A/n: Thank you guys so much for the reviews! They really make me want to keep writing. So I've decided that I'm going to make this a long fic cause I've come up with ways to lengthen it out. Like I said I'm not going to be able to post very often but I will try my hardest cause I know how it is to wait and it sux. I hope you like this next chapter! I tried to make it longer to make up for the short post yesterday. I do not own Instant Star or the song by D.H.T Xoxo Lo
"I officially hate stiletto's." Jude remarked while rubbing her sore feet. She loved to dance even by herself but the one thing she hated was the price of beauty. Sadie had talked her into buying the boots in the first place and she made the dumb decision to wear them right after she got them.
Jude looked for Braden down the bar as she sat on the far end. She was dying of thirst and wanted water knowing that she was so done with alcohol tonight. It was getting to be around midnight and she knew she had an early day at the studio in less than nine hours.
"So is this the place to have a good time?" an all too familiar voice whispered in her ear.
Jude's heart rate suddenly picked up speed and she spun around to face the ocean blue eyes of Tommy. He stood there leaning over her and she couldn't help but to inhale his spicy cologne. She licked her dry lips and pushed her hair behind her ear.
"It all depends." she replied dripping with sensuality.
"What's your definition of a good time?" she smirked at Tommy's slightly taken aback expression.
She saw Braden at the far side of the bar and asked for a bottle of water and a shot. She downed the water bottle with ease and got off the stool. She pushed the shot towards Tommy and whispered in his ear, "You're going to need this."
And with that she sauntered back over to the dance floor. Only looking back over her shoulder to see Tom trying to comprehend what just happened.
Tommy loved the way Jude's hips swayed when she walked especially when she was angry. With this thought he downed the shot and made his way over to where Jude was walking.
I can't believe he showed up! Jude thought to herself, maybe he actually does care. Jude shook off that thought and reasoned that is was entirely impossible for Tom Quincy to be honest about anything especially his own feelings. Stop being so naïve he's probably only here to make sure you don't do anything stupid, like make out with anyone that's not him.
Jude quickened her pace when she heard her name being called in the distance.
"Jude! Come on can you at least talk to me for a second?" Tom asked pleadingly.
"Sorry Tom", she called over her shoulder, " I love this song and I'm not planning on wasting it, talking to you."
Jude descended the stairs to the dance floor and made her way to the middle totally forgetting the fact that her feet were cramping up.
The loud techno music and pulsating lights were almost hypnotizing as she swayed her hips to the music oblivious to anything and anyone around her.
At the exact moment she was really getting into the intro of the song she felt two strong hands wrap around her waist from behind.
" Fine we won't talk." Tommy said matter of factly with a slight growl in his voice that turned Jude's legs into jello.
He spun her around in his arms never letting go, and pulled her to him leaving no space for air to pass through as the music started to pick up.
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Jude looked up to see Tommy's icy blue eyes examine her from head to toe. She became very aware of thee fact that there faces were mere inches away from each other. She never realized how amazing Tommy's eyes were until that moment and it thrilled her that she saw something different in his eyes. It was like all the want and need he had been hiding from her was finally surfacing.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
The music began to pick up again and Jude tore her gaze from his eyes and spun around in his arms only to put his hands on top of her hips and her own hands on top. She loved the feeling of him behind her. Jude began to pick up the beat with her hips and she wrapped her arms around the back of his neck only to feel his staggered breathe in her ear. She rolled her body into Tommy's strong chest and she swore she heard him catch his breath once or twice.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Tommy loved the feeling of Jude being so very close. He felt Jude lower her arms and grab his hands while still moving her body back in forth into his chest. She began rolling her hips and getting lower to the ground with each movement. It took all of Tommy's strength not to turn her around and take her lips with his own but he told himself to hold on for a little longer.
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been when love was wilder than the wind.
Jude brought her body back up while still being pressed against Tommy. She felt his hands leave hers only to be put back on to her hips with even more force. She relished in the fact that she could make Tommy squirm and with that she turned back around and wrapped her hands around his neck while their bodies still moved against each other's.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
The song finished and Tommy and Jude were still locked into a stare that nothing could ever break. Jude felt her lips being drawn to Tommy's and she slowly lifted her head to gain better access to his lips. Tommy took up the space that was between their lips and he felt a breath escape from Jude's own mouth. He growled into her mouth and took the opportunity to slip his tongue into hers. All their frustrations were put into the kiss making it all that more intense. Jude slipped her hand into Tommy's jacket and let her hands roam over his abs through his shirt. Tommy tangled his hands into her hair and leaned her head back even more so he could take all of her mouth into his.
"Tommy." Jude moaned into his mouth and the realization of what Tommy was doing came down.
Hard.
And he stepped back away from Jude. Only to see the bewilderment in her eyes.
"Don't you dare say that didn't happen Tommy." Jude said pleadingly while searching his eyes for some explanation as to why he stopped the one thing she had been dreaming about.
Tommy looked away from Jude and played with his rings on his right hand. He didn't want to look her in the eyes because he knew all he would see was hate and disgust.
"You asshole." Jude said with such rage in her voice that it sent cold chills through Tommy's body. Jude turned around and ran of the dance floor and headed for the stairs.
Tommy bolted after her and searched the crowd for the girl he seriously just screwed up with. Tommy saw her going up the stairs and ran after her.
"Jude please! Let me explain." Tommy said with sadness in his voice.
Jude didn't even care at that point anymore. She turned around and said exasperatedly, "What do you want Tommy?"
Tommy ascended the last couple of stairs till he could be in front of her. He reached out for her hand and intertwined his fingers with hers.
"Jude." He started slowly while grazing his finger across her cheek reveling at how soft her porcelain skin was.
"I'm sorry." He said as sincerely as he could while searching her eyes for any ounce of forgiveness
"Your always sorry Tom." She stated harshly while pulling her hand out of his and turning to go up the stairs again.
"Jude please…" started but was only cut off by Jude turning around and putting her finger on his lips.
"Tommy, you can't keep pulling at my heart strings. I can't do it anymore." She added while looking into his eyes.
Tommy dropped his eyes to the floor in understanding. At that moment he hated himself more than ever and wanted to tell Jude what the kiss meant to him. Hell, what every last kiss they had shared meant to him. But no, something in the back of his mind was stopping him from telling her the one thing that would solve all their problems.
Jude removed her finger from his lips and took his face in her hand so that he would look at her.
"If you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me Tommy other than friendship tell me now and let me live my life for once." She said desperately while trying to hold back her tears.
"I love you Tommy more than you'll ever know," she said in a whisper so low that she could barely hear it herself. Tommy looked up at her and tried to take a step closer but Jude backed away.
"I just hope for once in your life Quincy," she trailed off slightly making sure she had the voice to say what she needed.
"That you'll listen to your heart."
And with that she hastily kissed his cheek and turned around to go find the person that would make everything all right for the time being.
Well there is my chapter and please review good or bad it really helps me write and know where I want to go with it. Don't worry its not the end of Tommy and Jude I could never do that. Again thank you to all of you who have reviewed your awesome! Xoxo Lo
