A/N: Hey everyone! Sorry for the long gap between updates, I had my gall bladder taken out this week and I've been all doped up ever since. I am surprised by the feedback I've gotten so far on this little story! I hope you like this next chapter… LEMON-ADE ALERT!! Remember, this is rated "M."
Disclaimer: I am sad to report that I don't own Edward or anything else having to do with Twilight. Cries
EPOV
I climbed the stairs to my bedroom, wondering why Alice had been so insistent that I come home before the game. My stuff was already at the school, but she said there was a big surprise waiting for me and I couldn't miss it.
I groaned as I imagined the surprises Alice could have in store for me, hoping that I wasn't about to be treated to a huge party or something equally embarrassing. I just wanted to play the game tonight and I didn't want to choke too badly. My whole future was riding on doing well in football this year; if I didn't get a good scholarship, I could kiss my college hopes goodbye. Nobody was going to take a pre-med student from some crappy state school.
I looked around my bedroom, hoping for some clue as to the surprise. I sat down on my bed as I heard someone come through the front door downstairs.
"Edward?" I heard Bella's voice calling to me from downstairs.
"Up here, Bella!" I yelled back. I wondered what she was doing here. I kept my eyes trained on the door, listening to her footsteps climb the stairs.
"Hey Edward," she said breathlessly from the doorway. My mouth gaped open in shock as I took in her appearance. Her hair was falling around her in a tantalizing way, tousled as if someone had been running his fingers through it. Her lips looked red and her cheeks were flushed. Her eyes were deep and mysterious as she looked at me.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" I croaked. I couldn't help it; Bella was so sexy. She just had no idea how much I wanted her.
I knew how shy she was, so I never tried to take it any further. She seemed to think that I was shy as well, but the truth was I just wasn't interested in any other girl. Whenever our friends tried to push me into hitting on someone, I always clammed up because I just didn't have the heart to start something with someone else when the one person I wanted was standing right here in front of me.
I shook my head and tried to focus on her face. Her body was like a siren in that outfit, and she seemed completely oblivious to the effect it was having on me. I waited to hear her answer.
"Uh, I wanted to come by and see you before the game. Emmett and Jasper told me you were nervous so I thought I'd see if I could help you relax," she said. She looked nervous; she was biting her lower lip and shifting her eyes around my room, as if she were afraid to look directly at me.
I sighed. "Yeah, I guess I am kind of nervous. I don't want to mess up tonight," I replied. I sank back into my pillows on my bed and threw my feet up, stretching out. I was getting too tall for this bed but I didn't care. I was curious, so I asked, "So, how do you plan on helping me relax?"
Bella's face turned a deep scarlet. Interesting, I thought. I decided to tease her a bit. "Did you want to play a game or something?"
She wandered over to the foot of my bed, her eyes still looking around desperately. She finally settled on my stereo and she walked over to put some music on. I smiled as I recognized one of my favorite CDs. Bella turned back around and drifted to my side of the bed, staring down at me with her crimson cheeks. A desperate look came into her eyes.
"Edward, I was wondering if we could try something…," she said quietly. My eyes locked with hers as she bent down, searching my eyes for something.
Finally, I cleared my throat and replied, "Sure, what do you want to try?" I was completely lost; Bella's sweet floral scent was wrapping around me and I felt the familiar ache in my groin begin.
I watched, agonized as her small pink tongue darted out to wet her lips. They began to quiver and she pressed them together as her pupils dilated. She leaned down even further, her face coming closer to mine as realization dawned in my muddled mind.
"Oh!" I gasped. She pulled back as if shocked, and I instantly regretted not keeping my stupid mouth shut. I grabbed for her wrists before she could retreat further and pulled her back towards me, lifting my mouth to hers.
I sat up, pressing my lips against Bella's sweet mouth. She tasted like strawberries and I wanted to devour her. She was bent at an awkward angle, a little too tall for the position we were currently in. I reached my arms around her waist and gently brought her to sit next to me on the bed, my mouth never leaving hers.
I brushed my tongue against her bottom lip, asking for entrance. She opened timidly and I groaned in desire. I wrapped my hands around her neck, pressing her even closer to me. I was in heaven. I wanted to die right now, I was so happy. Bella's lips were soft and full, pushing against mine with increasing ardor as I continued to delve inside her mouth with my tongue.
I turned my body toward hers as she did the same. I felt her slender arms come up and wrap themselves around my neck, her small hands tugging on the hair on the back of my head. I could feel her breathing deep and fast against my chest, and I felt my desire for her implode like a chemical reaction.
I lifted my mouth a hairsbreadth away from hers and sucked in air before moaning, "Bella… God, Bella..." I couldn't say any more, so I dove back in and continued making love to her mouth with all the pent up lust I had stored inside me.
I could feel her shaking, and I tried to slow my ministrations to check on her. "Are you okay, Bella?" I asked.
"Yes, Edward. I just want you so much," she whimpered. I definitely knew how she felt. I groaned desperately as I wrapped my hands in her hair, tugging her mouth back to mine as I shifted us lower on the bed so we were lying side by side.
Her hands drifted down my back, her nails scratching lightly through my shirt. I could feel her legs pressed against mine and I rolled to lie on top of her, pushing her legs slightly apart so I could settle myself between them. I moaned in my throat as I felt the contact between my erection and her hot center through her tight jeans. I couldn't help myself as I ground myself against her, trying to relieve some of the pressure building up inside me.
I heard Bella moan breathlessly and I felt my blood pressure skyrocket. She was so damn sexy and I wanted to have my way with her immediately, but I didn't know what she had in mind when she'd come here today. Did she mean to start this, or had I just read the signs wrong? I felt some of my ardor cool as I pulled away, looking down at her flushed face.
"Bella, what do you want?" I demanded. She looked panicked and I realized she was embarrassed. "I mean, what are we doing? What do you want to happen?" I dropped my forehead to hers and tried desperately to control my rampaging hormones.
"I just want you, Edward. I've never done this before so I don't know what to expect, but I…" she trailed off, her voice cracking in her obvious mortification.
I sighed, shifting to a sitting position next to her on the bed. I took her hand in mine and pulled her up so she wouldn't be lying there like a delicious buffet spread before my hungry eyes. "Why me, why now? What's going on?" I asked. I wanted her to be sure about this before we continued.
"You're my best friend and I love you. I just thought that if you relaxed before your game tonight, you would play well and then you'd have a good shot at getting your football scholarship. Alice and Rose thought it would be a good idea for me to come over and seduce you and I agreed because I'd do anything for you, Edward; you know that!" she finished in a rush.
I felt stunned. So Bella was just doing this to "help me relax?" My heart plummeted to my stomach as I realized what she was trying to say. Maybe she didn't feel the same way I felt about her; apparently this was all just some misguided plan hatched by my stupid interfering friends who didn't care if I got my heart broken in the process.
"I know you think that it's your job to help me relax, but I can do just fine on my own," I said tightly. I felt disappointment wash over me as I looked at her crestfallen face. I didn't want to hurt her feelings, but I couldn't help it. I was pissed off that she wasn't here because she wanted me as her lover, but because she felt like she needed to do this as my friend. I laughed mirthlessly. This was so completely wrong.
Bella must have realized what I thought because her eyes suddenly widened and she grabbed my hand. "No, Edward! I want to be here because, well, I want you. I really do!" she pleaded with me.
My shoulders relaxed as I looked into her deep brown eyes. I saw the desire still lingering in them, and I told myself that even if she hadn't come here with the intention of being with me, she would damn well leave wanting me the way I wanted her. I dipped my head back down and brushed my lips against hers, bringing the hand still grasped in mine to my chest. I felt her hand grip my jersey and I smiled. This might be easier than I originally thought.
Bella's lips began to respond hesitantly and I lowered us back down to the bed once more. I worked my mouth past her lips toward her jaw, nipping and licking while I inhaled her sweet scent. I lifted my mouth to her ear and sucked on her earlobe before whispering, "I've got you where I want you now, my Bella."
I heard her let out a little gasp and I put another point in my "win" column. I was going to seduce my best friend. If I were lucky, she would be mine before the night was through.
BPOV
Edward's delicious mouth was killing me slowly. He was seducing me and my mind was totally blank. I was trying to remember the original plan, but my body was too caught up in the sensations surrounding it.
I was crushed to the bed by Edward's strong body, with my arms wrapped around his muscular shoulders. I kept forgetting to breathe while I tried my hardest to inch my way inside his skin, desperate to become a part of his breathtaking beauty.
My mind was complete mush and I didn't give a damn. I just wanted to feel Edward inside me and I didn't have a clue how to get him there. Even after the big sex talk and reading those horribly embarrassing books Alice had pushed on me, I was still clueless when it came to the actual act of having sex with Edward. He was just too sexy, and suddenly he was so confident.
That reminded me of part of the reason I was here. "Wait, wait Edward. Have you done this before or something?"
He looked at me, his eyes dark and piercing. "No, I haven't. I've been waiting for you, Bella. I've been waiting for you since you were born."
My breath caught in my throat and I dragged his face back to mine, wrapping my legs around his waist as I attacked him with amorous kisses. I couldn't believe he could say something so intensely romantic when my brain was completely useless.
I felt his hands pushing at my blouse, trying to undo the buttons. His knuckles were brushing against my sensitive skin and I arched into his hands, hoping to create some more of the delectable friction between our bodies. I could hear him growl deep in his chest as he finally ripped the last few buttons from their holes, only to tear the shirt the rest of the way off my body. I gasped as I looked up at him, my brown eyes clashing with his hot golden ones.
"You and I belong together," he breathed. I just nodded mutely, not trusting my voice at this point.
He lowered his mouth to my chest and breathed hot kisses across my breasts while his hands roughly massaged them through my new lacy bra. I arched my back as he reached behind me, undoing the clasp with one hand while the other wrapped itself in my hair again. I felt completely caught in his embrace, and I reveled in the sensation.
I felt him turn his body, bringing me to rest on top of him, straddling his lap. "I want to see you," he groaned. I felt my cheeks and chest blush deeply as I tried not to look at him.
"Look at me, Bella. You are so beautiful. I can hardly breathe looking at you," he said. He gripped my chin in his long graceful fingers and brought my eyes to his. I believed him when I saw how sincere he looked. I just nodded again, still afraid to attempt speaking.
He sat up slightly and ripped his football jersey off, revealing his glorious torso to my eyes. I drank in the defined musculature, devouring him with my desperately hungry hormones. I wanted to feel and see all of him, and I was suddenly panting in my need.
I reached for my pants and undid the buttons, wriggling them off while trying to stay seated on Edward's lap. He gripped my hips and groaned as he saw that I was wearing the sexy lingerie Alice bought me earlier today. I smiled, feeling truly sexy under his hot gaze.
My eyes widened as I realized I could feel his erection pressing directly into my damp core through my underwear. I looked up to see him staring back at me intently. His hands began to rub up and down my sides, running back down my thighs and up the insides where the skin was so sensitive. I threw my head back and sighed softly, wrapped in the sensations his hands were causing.
I was thrown back onto the bed and Edward was suddenly towering above me without his pants or boxers on. I couldn't look at him as he landed heavily on me, pushing my arms above my head and diving into my mouth with his hot tongue. He tasted so good, spicy and sexy and sweet. I felt his hands pulling my underwear down my legs slowly as his mouth drifted lower.
I began to panic as I realized what he was about to do. "Oh! I don't think I can do that, at least not…yet…" I mumbled awkwardly. I blushed, turning my face into the pillow to avoid looking at him.
I heard his husky chuckle as he climbed back toward me, kissing my neck and jaw. "It's okay, Bella. We can do whatever you want."
I was relieved. I wrapped my legs around his hips and felt his hard length pushing into me before he cursed a million times, pulling back sharply and reaching for his bedside drawer. I was confused until I saw him unearth a tiny foil packet. He opened it and slipped the condom on before settling back into me. I relaxed back on the bed and grinned up at him shyly.
"I love you, Edward."
"I love you too, Bella. This is going to hurt you but I want you to know I'll stop if you want me to," he warned.
I just smiled at him blissfully and pushed my hips up to meet his. His forehead dropped to mine as he groaned deep in his throat, pushing his erection deep into my core. I gasped as I felt the sharp aching pain take over.
Edward stilled above me, obviously struggling to maintain control over his body. The throbbing ache in my pelvis began to fade as I looked into his beautiful face. This was my Edward, my best friend. I had loved Edward with all my heart forever, and I just wanted nothing more in that moment than to give myself to him completely.
I studiously ignored the lingering pain as I began to swivel my hips into his, giving him unspoken permission to continue. His face took on a blissful expression as he began to thrust against me, filling me up impossibly. He felt so huge inside me that I wondered how it was even possible for him to be comfortable in the first place.
He breathed my name over and over as I began to meet his thrusts with my own. The pressure had changed and I could feel something foreign and delicious building within me. I didn't know what was happening, but I figured I had a pretty good idea. I wanted to bring Edward with me.
"Edward!" I moaned as I threw my head back in ecstasy as the feverish pounding built higher and higher. By now, perspiration was covering his chest and shoulders, his muscles bunching and releasing in time with his powerful thrusts into my body. The sight of Edward moving above me was so breathtaking that I felt myself lose the fight against my body, and pleasure came crashing down around me.
Edward's name fell from my lips like a prayer as he thrust into me one last time. I groaned in complete contentment as he collapsed on top of me.
I wrapped my arms around him, my hands buried in his hair as I kissed wherever I could reach on him. I felt so at ease here with him, I was amazed.
Suddenly, he laughed. "Well, I guess I'm relaxed enough to play that stupid game tonight!"
A/N: I hope you enjoyed the lemony goodness! I do believe some dirty talking Edward will be making an appearance in coming chapters, so keep an eye out if that's your kind of Edward;)- HIE
