Renesmee's POV (Part's from Breaking Dawn- Renesmee's "16")

As we arrived at the cottage, hand in hand, I suddenly became nervous. Did I really want to lose my virginity NOW, and to Jacob? Yes, I love him but is he really the one. Confusion struck my face, and Jacob seemed to have noticed.

"Something wrong?" Jacob asked as he stopped walking and turned to face me.

"No just thinking." I said

"If you don't want to do this-"

"No I do want to, I'm just thinking that's all. Come on let's go inside" I was trying to avoid eye contact so that he couldn't tell that I was nervous.

The walk to my room seemed like forever. As we got closer my heart began to beat faster and faster, and my hands were getting sweaty. My mind was racing and I felt dizzy.

"Renesmee, we don't have to do this right now. It's obvious you're nervous, I'm nervous too but we don't have to do anything until you're absolutely sure."

Jacob grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes. That feeling came back, the feeling that I want him so much, I want him kissing me, licking me, laying on me, inside me, humping me, massaging me. Then I wanted to do those things to him. All that fear and nervousness went away. The only thing on my mind was Jacob.

I began kissing him, leading him in my room, to my bed. I forgot that I had books all over my floor and I fell with Jacob falling on top of me. All I cold do was laugh.

"Are you ok Nessie?" Jacob asked sitting up

"I'm fine, are you ok?" I answered

"Yea!"

We stared at each other for a few seconds.

"I've fantasized about this moment for a long time." I said looking into his eyes.

" Me too! I love you so much" Jacob said

"And I love you"

We started kissing with Jacob on top of me. His kisses were so amazing and I wanted more! I needed more! Jacob stopped for a minute and took of his shirt, then he took off mine.

He continued kissing me and it became more intense. I was getting hotter and hotter. Then Jacob started to search my body with his lips, leaving no place on me unmarked.

He finally got down to my skirt. He stopped and looked at me as if asking for permission. I smiled at him and he unzipped my skirt and slowly pulled it off my legs. Carefully he slipped my thong off as well.

Jacob went down to my private and opened his mouth and out if nowhere he froze. His nose began to crinkle up as he smiled something bad. I thought it was me but then I heard a noise.

"EDWARD!!!" Jacob said and quickly put my clothes back on.