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Bella looked beautiful sitting in that white dress. A dark skinned man walked over to her. He bends down to her level and whispers something in her ear that makes her giggle and blush. I felt strong heat rise up in my stomach. That lucky bastard. Before she gets up, she turns her head toward me. Her eyes blank as the tall man takes her arm. While their nearing the door she takes one last glance at me and runs out the door with another man.

I shot up, gasping Bella's name. I looked around and took in my surroundings. Ah…I was in my room of my apartment. Emmett must have found me passed out near the club.

"Oh! You're up?" That was a way to girlie voice to be Emmett. I turned around to see the love of my life, Bella. What did I do last night? I looked down at myself and let out a breath. I still had the same clothes on that I did last night. "Don't worry, you didn't do anything."

"How did I get here?" What I wanted to ask was why she was here, but hey I wasn't complaining.

"I found you outside of the club out cold. Then I had my friend, Jake," So the boy has a name. "Pick you up. I ran back into the club to get information about where you lived. After that Jake dropped you off. I stayed – I hope you don't mind – to make sure you were okay," That makes since…I couldn't stop staring. I didn't think it was possible, but Bella has gotten even more beautiful since last night. My staring made her uncomfortable because she bit her lip and looked away. This was way too much.

"Oh, Bella," I closed my eyes and let out a moan. "What…happened to…us," My voice cracked at the last word. It felt so right and so wrong. I heard Bella gasp not expecting the question. I opened my eyes. I heart stopped. Bella was covering her face with her hands and tears where falling down her face. "Bella, love? I'm so sorry!" I couldn't stop myself. I ran to her. "I just want to know," I put my arms around her and let out a sigh. It felt so good to have her close to me.

"Why are you saying sorry. You didn't do anything," She sniffed my shirt.

"Sorry if I smell bad." I said embarrassed. She lifted her head.

"There you go again apologizing. You smell the same, by the way." She muttered.

"As do you," I hid my face in her hair. "And I did do something wrong: make you cry." I whispered in her ear.

"No, my decision made me cry," I smiled a weak grin at her confusing sentence.

"What do you mean?" I let go of her slightly so I could look in her eyes.

"Well…I made the decision to let you go." She said something after that, which I didn't catch.

"Can you tell me why? I never really got a reason…." I trailed off sounding trailing off felling like an idiot.

"I don't believe in long distance relationships. They just never work out. I mean we were going to live in two different states and go to two different colleges. It wasn't going to work– " I shook my head angrily.

"You don't know that." My eyes started to sting. "I would have visited you every brake Call you every day, anything to stay together." My voice was in gasps , trying not to cry.

"What would happen if you wanted physical pleasure? Find some random girl?! Then it would be over!" I can't believe what she thought of me, of our love.

"You thought I was going to…cheat? Bella, I would never ever think about doing that. Don't you understand? No woman could compare to you. Every one that looks my way has nothing on you, and whether you want me or not, I will always want and need you." I couldn't stop the tears. "All this time we could have been together," I sobbed. We could have been married by now.

"Edward, I didn't know you felt that way." She wrapped her arms around me.

"I could never look at another woman, you spoiled them all." I smiled through my tears. "And I'll never be with you…" their right, truth hurts.

"Who said that?" there was a smile in her voice. Was she teasing me? My tears stopped.

"Aren't you with that Jake guy?" she laughed at me.

"I don't think that's ever going to happen, he's my cousin." But she didn't say that she didn't want it to happen.

"So we can be…together again?" Then I realized I sounded like a moron. "I mean only if you want to, but of course you don't want to. I mean I'm Edward Cullen no one would want to be – " Damn it Bella was kissing me before I had a chance to finish. Wait…Bella was kissing ME! Yes! I all most screamed, but I would have to let go of Bella's lips to do that. And that was not an option. There so warm and soft. Sweet like strawberries. I poked my tongue out to taste more of her. I licked her bottom lip and she opened her hot cavern for me. I stuck my tongue in there and tasted every where. Bella started to moan. We had to stop…my pants were starting to get tight. I released her lips, but kept her close. I stared into her eyes.

Although she had broke me in two. I was happy she was the one to put me back together…