Hey guys! So here is the next chapter I hope everyone likes it. It would have been out on Saturday but it the site wouldn't let me! The next chapter is almost done and when I have time to finish it I will post it ASAP. Reviews are much appreciated! Xoxo Lo


Jude frantically ran into the club looking for Tommy. He wasn't by the bar or stage and this began to worry Jude even more. Tommy didn't take anything lightly and she was afraid of what he might do. She hurriedly walked down the hallway where she heard muffled noises coming from the men's bathroom. She slowly walked over and pressed her ear to the door.

"Shit!"

That was definitely Tommy's voice. Jude opened the door and saw Tommy's hand bleeding all over the counter. He was too busy running his hand under the faucet to know that Jude had walked in. She cautiously walked towards him and could see his eyes were full of tears. Whether from the pain of the glass shards embedded into his hand or from the pain she had unintentionally caused him.

"God Tommy."

Jude grabbed one of the cloth towels from the side of the sink and slowly reached out for Tommy's mangled hand.

"Get away from me Jude."

His voice was like ice and it ran chills down Jude's body. He had never spoken to her like that and he wouldn't even look at her.

"Tommy you-"

"JUST LEAVE"

His sudden anger caused Jude to jump back in fear. She didn't know how she was going to get through to him.

"Tommy please …. just let me explain what you saw it wasn't-"

"It wasn't what Jude? Huh? Please explain to me what I just saw, cause from where I was standing, it looked like you kissing some other guy!"

Jude was taken aback by his outburst and she just wanted him to understand. Quietly Jude replied while wringing out her hands.

"It's not like that Tommy, I would never cheat on you."

Tommy turned off the water and wiped his eyes with his other hand. He slowly brought his gaze to Jude's and all she saw there was hurt. She once again reached out for his bleeding hand and he surprisingly let her take it. She began wrapping it in the towel.

"I-I went outside to talk to Braden and he explained his feelings for me which was ultimately that he loved me but knew he couldn't be with me."

Jude tore her gaze from Tommy's hand and cautiously made eye contact with him, in which Tommy quickly looked away.

"He said he hoped that we could still be friends after his confession to me and I told him that I could never end our friendship over anything."

Tommy finally looked up at her and took a deep breath.

"That doesn't explain why I saw you kiss him Jude."

Jude silently finished wrapping his wounds, and let go of his hand. She took a step back and ran he hands through her hair.

"I honestly don't know why I kissed him. All I do know for sure is that I don't love Braden. I love you and only you Tommy."

"I don't know if that's enough anymore."

Jude felt her heart drop into her chest. Was Tommy saying he didn't want to be with her? She didn't understand what he was thinking.

"Don't you love me Tommy? Isn't that enough?"

Tommy fought back the tears in his eyes. He knew Jude was telling him the truth deep down but something just keep eating away at him.

"I love you….but I don't know if I can trust you."

Jude swallowed back the remaining tears, willing for her voice not to crack.

"Then maybe you shouldn't do either Tommy."

Jude turned her back to him and walked out of the bathroom trying not to go catatonic with him around.. She heard footsteps behind her and a warm hand pull on her own.

"That is my decision to make."

Jude pulled her hand out of his grasp as tears slowly cascaded down her face.

"It sounds like you already have Tommy."

Jude looked at Tommy one last time before walking out of the club. She couldn't breathe; it felt like she was dying. She was numb that's all there was to it. She continued to walk outside where it had started to rain. She faintly heard her name being called from inside the club. Not being able to bare another encounter with Tommy she began to run. She didn't know where or what she was running to but she just had to keep moving or reality would start to sink in.

Tommy didn't want her anymore.