and held her close. "I love you."

Syn stayed silent a moment before exhaling softly in a pleasant way. "I love you too. I was hoping I could say that soon without scaring you away."

"Syn...?"

"Yes, Vivio?" The words were repeated, their foreheads touching.

"Kiss me...?"

Their lips parted lightly before brushing over each other's. Bodies moved together, heartbeats beating against their chests. A small intake of air came out softly between the intimate action and once again they joined together. Vivio's arm slowly moved around Syn's waist and pulled her closer so their body heat would be shared. Another kiss, another soft spoken set of names, and another whisper of love.

Syn moved back just enough to look into Vivio's eyes again and smiled fondly down into them. Their lips came together again and gentle urging made the girl move back closer so their warmth would be shared. Her arms snaked under Vivio's body and held her close, gasping quietly when her sides were caressed gently. This time their tongues touched briefly, lovingly moving over each others as they deepened the kiss. A soft moan came, lost to them who had produced it. The air breathed was nothing but the scent of the other as they bonded, bodies trying to get closer whenever the heat from their skin lost contact with each others. Vivio touched the base of the girl's spine and slowly moved upwards along it, pulling her new lover closer as their bodies finally moved together as one.

Blue hair fell over Syn's sides and sprawled out on the bed, mixing together with gold.

Vivio smiled contently, eyes closed and breathing steadily against the chest of her lover. Syn's hand ran down her back and back up slowly. No words were said for a while now but neither felt the need to. The only sounds were their breath and the rain tapping against the window. 'This is so nice,' the blond thought to herself, feeling yet another kiss placed in her hair. 'I've never felt like this before... Being held after sex... making love... Having her stay with me once it's over...I don't ever want her to let me go...' The girl sighed out contently, cuddling up a little closer to Syn. 'This is what I was missing... This warmth, these feelings...' Her eyes opened lightly, seeing Syn's chest raise and fall with her breath. 'I know now... what love is... what it means to care about someone... what being intimate really is...' She gave her lover a small kiss on her chest and looked up to see Syn gazing at her. "I love you," She whispered, getting her lips kissed this time.

"You too." Syn replied in kind, closing her eyes once more and hugging the girl in her arms. "That was really nice."

"It was." Vivio felt her body shiver as her spine was traced yet again. "I've never felt this way before."

"Same. I liked it." Syn smiled and moved back to look at Vivio again. "But I think we need a shower." She moved her hand to pick up a section of their hair that was tangled together.

Vivio's stomach growled at her as well, making her blush darkly. "Um... Food too?" She giggled softly. 'But I don't want her to let me go...'

"Come on, silly girl." Syn moved away from Vivio but scooped her up before she could get off the bed.

"Huh?"

"Nothing." Syn commented casually while carrying her. "I just wanted to carry you."

Vivio grinned and wrapped her arms around Syn's neck and leaned against her. "Okay." She let herself be carried the few steps to her bathroom and reluctantly was sat down on her bathtub. She watched Syn curiously look for towels to set out before getting the water going and allowing it to run over her wrist to check the temperature. 'Tomorrow,' Vivio though while fondly looking at her lover. 'I'll tell her everything tomorrow...I know she will accept me... Because I can tell, she loves me.'

"...What?" Syn asked, cheeks coloring when she realized the girl was gazing at her.

"Nothing," she repeated Syn's earlier words. "I just want to look at you." Vivio held out her arms and got a hug. "I love you Syn."

'Okay... It's almost time.' Vivio sniffed heavily and retreated to her bedroom to grab a tissue from the steadily depleting box. As an afterthought she went to her bathroom and struggled with the child protection cap on her bottle of medicine. 'Stupid little...there.' The cap was finally pried off and two pills were taken with a gulp of water. 'Maybe I should have listened to Allquall...' The thought was pushed aside and the girl went back into the living room to go over everything.

'Okay... I have my laptop ready to show her my web page... A few of my recent magazines.... Maybe a movie would be too much right now...' Vivio rechecked the magazines to make sure they were her best photo shoots. 'I think these will be fine... nothing too bad to shock her until she can accept it.' A deep breath calmed her down a little. ' Everything is ready...Or maybe I should make some tea? We might be talking about this a long time...' The idea was cut off when a knocking came on her door. 'Here goes nothing...' She jogged to the entrance to her apartment and looked through the peephole, grinning at the sight of Syn crossing her eyes and sticking out her tongue. "Silly girl," She greeted as the door opened.

"That's my line." Syn retorted, giving her girlfriend a quick hug. "What's so important that you wanted me to come here after work before going home? I smell like French fries."

"Yummy." Vivio sniffed her. "Hey, you really do!" She got swatted at as she closed the door. "Anyway, I wanted to talk to you about something."

"Oh?" Syn looked at her and was guided over to the couch, glancing at the adult magazines on the table with a smirk. "What is it?"

"Well..." She took a breath. "You know how I'm always a little evasive about my job?"

"Yes?" Syn looked at Vivio fully when the tone of the voice meant for her to get serious.

The blond looked at her a moment to reassure herself of their relationship. "The reason is because I was worried that it would scare you off." She was blinked at. "You see... Syn, I'm in the adult entertainment industry." This time Syn looked at her blankly. "Yes, it's what you're thinking."

"You're..." Syn tried to make sure she was getting this right. "In adult entertainment...?"

"Yes." Vivio picked up a magazine and turned to her pages. "Here."

Syn slowly looked down at the magazine, amazed at the nude images of her girlfriend staring her in the face. "You... pose naked?" She asked the obvious, still confused at the sudden information.

"Yes."

"I... see..." Syn turned a page and scanned the images quickly. "... God, for a second there I thought you shot pornos."

Vivio almost physically flinched. "Ah... Well..." Syn looked at her. "I... do."

"You do?" The tone of voice went from shocked to unsure. "Like... filmed sex?"

"Yes." Vivio swallowed thickly. Syn looked back down at the magazine, as if to confirm what she was hearing. Once the section was finished, she tossed it on the table and picked up the other one, flipping until she came across her girlfriend again, eyes going wide as the hardcore images were found. "Those were taken about a month ago," Vivio offered.

Syn threw the magazine onto the couch and stood up, pacing while she thought. Several seconds passed by in silence before Syn turned to her again. "You're a porn star." It was a statement but a question at the same time. A meek nod was her reply, making her stop and stare. "You're in porn." Another nod. "You... you fuck people for money." The wording made Vivio wince, but after Syn stared at her for an answer, she finally forced herself to reply.

"Well, it's not really sex, it's more like-"

"You screw people for money!" Syn pointed at the magazines. "And they record you and sell it so people can WATCH you doing it!?"

Vivio tried to think quickly. "It's not like it sounds! I don't.... It's... Hard to explain."

Syn bent over and glared, voice getting louder. "Do you, or do you not, get paid to have sex!?"

Vivio steadied herself under the gaze and swallowed. "Yes." The blue haired girl moved away and threw up her hands. "Syn, listen, I need to explain-"

"What's there to explain!?" Syn turned on her, still amazed. "You.... oh god, When you blew me off because you had work, did you go screw someone!?"

Once again Vivio felt like a deer in the headlights of an oncoming car. "I... I..."

"Did you!?" Syn's voice was almost screaming now. "My first day at my new job, you said you would come see me, what did you do when you didn't show up!?" Vivio's eyes glanced to the earlier tossed magazine before she could help herself and Syn almost screamed out in annoyance. "You promised! You promised me, Vivio! You said you would be there! I waited all day, I worked through my lunch, I looked at everyone who came in the door, and you... you were having sex with some guy! Did you even know him!?"

"I... I don't..."

Syn walked around some more, shaking her head before finally putting both hands on the bar dividing the kitchen. "I hit on you constantly, tried to kiss you, tried to hug you, tried to get intimate with you... and you kept blowing me off. I wanted some way to show you how much I cared for you." Her words were soft now, voice quivering. "The girl who pulled me up when I hit rock bottom... the girl who made me decide to keep making it on my own instead of giving up and moving back in with my mother... I had my things packed, Vivio." She turned and looked at the frozen girl. "I had my clothes in boxes. I... I was going to call her the next day and ask if I could move in... but you gave me hope. You showed me that there were people who cared. That others were struggling too. That... That maybe I could pursue something besides being lonely." She put a hand to her face and stayed silent a moment. "How many?"

"...What?"

"How many times did you cheat on me?"

"I didn't- it's work, I-"

"How many!?" The words were screamed, cutting her off.

"... I don't know."

Syn stood there for a long time, looking down at the carpet. Silence passed over them both until she finally spoke again. "It's over."

"Syn, wait! Let me explain!" Vivio ran over to her but was shrugged off.

"You're nothing but a whore." Syn moved away and opened the door to the apartment. "I never want to see or hear from you ever again." The door closed behind her, leaving Vivio standing there alone. Seconds passed by as she looked at the spot where Syn vanished from her sight before her knees finally buckled and gave under her weight. Falling down, she braced herself on her hands and looked at her floor, gasping as the first tears started to fall.