Brooke pulled away slowly, her eyes with confusion. Her mouth open in shock, She definitely didn't expected that. "Um...wow....um...wow...." was all she could say. She started to paces back in fourth along the floor of the bed. Her mind was spinning in full drive. She loves Chase more than anything in the world. But marriage was a big step, especially at there age they are only eigthteen. Was she truly ready for marriage?"

Chase sat on the edge of the bed, Watching his girlfriend pacing, he didn't plan on proposing it just happen. He loves her so much, more than he ever thought was possible. His heart was pounding fast, as he wondered what she was thinking. He couldn't read her and, that's what scares him the most.

"Brooke" he whispered, she kept pacing. " I love you"

She stop in looked at him " I love you too, I just need time" she admitted, as she sat down beside him. " give me time, okay"

"Okay, as much as you need, I'll wait for you." he said, as he pulled her to him.

Lucas laid on his bed looking up at the white ceiling. he was still pretty upset, but hurt more . His mind came wondering what they were doing in there. Was Jake's arms wrapped around her holding her close? Was she wishing it was him? Were they in a heated make out session?" With that thought he sat up in reached for his phone. He need to talk, so he called the another person he could always talk to.

"Hello"

"Hey mom, Did I wake you?" he said, as he looked over at the clock. "I'm sorry, I called so late"

"Lucas," she whispered, half asleep. "What's wrong? are you okay? is it Haley or Nathan?" She questioned, in her pacik voice.

"Mom, everything is fine. Nathan and Haley are here they are asleep in the living room. I 'm fine, really. I just missed you"

"Oh, I miss you to, sweetheart."

"How's lily?"

"She is getting bigger, and prettier by the day." she answer, in a sweet tone, as she walked to her daughters room. She was still asleep as Karen stroked her cheek. " I see him in her sometimes, you know?" she whispered, as she thought of the man that gave her this precious gift.

" I know, I see it to every time I look at her." he picked up a picture of his beautiful sister. "I can't wait to see her."

"I can't wait to see you, it's been lamest two months. "

"I know, school is really took a hold on me." He said, as he walked over to his closet.

"Lucas, are you sure your okay?" She asked, knowing something was on his mind.

"Guess who is here mom."

"Who?

"Jake" he said, in a harsh voice.

"Jake, as in Jake Jageilsk?"

"Yeah, thats the one"

"Wow, you haven't seen him an a while, How is he? Is Jenny with him?"

"He is doing great, he goes to Duke with Nathan and Haley, Jenny is with Nikki, they have share custody now." he answer, as he sat down with the box's he got from his closet.

"Well thats good, I bet Peyton was happy to see him" She knew that will get him to talk about what was really on his mind.

"Yeah, she was so thrilled. he is actually in her bed right now" He said, bitterly.

"Oh, are they together?"

"They probably are now" he whispered sadly

"Lucas,honey whats wrong?" she noticed the sadness in his voice.

"Why do I love her so much, when she doesn't even love me back?" he said, as he open up his Peyton box.

Karen's heartbroke as she heard him sigh, " Lucas. I know your hurt,but I don't believe Peyton doesn't love you. I know how you feel"

"you do?"

" It hurts when you have someone in your heart,but you can't have them in your arms." she whispered sadly, as a couple of tears fall

" Yeah, yeah it does" he whispered back, as he pull out a picture of the him in her, when they were, whatever they were.

Peyton was shocked by Jake lips on hers, she should of pushed him away. But she couldn't she needed this, She slowly lays back taking Jake with her. She feels his tongues entering her mouth.

Jake moans into her mouth, he is now laying on top on her kissing her like he use to when he had her. He wasn't sure what was going on, this was not his plan, But he can't denied her, part of him still loves her. He slips his hand under her tank top, as his lips moved to her neck.

She closed her eyes, as his hands plays with her breast, "mmm" she moan in his ear, Jake pulls her tank top over her breast, he then covers the hard nipple with his mouth. He smiles, as he here her whisper, " so good," his smile, however fades at her next words " So good.....Lucas, so good baby,"

Jake pulls away from her shaking his head. He laids back on his side. " Under believable" he whispered

"What" she asked confused, as to why he stopped. " why did you stop?"

"What's my name?" he asked, as he looked over at her

"What" she asked, as she fixed her top.

"My name, do you know my name?" he asked, a little colder now.

"Yeah, I know your fucking name." she said, in the same tone

"Well, what is it?"

"it's Jake" she yell "What the hell does this have to do with any thing." she was pissed, as jumped off the bed.

"It was my mouth on your nipple, I was the one giving you pleasure."

" I know"

"Oblivious, you didn't because, it wasn't my name you moaned." he tone was mixed of angry and hurt.

Peyton crossed her arms over her chest, as she watched him. " I didn't say no ones name" she replied in a strained voice

" Yeah, you did, you said. " he took a deep breathe " so good.........Lucas, so good baby."

"Oh,"

Peyton need to get away from Jake for a moment, she needed some air. She tie top out to the balcony not wanting to wake Naley. As she slowly open the door, her heart started to beat fast. Lucas was standing there in his blue boxers, his back was facing her. She was debating weather to walk over to him or, to go bed to bed, but she wasn't able to face Jake yet, she took a deep breath in walked towards him.

"Couldn't sleep either?" she asked, as she stop right beside him. Looking out at the dark city.

"no" he whispered, as he looked over at his girl, not his girl Jake girl. With that thought he turn his head back looking at the same dark city. "Why you up?" he asked, in a relived voice, he was happy she was out here with him. Instead of in her room with Jake.

"I just couldn't sleep, I have alot on my mind." she said, as she looked over at him.

" you want to talk about it?" he asked, hoping she did he missed been the one she talk to.

"I kinda of have something I need to tell you" she looked now at the ground.

"What?" he asked, as she lifted her chin, making her met his eyes. "You can tell me anything Peyton" he watched, as her face soften

"I don't regret it Lucas." she whispered.

"Regret what?"

"Remember our first night here and, you confronted me about that night before, I left for LA" She closed her eyes, Lucas nods, waiting for her to continue. "I don't regret sleeping with you. I regret letting it ruin our friendship."

" Yeah, me too" he said, with a little mixed of hurt and happiness.

"I miss you" she whisperer, as she looked back over at him.

" I miss you too Pety," he reached out in stroke her cheek. " your so beautiful" he whisperer,

Her eyes widen, she stares at him, as she bites her bottom lip. Her mind drifts to Jake in the moment they shared. " Kiss me" she whispered,

"What?" he asked, in a shocked voice,

"Please, I need you to kiss me" she said,

Slowly but surely he leans forward towards her, his lips soft and gentle as it kisses hers. Brushing her cheeks he cautiously let his tongue glide between his lips, lightly tasting hers before it parts. Her mouth slips open, her tongue moving towards his in a romantic, passionate dance.

"Thank you" she whispered, against his lips, as she pulled away. She walked back into the apartment leaving him more confused then ever. But he was all smiles as he walked back to bed.

She open her door smiling as she noticed Jake was asleep, she watched him for a moment. Jake was a Sweet man any girl would be happy to have him. She didn't want to cause him more pain then she already did. But the heart wants what is wants. Her heart wants Lucas, in the kiss they just shared proof that he is what she needs. She kissed Jake's forehead, then turns in walks out of her room.

Lucas laid back down on his bed smiling, he can still feel her lips on his. He wasn't sure what was going on or what the kiss meant to her, but to him it meant everything. He closed his eyes just before he hear a little knock. He slowly walked over to the door.

"What's wrong?" he asked, wondering why she show up at his Door.

" I was wondering if I could sleep with you tonight. Jake kinda took the whole bed"

" yeah, come in" he moved aside to let her in then closed the door. He watched, as she climbed in his bed. She laid down on the pillow with a little yawn. He laid down beside her, His mind was running fast. What was she really doing here? Was she here to sleep? Did she want sex?" He was confused, as he watched her close her eyes. "Peyton, why did you want me to kiss you?"

She open her eyes." Lucas, I'm really tried" she said, in a low voice. She knew he was going to question it, but she wanted to think a couple more things through, before she tells him.

He nods sadly, that she wants to ignore the kiss, but his sadness goes away when she whispers.

"Could you just hold me?"

"yeah, I could do that." he said, as she turn away from him, he smiled as he wrapped his arms around her and he pulls her closer to him. Her back against his chest, his head buried in her hair. He could get use to this every night.

Well here is another chapter, I'm actually almost done with the next chapter to. So I might be posting it tomorrow, Please review. thanks again for reading.