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BPOV

As I walked through the woods I thought about how they were being so nice while I was just being rude.

I sighed and headed back.

When I got there I went to Esme and said," I apologize for my earlier behavior. I'm just kind of- yea."

"It is okay Sweetie, we all know you would have a hard time," Esme said sweetly. I would have to remember to try and talk to Esme without being told.

"Well, I'm going up to my room. Well, Edward's room."

"No Sweetie. It is your room also."

I smiled innocently at and walk up to Edward's room. Or our room. I groaned, I just didn't know now days.

I hadn't realized that I was at Edward's room till I saw him leaning against the door.

He was laughing.

"What?" I snapped.

"Someone has an attitude."

Him I was not going to volunteer to talk to him.

So I just rolled my eyes and leaned against the wall.

"Do you want to come into our room?" he asked.

I just shrugged.

"Okay? So... come on in."

Once again I didn't talk I just walked in and sat down in a corner.

"You can sit on the couch or the bed."

I looked at him with the 'don't mess with me' look. I reach over and got my Pride and Predigest.

"You like that book?" Edward said wrinkling his nose.

"You don't have to read it so don't be a critic."

He put his hands up in surrender.

"Edward! Come down her now!" Alice yelled.

Edward sighed and left.

"Bella?" I heard a soft voice.

I looked up to see Jasper.

"Yes Jasper."

"Can we talk for a little."

'Let me see. The girl who doesn't want to talk. Yea, good idea,' that was what I thought, but decided different and said, "Sure."

He came and sat down on the couch.

"I still think you shouldn't cut your feelings out," he finally said after an awkward silence.

"Jasper," I said sighing, "If I were to do that you would be in pain 24/7."

"Have you ever even acted like a teenager?"

"Have you?"

"Of course. And I also tell my family my feelings."

"Have you forgetten they can feel what you feel. And besides. I don't have a family to voice my feelings to. Trees don't listen to well you know."

"We're your family now."

"Yea," I heard a chirpy voice.

"Please don't tag team me," I begged.

Emmett and Rosalie came in and Emmett said, "We aren't tag teaming you, we are teaming you."

"Ha ha ha. Please. Just leave me be."

"Come here," Rosalie said grabbing one of my wrist then sitting my down on the couch next to Jasper.

"Relax and let your defenses slip," Alice said grabbing my other hand from her new seat on Jasper's lap.

"Fine."

I closed my eyes and relaxed myself. I didn't let my blood back, but I did let my feelings.

Feeling Jasper cringe I put it back and said, "See, I'm doing you a favor. Now I'm going down to talk with Esme."

EPOV

Alice had called me down so they could try and have Bella let her spells slip. I was looking into Jasper's mind because I know if she did let it slip it would be with her emotions.

When the powers finally left I heard Jasper's mind, 'Pain, so much pain. To much pain. No this is for Bella. Wait, she put the spell back on. Dang.'

"See, I'm doing you a favor. Now I'm going down to talk with Esme," I heard her say as she left the room.

As I was walking up the stairs I saw Bella tripping. I caught her just in time before she fell.

"You okay?"

She was blushing even though she had no blood. It was so cute.

"Um yea. To hold my feelings I have to give up something. That something just happens to be my balance. Sorry."

"It's no problem."

I didn't notice that my arms were still around her. Also the fact she was leaning backwards and I was leaning forward.

I stood up and brought her with me. I didn't want to let her go. She felt so right in my arms. So warm. So small.

"Edward?" she asked looking down at my arms.

"Oh...Sorry!"

I let her go and looked down.

"I'm going to Esme now," she said running off.

I walked to my room to see my siblings.

"Jasper you need to tell us the pain," Alice was begging.

"No Alice. Look I love you, but if she doesn't want anyone to know...I also shouldn't have pushed her. I broke a rule."

"Jasper, are you a man or a wussy?" Emmett asked.

"I'm a vampire."

"Esme?" I heard. The rest heard. We knew it was bad to eavesdrop, but we all wanted to get to know her so we lisened with all our might.

"Yes dear?"

"Is it okay if I leave for a month?"

I heard a clank then a bad word and a 'oh no dear I got that.'

After they got the glass cleaned up Esme asked, "What do you mean darling?"

"It is just, if I keep my shield up for to long I will be weaken. I need to get my feelings in check so I don't hurt Jasper."

"You don't want Edward reading your mind either?" Esme asked.

"No, genetically he can't read my mind because that is my mom and I's main power."

"Oh, well can you at least go with one of us?"

"If it would make you more comfortable. But I really don't need anyone."

"Nonsense. All we need is a volunteer."

Knowing that we were listening all four started to run down saying 'me, me, me, me, ME!"

I walked down and when I got down there I said, "Why don't I go with her. I won't have anyone here I'll miss."

Esme looked hurt.

"Not that way," I said reasuring, "I would miss you all, but not in that- you know I'm just going to shut up."

"Good chose," Emmett said nodding.

"Okay. So tonight Edward and Bella go on a little vacation."

Bella walked out and Esme said, "Edward. Please help her get her feelings in check. I still want my extra child."

"Of course."

I gave her a kiss on the cheek before heading upstairs to pack something for the trip.

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