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BPOV

As I was packing I had to think.

Great, I almost have my plan in go. All I have to do I get rid of Brozie.(AN: Before you ask, the real plan will be reavlied in later chapters.)

So as I was packing I blocked Alice of her visons of me.

This is going to be hard. They have supper smell so if I decide to go he could always follow the scent.

Dang this is going to be hard.

Unless I go all magic, magic on him and send him in a different direction.

I then started to have second thoughts.

No, I can't leave. They took me into their home so kindly. I don't even talk. I've been nothing, but rude.

I sighed.

I just don't know what I'm going to do anymore.

I heard a knock on the door.

"Bella?"

Great it was Jasper.

I just nodded.

"Why do I have some vibes of guilt coming off of you?"

I just shrugged.

Dang, I forgot to put the full shield up.

"Bella, Mary was my friend too."

I looked up at him in shoke.

"Yea, she was my friend before we were turned. I was as you know a teen and she was just 5. I put her in that house to ensure she was able to age."

He paused for a minute then I felt the sad coming off of him, "Then I got a call saying she was killed by her own kind. It crushed me."

I felt the tears come up.

"You know you can talk to anyone here. We are all family. And family don't shield out family."

I sighed letting down all my shields.

"See isn't that better?"

"I just don't like getting close to people."

I hadn't noticed the rest of them were also in the room until Edward pulled me into a hug and said, "Well, we aren't really people."

"You know what I mean."

"No, I mean we aren't people. We're family."

And at that moment I knew that this would be last time I would shield off the Cullens.

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