Okay, so I would like to apologize for the delay, my computer has problems and I hope they will get fixed soon but I continued writing. I would just like to tell younger readers that in this chapter they're some language, well a lot of bad words so… I hope you enjoy.

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I woke up, with Cuddy beside me; my arms were wrapped protectively around her. I watch her for the longest time, I stroke her hair for a while waiting for her to wake up but I couldn't make myself to do it. She just looked so peaceful lying there. I reminisced the time when I hoped that she would be in my arms again and just be with me and today is that day.

About 15 years ago:

"Lisa, Lisa, LISA!" I shouted when I woke up, it took me a few minutes to remember what I was doing here. Then I remembered that I was still with John House, the man you thought I was his son. I had the same nightmare every night. In my dream, John really did shot Lisa, and I would lay in her blood pressing on the bullet wound crying for help, but no one heard me, only John's sarcastic laugh would be the only thing I heard. I took a few minutes to calm down and that is when he said to me:

"You're pathetic."

"No, I'm not, you are the one who is. You are the one who kidnapped me. I am only cooperating with you, just because I want to see again, you fucking bastard and just because mom left you before she died, doesn't mean that you have to take it out on me you piece shit."

"don't talk to me like that you freakin' asshole.

"I'll talk to you , how I want to motherfucker. You can try as long as you want , my love for Lisa Cuddy will never, NEVER fade away, do you hear me? I will wait decades if I have to if that means I will see her again and finally marry her."

He walked away because he had nothing else to say and anyway it would have been pointless. He left the room and left me alone for the time being. I wanted to let Lisa know that I loved her and always will no matter what so I started writing, since John wouldn't let me send her flowers anymore. I have already written a few already with hope that someday she will get them. I took another piece of paper and started writing:

"dear Lisa, not a day goes by that I don't think about you, your beautiful green blue eyes and your soft voice. I would do anything to see you again. I will come back one day and marry you, that is a promise. Forever and Always, Greg.

Present:

She finally woke up, I continued to stroke her hair. I smiled at her when she opened her eyes. I kissed her temple and looked once more in her beautiful eyes. I kissed her lightly on the lips and as the kiss grew it became more passionate, more loving and caring. We finally broke away against our will, searching for air. We would've wanted it to last forever. It had been to long, way to long, 20 years to many and that will be my only regret, but I had to be grateful for this moment and the memories we will have.

"I love you" I whispered

"I love you too" She said after looking at me surprised that I would say those 3 magical words.

"Forever."

"there were no hesitation in my words, not even doubt, only the truth. My only secret I've managed to keep for too long. But we will have the rest of our live to make it up.

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TBC…. I hoped you liked it, I will post as soon as I can. I know it's a little repeated but I want to show the love that House has for Cuddy. Please review and tell me your thoughts.