Disbelief-Entry 28
Never thought it could happen. Such feelings have been abandoned, but I just had to be proven wrong…again. I'm too embarrassed to even write down what it is that has me so startled, so much in disbelief.
Wish I could deny what has happened and just act nonchalant as usual. I could do that, but I couldn't deny something as plain and simple as this. It's not so easy now.
I never get caught off guard like this so suddenly, so lightening quick that I had to think twice about it. Was I hallucinating, even? But after all these years, I could care less if I'm crazy or not.
It just snuck up behind me and tapped me on the shoulder. Curious as I was, I peered behind myself and I saw something I thought I would never see again. Something that came from my most private memories. Yet it stood there laughing at my folly. If I could, I would have laughed too, but such a thing is impossible, but perhaps it could sneak up behind me too.