Author's note: This is the next one-shot base of the Three Days Grace Song "Over and Over". It's too easy to guess the character so I won't make you. I know this one is incredible short. I hope I can get the next one (either "In My Time of Dying" or "Animal I have Become) done soon. My CDs scratched so I can't listen to the music to get inspired. I hope I can do something about that.
Disclaimer: I don't own the turtles & company or the Song by Three Days Grace that this is based off of. I just enjoyed writing it.
Over and Over:
Once again I have my chance to end my family's suffering. A simple strike I could do in my sleep to kill the villain in front of me, but I falter. Over and over I've had the chance and over and over I give it up. This villain at the end of my katana's blade has given me countless reasons to kill her; so many reasons. Why do I do this? Why do I always let her live another day? Why do I always give her a second chance to ruin my family forever?
I now what's best for me and my family. Killing this kunoichi will give us our freedom. We won't have to worry too much about possible threats when she is out of our life for good, but I can't. I can't kill her. So here I go again; letting her go free again. Adding to the cycle of fate another day to choose. When will the cycle end? When will I finally choose the right path? I'm just wasting all my time with these thoughts within my head. The possibility that, in another life, this kunoichi could be my perfect match. She could mean so much to me if she never got tangled in the web her father created. If we were on the same side of the battle field, it would be so much easier, but this is not the case. There is no time for thoughts of this magnitude. I might as well give it up. I might as well kill her so my family will be safe instead of imagining a relationship that can never be.
So for now I'll try to forget. I'll go about my life alone until the next time I see her and the cycle begins anew. It'll always be the same every time. One day, I might find the courage to break from this never-ending loop. For now I'll deal with the consequences. For now she will live to plot another day until this day repeats itself. I'll just have to fight it on my own. I am the only one who can break the cycle.
Author's end note: Yeah it's short but I couldn't do anything about it. Hopefully the next will be longer. Probably not too much longer. please review!!!