My life is not for me any longer. I live my life for my father now. I no longer have a mother, only a woman who just so happened to share the same blood as myself. I am ashamed. To think that only two short months ago my only worries revolved around sparing with Bra and shopping for the latest in fashion, all that is over.
Bra doesn't understand my attitude of late, I don't blame her though. I was always happy; my mother was a great cook who was always in a happy mood, my father was always there to protect me and cared for his family more than anything else in the world. I really believe that if it took destroying the world to protect us he would.
I always loved my father, he was and will always be my life. What I saw a little over two months ago shattered the image I held of my family. School was released for the day, Bra and I was on our way to CC for some light sparing followed by some shopping. Wanting to see if my mom was home I searched out her Ki and found another, it was Goten. I was ecstatic. I had not seen him in over a week and was at my house sparing with my mom. I had come to this conclusion based on their elevated Ki and its sporadic nature. I waved goodbye to Bra and headed home excited to finally have the chance to test my skills with my uncle.
It had been a long time since the last time we spared. He was always too busy with school and with girlfriends. I knew he had to have the time now for it was obvious that he was sparing with mom, or so I thought. I flew straight into the back yard expecting to see them there. Not spotting my family I turned around confused when I located the elevated Ki levels in the house but more to the point in the bedroom.
My curiosity got the better of me. I had to know what this was. Walking up the stairs I was startled by what I heard. My mom screamed my uncle's name while Goten screamed hers. My mind knew what this meant before I even witnessed anything. Tears started to fall by the implication alone. Moving solely on instinct I opened the door to my parent's bedroom. I heard a loud scream and realized that it was in fact me screaming.
Both my mom and Goten turned to face me. Their faces still contorted to one of pleasure and horror as the realization of their affair being found out. They scramble to get dressed and I ran from the house, my emotions took over and sobs racked my body. I flew as fast as I could towards Bra.
About half way to my destination Goten caught up to me and tried to explain the situation. He told me he love Videl and that he could not stop those feelings. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, my uncle confessing his love for my mother, a woman who was married with a child. He held no regrets for ruining his brother's life the man who loved him as a son. I never hated anyone in my life. I felt that hate was something reserved for people like Freeza and Cell. I now know that I hate my uncle. I now know I hate my mother.
I slapped him. I mustered up my strength and slapped him. With tears in my eyes and a broken heart I confessed how I felt. I told him in three simple words, "I hate you." He lowered his head and I could see tears dropping down his face. I wish I could say that it made me feel good watching him suffer with the knowledge his once lovable niece hated him. Nothing made me feel good about this situation; nothing would ever make me feel good about this situation.
I wanted to tell someone I wanted to make them suffer for their infidelity. I just couldn't do it. My father was all I can think of. Ignorance is bliss. If I can keep my father from feeling the pain that I feel, then I know it would be worth it. I flew away from Goten and into Bra's bedroom. Without a word I embraced Bra in my arms and cried into her shoulder. She never asked me what was wrong. She knew something was wrong with my mother and Goten, she had to. I told her I was going to see him and that he was with my mom 'sparring.' I have a feeling she knew exactly what I was crying about but never asked and only held me in a sisterly hug. She cried with me.
I stayed the night and for the following week. I told Bulma it was ok with my parents and she called talked to my mom. I knew my mom would not protest to my staying the week. I didn't talk to Bra or anyone about it. We sparred more often and we went shopping. Bra tried her hardest to keep me sane.
When the week was over, my father came to pick me up. He had such a huge smile on his face. He was happy to see me. He told me that he missed me and that he wanted to spend as much time with me that weekend as possible. My heart broke; this unbelievably loving man who saved the world numerous times was the victim of adultery. How would he feel that the love of his life has betrayed him? I didn't want that smile to go away. I wanted to make this better; I wanted my father to stay happy for the rest of his life.
I knew this was impossible and it was inevitable that he was going to discover the truth. My father is a genius. He is smarter than anyone on this planet and the strongest in the universe. He will find out the truth.
When I got home I refused to look at my mother. She always had the look of shame on her face when I glance at her. The shame didn't last long as my father tries to embrace her. She just pushes him away and scowls like my father did something wrong. I look into my father's eyes and I see the hurt caused by my mother's actions. I run up stairs and cry myself to sleep.
Sometime later I came home early from school and was afraid of what I would hear. I heard them. All regard for others gone. I placed my head phones on and entered the world of music waiting for night fall for my loving father to arrive. When I felt my father's Ki approaching I lost my cool, sobs again racked my body. I took my father's future pain for my own. I don't know how long I was crying but I was suddenly embraced by strong arms, it was my father, he was here to console me. I wanted to cry harder for the irony. I am cry for my father and he is holding me to console me.
I asked him to never leave me. I told him that I love him. I fell asleep and dreamed about better days, a life that ended with the scandalous activities of my mother.
I was with Bra sparring when it happened. We were in yard being watched by Vegeta. I don't know why he was there but he was. I felt my father's level skyrocket and the earth shake. He was at home. He knew. I tried to sense if my mom was there with Goten and could not feel anything other than my father's enormous Ki. Everyone who could sense Ki across the universe knew something had happened. Only a select few knew who it was. As fast as it appeared it disappeared and my father's Ki level plummeted to a dangerous level. As I sense my father's Ki level drop I could then feel the Ki's of my mother and Goten side by side. It was confirmed. My father's whole world had crashed in around him.