AN: Ok here is chapter two.
Gwen's POV
So the rest of the competition was a blur. I wanted to win now. I had to. You see I came across and issue. It was the day before Laushawna was kicked off. I was feeling a little off. I went to the bathroom and splashed my face with water. God I feel horrible. Then Laushawna came in. "Girl I know. That time of the month huh." Then she walked out. Time of the month? What is she….. I thought. Oh my god! I ran to my bag and took out a mini calendar I used to mark, 'that time' to check something out. It has been a month since Trent was kicked off. And a month since that night.
I checked to see the last time….just my luck it was before that night. Which means I am a month late! O_O No big deal. I have been late before. I am probably just sick, or stressed. No big deal. I reassured myself. ^~^
So life went on as normal. Come on I have nothing to worry about. But I should tell Laushawna. But I never did. She was voted off, and now I have no one.
In the challenge were we floated away from camp, on the weird island I was so hungry. I have never been so hungry before in my life. And I wanted weird food. Like tuna, and macaroni, bagels, and watermelon. Is that because I might be…. Stop it! I yelled at myself. I am simply paranoid not…. What ever.
Then it was the bottom two. Owen and me. I could no longer deny it. I was having weird food carvings, odd dreams, I am super late, and I look like I have gained some weight, but unnoticeably. I have to tell someone….but who?
I knew I was going to see Trent again today, but should I tell him? I am not even 100% sure. This could ruin his life! He was going to be a great musician one day. I can't tell him. Nope, I won't. Ok, so I did the math before the ex-campers arrived. After today, we stay for a month, and go home. I am late by two months. Ok, so I will still be unnoticeable until I can get home. But can I hide from Trent for a month? Especially with my emotions and hormones ranging?
During the competition I completely forgot about the possible baby and my plan with Trent and agreed to go out with him.
A week latter I still didn't tell anyone. I figured after this I'll never see him again, so he doesn't have to be a father. But it pained me to think I would raise a child on my own. And never see him again.
Then Chris doses this dumb Million dollar challenge. At the end he tells us we will be in season two. Season two? Oh no. Now I have to tell Trent. There is no way I can hide it.
All the ex-campers will hanging out by the pool. I was in my hotel room. I kept thinking of ways to tell Trent. But nothing seemed to work out. Then I head a knock on the door. "Gwen, it's me. Can I come in?" Trent asked from outside the door. I walked over and opened the door. "Gwen are you ok? You've been acting weird, and you look a little sick." He said taking my face in his hands.
"I need to tell you something." I said crying a little. I sat down on the bed and he followed. I looked up and his eyes were full of concern. "Trent. I. I- I think….that." I can't say it. I can't. This is horrible. Why can't I just say it?
"Gwen, please tell me." He said. I must be killing him inside. Well here we go, now or never.
"I think I might be, ….. pregnant." I explained. He seemed to freeze, and I collapsed into tears. I expected this. Now he's going to leave and never look back. So yea I didn't want him to help, but I knew inside me I did. I really want him there. But now, he won't and it will be worst. It's worst because now I KNOW he didn't want to deal with this. Before there was always that thought that maybe he did.
He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me close. "It's ok, Gwen. I won't leave, I promise." He whispered to me. I wanted to talk to him, but instead I just completely broke down crying into his chest. He hugged me tight, as he reassured me that everything would be ok. I hope he's right.
"What are we going o do?" I asked him when I stopped crying. He didn't break the embrace though.
"I think I need to find a place near your house to you know, be around. But first, I think we should tell our parents." He said. I broke away from him. "We have to. We can't hide it. I am sure they will understand." He said.
"You don't have to be around you know. I don't want this to ruin your life." I explained.
"Gwen I want to be around. It's not ruining my life. I am actually a little thrilled. Kind of." I looked at him and he was serious. He had a smile on his face, but you can still see the concern in his eyes. "I am going to call my parents. You should tell your parents too." He said. I nodded and walked to my cell phone.
Ring, ring.
"Gwen, sweetie how are you" My mom said cheerfully
"Mom, I need to tell you something. It's important." I said back.
"Uh-oh. What is it?" she asked
"Mom, I-I UM." I hesitated
"Gwen you can tell me. I'm your mother, and I love you. No matter what." She reassured.
"Mom, I'm pregnant." I said quickly into the phone
Silence
"Mom, you there?" I asked
"Gwen, how did this happen?" she sounded upset.
"I wasn't thinking clearly. I got caught in the moment." I tried to explain.
Silence
"Mom, please I need you." I cried into the phone.
"Who's the father?" she asked. "Dose he know?"
"It's Trent, and yea he knows." I explained.
"Give him the phone. I want a word with him." She sounded really angry.
"He's telling his parents now mom." I explained
"Well at least he is doing something, but I could give a rats ass. Give him the dam phone Gwen, now." She yelled at me.
Trent heard my mom scream. "It's ok, my parents aren't home." He said taking the phone from my hands and to his ears.
"Hello?'
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"Yes miss, I am aware."
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"I do understand"
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"Of course."
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"I wouldn't want it any other way."
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"There aren't home now. If it's all right I would like to tell them first."
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"Ok, I'll tell them you wish to speak to them."
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"Alright. Would you like Gwen again?"
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"Ok, bye." He said and hung up.
"She said she needs time to think this over. And she wants to talk to my parents." Trent said handing m my phone. I looked down to the floor. "It's ok Gwen. Everything will be ok. I promise." He said lifting my face to look at him.
He hugged me again, and held me for a while. "Thank you." I said as tears began to wheel up again. "For being there." I finished.
"I wouldn't want it any other way. He responded.
