Chapter II: The missing scene and the drama starts again...
„Were are we going?" she asks, slightly out of breath. We have run out of the college building and now we are standing in front of my bike. I peck her quickly on the lips and answer her "My house, my room, my bed." She smiles, kisses me again.
We walk next to each other, making sure to have enough distance between us but still is the tension killing me. She looks at me then and when and I just can't help it and I have to look back into those beautiful eyes. They are that sort of you can read by their color. And now the normal hazel actually brown eyes were really dark, in my view even black, full of longing and desire. But still, there was this warmth and love, the admiring and adoring and that cute glint, that was just typically Emily.
I try to focus on something else, but it's impossible. When we finally reach my house, I nearly drag her up the stairs into my room. There we stand, looking at each other. I make the first move. I kiss Emily with all my love...shit, did I just say love? I pull back.
Jesus, she's so beautiful. She looks at me, with those big brown eyes and I can feel my self falling all over again. "You are gorgeous" she whispers with her raspy voice. God, that's just too much for me to cope with.
I gently but powerfully push her against the small sink and kiss her with more passion than ever before. Sucking slightly on her lower lip and nipping it slightly with my teeth, like I dreamed the last night. Ems lets out a small moan. I crush mine and Emily's body together, when she sweeps her tongue over my lips begging for entrance which was swiftly granted.
Her soft hand are under my shirt and I just don't now what to do. I want her so badly, I need her so badly, I... gosh, I pull her T-Shirt above her head. Now Emily stands in her bra in front of me and I let out a moan at this sight. She smiles unsure and shy. I smile at her and gently take her hand. I lead her to the bed. "You are beautiful" I whisper as I bend over her.
"Kiss me" her voice was husky and almost a whisper completely caught up in desire and I quickly complied. I kissed her, soft slow. I pulled back a little and pulled my shirt off as well. I trace a line between her breasts with my finger and enjoy the way her body reacts.
Then she kisses me again, harder, we roll over and now she's on the top of me. Our lips pressing together hard and frantic. This is something I've never really experienced and it is good, fuck this feels so good. I need more, and need more of her. It's like something in side of me explodes and and try to get up a little. "Clothes...all...off" I manage to say. Emily helps me to get naked just leaving my pants in place. After I threw her things off of her body I can feel her hand fumble over my tummy and down into my underwear and now it is my turn to gasp at the sensation that was overcoming me.
When we had been at the lake, Ems was unsure, it was wonderful but this time she was more daring. The next thing I know is her tongue flicking over my clit. "Jesus" That girl drives me crazy. Before I come I pull her up, kiss her hard while her hand is doing it's magic.
When the orgasms rolls over me, I scream her name. All I want now is to show her what she makes me feel. After my body relaxed a little, I roll us over and kiss her neck. She starts breathing faster and that makes me smile. Slowly I kiss my way down her body. Right above her pants I stop. She whimpers and I pull her underwear off. I imitate her actions from before. She curses something and pulls my head back to hers. "You taste so fucking good" I tell her before she kisses me, her hips pressed against my hand.
Then Emily comes. We are both out of breath, both completely satisfied and both exhausted. I pulled her closely to me wrapping my arm around her shoulder as she burries her head in my neck. I stroke her hair kissing her forehead. "I love...d it" she whispers and softly kisses the my skin. I smile. She's so damn cute. I pull away a little so I can look at her.
She's so beautiful. She make up smudgy, her lips are swollen and she looks really exhausted but that's the way I love ...her face. That's the real Emily. I love her face, while she sleeps, while she looks at me, while she is exhausted...because that's the real Emily Fitch. Not that one who smiles, because her parents tell her so, not the one who looks scared because of her sister. I love her...face when she is real.
I look at my hand, with which I'm stroking her arm. "You okay?" she asks unsure, maybe scared. Who can blame her? Last time I just left her, lying in the woods. "Yeah" I answer, and I really am. I try to show her with a soft smile that I really mean it.
"What about your mum?" Emily asks. Is she trying to give me a chance to throw her out? I want to show her that I really want her to stay. "That's my room, no one's allowed in here." I tell her.
I turn to lay on my stomach, I have to stop looking and touching her or else I would kiss her again. I know that thousands of questions are running through her head, but I'm not ready to answer them. I kinda feel like a child, when you don't see what fears you it's not there but Emily is there. She wouldn't need to speak. I just feel her, smell her, know that she is there, in my bed, my head and my heart.
Even if I can't see her face I know she smiles when she tells me that she wished to have a room just for herself. "Katie and me, we are always together...everything together...eating, sleeping...untill we were nine we used to dump at the same time." I have to laugh."Jesus"
Because I'm turned away from her, I listen to much more intensively, not distracted by her naked body or her eyes. Her voice, it FESSELT me. I could listen to her for hours.
"Yeah, no secrets..." No secrets? Everyone needs secrets. "So what about this one?" I ask her. Emily says nothing. She just starts strong down my hips and up again. I love her soft hands, I delicate fingers.
"Naomi..." I smile, the way she says my name makes me feel so special. "I wanna tell people..." What? "That you're gay?"
"I wanna tell people about us..." WHAT? Nonononononono...I stay silent. I know she's looking at me, getting more and more disappointed. "Come to the college ball with me...like we are together..." I sounds like it had taken her everything to ask that. No...please I'm not ready for this...I sigh. "I don't want to do that" I say. My voice sounds cold because I want to hide any emotion like fear or guilt.
"Why not?" She asks me...Damage done.
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